.Saturday, September 29, 2007 ' 10:50 PM Y
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hey guys!.tis's my last post here le.next wk onwards is my n'lvl le.mayb ii wun b postin animore mayb nt.duno.c hw bahx.quite scare of next wk paper.b4 my paper next wk gt revision lesson in sch at 12pm.until 1.30pm.den ii muz get ready tu face my exams.wooss!.muz relax my whole body n mind fiz.da more ii tink da more ii'm scare.yest online almost gt scolded by him.lols.cuz ii nv study yet stil usin com,gng online.hahas.went library wif huiying 2dae.wanna put myself in2 ol kinds of bks.mayb studyin n readin n makin myself bz is da best wae tu let eu off my mind nw n study hard bahx.ii noe.it wun help much.bt ii'm tryin.hais.ii HATE tis mth of SEPTEMBER lots!!.hais.ol kind of sad tingy had happen durin tis mth.yy do ol kinds of stupid tings happen durin tis mth?!.ii wan tis mth tu end asap!.ARGGHHHXXX!.
VIDEO PRESENT TU OL!. ^^
.Friday, September 28, 2007 ' 8:33 PM Y
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27 September 2007
wow!.2dae quite a number of ppl nv cum too.ol went fer holidaes.hahas.2dae F&N class was super FUNN!.mdm haryani was super funni n interestin too.lols.da class is super co-operative too nia.wah!.fiz tym in history fer my class.whole class pay attention when she's tokin.bt when she ask us tu do our own works.hahas.da bois gt a lots a lots tings tu do.bt stil.we did ol our work given by mdm haryani.she told us her wish next yr too.which is..ii'm sry.ii cant sae.kekes.den siewleng super funni.mdm haryani promised us sumting.den siewleng ask minglong tu write da tym,date n da promise she gave us in a piece of paper.den ask mdm haryani tu sign.LOLS!.SHE REALI SIGNED IT!.hahas. xD da whole class laugh lyk hel.den minglong v de kelian too.mdm haryani ask him tu help tu buy food fer her tu eat.den she wanna add chilli,lime n chrispy onion.den sarah sae in chinese 'dose tingy place outside de ol juz put in lorx' den mdm haryani olso suddenly sae in chinese 'dose tingy place outside de ol juz put in' den da whole class stunned.we stunned fer 3 secs n den we laugh damn LOUD!.hahas!.sumtings funni abt mie 2dae too.ii noe da weather is v cold.cuz ii'm shervin in class n outside class.n when ii'm walkin halfwae,my hart suddenly pump super hard n fast.make mie super uncomfortable.duno wad happen tu mie actualli.
28 September 2007
YEAH!.2dae graduation dae!.da fiz presentation dey showed us reali make my class gals go 'HUH?!.' cuz DERE'S FOTOS FRM US,DA GALS HU TOOK IN DA TOILET.N HW DEY MANAGE TU GET IT?.its our own foto.nt da sch de'.lols.tat's da fiz ques in my mind.bt ii stil cant bear tu graduation yet even if da sch had given mie mani mani unhappiness.bt overall.ii'm stil happi tu b part of da sch!.cuz my class which is wif mie fer 4 yrs had olso given mie mani mani unfergetable memories!.love eu guys lots!.went up da stage wif my saddie tummy.hais.eu noe wad?.lookin at da presentation made by jordan n alyssa.its WONDERFUL!.ii muz admit tis.hahas.ii'm da fiz one hu ran bak tu my seat tu b sitted when ii saw da presentation bein played.lols!.ii ran super fun wif my bad tummy.hais.den when ii sit dwn n watch da presentation.ii muz admit tis agn.ii was abt tu cry.lols.den aft tat we gt present by mrs lee n mrs seetoh.each n every1 got deir own.wow!.da flower tat is given tu da gals is mrs seetoh bought it overseas.our flower gt take plane tu singapore de lehx,gals!.lols.da bois socks by mrs lee(ii suppose) is bought frm singapore de.hahas.wel!.we wld lyk tu thx mani mani coaches hu had difficulties in teachin us,we wld lyk tu thx ol coaches hu din teach us b4 too cuz its olso a difficult task fer dem tu relief our class.lols.THANK YOU ALL COACHES!.
wow!.tis few daes de weather isnt gd at ol.although its cold durin rainy daes.bt da loud thunders reali make mie freak out.super scary.esp when ii'm ol alone at hm.hais.hw ii wish..ermms.nvm.ferget it.thrus walked under da heavy rain tu sch.hey!.tat mayb cn explain yy am ii shervin so bad in sch no matter is inside class or outside class.yar.ooppss.2dae olso suddenly durin da afternoon heavy rain.luckily tis tym round ii'm in alone at hm.hahas.gt my sis too.den went out tu buy dinner fer my family.ii almost walked under da rain agn.stomach wasnt tat wel agn.frm afternoon til nitex da same.duno wads wrng wif my stomach n gastric.ii tink it mitex b gastric _______ or stomach _______.duno.hehes.lols.in da afternoon,went hm,bath le watch vcd 'snakes on the plane' at fiz ii was lyk.wads tis movie showin worx?.when its started tu play da v fiz part.den aft tat watch until da middle part.OH MY!.super lots of SNAKES!.n its scary!.ii was huggin my baby piglet,baby pooh n my silly octopus.wah.bt its stil go scary.da snakes wil suddenly pop out n gave mie a BIG BIG SHOCK!.make mie reali scream out.brr~ out of tis topic.make my hair stand agn.lols!.wel.tis mitex b my last post fer nw.cuz nex wk is N'lvl le.cnt raly use com tat much.ii nid tu concentrate on my studies n exams.bt ii'm quite scare n nervous.
4A'o7 SJAB gals!.
gals n bois in TEAM 4A'o7!
.Wednesday, September 26, 2007 ' 8:04 PM Y
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wah!.its had been a lng tym since ii've last posted my entries.too bz wif my sch works le.exams cumin le mahx.4 more daes onli.cnt play.muz study,study n study.promised sum1 out dere n my parents tat ii wil study hard n do wel fer it!.yeshh!.23 September 2007lols.on tis dae din go aniware.cuz too tired le.da onli few places ii went in toa payoh in da afternoon.gt bluff tu go dere by my mummy.sae wanna buy clothes fer mie.in da end.no more size.lols.big sales.tat's yy.den went tu foodcourt,ii look at my mummy eat onli.ii gt no appetite tu eat at ol.den aft tat pei her go buy her clothes.den go hm le.go hm rest a while.watch tv a while.den actualli wanna take my afternoon nap de cuz my head super de pain.bt when ii was abt tu go take my nap at 3pm plus 4pm.my both parents woke up frm deir nap.den ii cnt slp le.gt tu change n go bishan tu settle sumtings.den aft tat went tu eat dinner at bishan.den aft tat my sis,mummy n ii went tu grassroot club fer sum function.wah!.da function quite borin.bt da dance part fer participators was super de 'WOW!.' n da part ware ppl dance lyk siaox is olso lyk 'WOW WOW WOW!.' every1 was SOOOO HIGHHHHHH!!.lols!.24 September 2007wel.2dae gt nth much.a lots of ppl nv cum.bt overol.da class is GD!.a gd environment tu study too.cuz nt much noise.hahas.raly study a lots in sch.although ii mitex feel uneasy in sch cuz of my weak body.bt ii bear wif it.n ii noe ii cn pull it thru.ii wun die neither wil ii gif up nw. :)25 September 2007wel.2dae gt quite a lots of n'lvl papers fer CPA tu do.wow!.super lots.bt ii manage tu do ol of it.hahas.get nt bad fer my CPA paper 1.ii noe ii cn do it beta even though its juz a revision.paper 2 was quite ok too.bt ii left quite a numbers of blank as ii wan da correct n accurate ans frm teachers.durin EOA lesson,ms thng told us a lots of tings.wel.it mitex b da last lesson wif ms thng le.cuz fri is grad dae.she is involve in deco da hall(sumtings liddat bahx) den she mitex nt b able tu teach us tat grp of students le.bt mr ng wil take over tu teach both grps.yupx.den durin pe lesson ii was in class watchin yoga video.WAH!.da person leg is totally fake de.her leg muscle is even scary dan sum1 else de.woo~.hahas.den recess tym.ii din eat anitings at ol.cuz no mood tu eat too.den go bak class gastric.lucky sarah gt biscuit in her bag.den she gif mie tu eat.den ii feel much more beta.thx lots worx,sarahla0g0ng.erms.durin assembly.hahas.ii was bz readin my bk.den nv raly heard wad is da assembly ol abt.bt ii noe sum of my lucky juniors frm sec 2s n 3s went perth fer study trip!!.PERTH LEHX!!.oh my!.hahas.den aft tat gt grad dae rehearsal.aiyo!.yy until mie den da rest of my classmate no nid tu do rehearsal le?.ii damn paiisehh larx.cn feel my face super de hot n red too.wooo~.ii'm feelin quite ok too.although ii cn feel tat ii cnt raly breath properly in class.bt aft a rest.ii'm much more beta le.26 September 2007ermms.nt bad eh 2dae.although gt a lots of ppl nv cum sch 2dae.bt overol.da class is GD too.quite quiet too.ermms.CPA lab was super de cold too.bt 2dae gt ard.ehhs.ermms.hmmms.2-3 sets of CPA paper tu do bahx.2dae math lesson gt mini test too.mr teo prepare grp B fer n'lvl paper 1 which is on next mon.wow!.isnt it fast?.it is.den aft sch peii sarah tu poly clinic fer check up.she's nt in da mood too.hais.ii console her until so cry agn.sry worx.bt ii'm saein da fate.no matter is family relationship,friendship or BGR.ol of dem have deir own test.if eu had fail da test,ol eu gt tu do is retake it until eu paz it.its fer family relationship.no matter hw mani tym eu fail,eu wil olwaes have da chances tu retake it.bt as fer friendship n BGR.if eu fail it,eu cn retake it.bt its lyk a certain subject tat cld b retake bt certain subject eu cant retake.so take it easy,gal!.family relationship cn olwaes b settle.nth is more closer tu family members le.*smile* its nt da end of da world if eu lose a guy.even if eu lose ur guy.it doesnt mean eu lose ol ur beloved ones beside.ol ur beloved ones wil olwaes b by ur side tu support eu.dere's so mani la0g0ng,la0p0,mummy,la0pa,nuerr,erzii etc by ur sides.dey r reliable too.dun eva do ani silly n foolish tings tu hurt urself le.dun eva mutilate urself agn.tat's ol apply tu mie more. =) ohh.ii'm feelin olritex nw.bt no1 cn cfrm wad wil happen tu mie next too. :) olritex olritex.ii gt tu go do my homeworks le.gt 2 more F&N essay tu do.tml gt tu hand it up.if nt teacher gng tu nag n nag n nag le.lols.n cuz ii've promised sum1 n my parents.so ii gotta show it tu dem too. x) take care!. ^^
.Saturday, September 22, 2007 ' 1:30 PM Y
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wel.its over between us fer da tym bein.mayb tis is da best wae fer us fer da tym bein too.he wans tu concentrate n foucs on his national exams.so am ii.ii had tink it thru carefully last nitex b4 ii went tu bed.tu end our relationship is da best wae fer da tym bein.ii noe wad ii'm dng.sum wil sae,wad a waste tu end up tis relationship liddat.wel.its okays.ii noe wad ii'm dng.dun worri,guys.ii'm fine.ii'm raly fine.ii wun do ani foolish tings tu hurt myself agn le.ii noe sum of eu wil sae,"ya,eu sae eu wun do foolish tings tu harm urself.in da end olso wil.eu use ur mouth tu sae onli."ii promise,ii wun kays?.cuz ii noe n ii believe tat,our wae is stil lng.mayb its by fate n destiny nw.dey olso wan us to do wel in our studies.dey olso wan us tu concentrate on our national exams.so dey lead us tu go tu tis path.n we muz b brave n strong accpet it too.tings wil b beta aft our national exams too.dun worri fer mie.ii'm totally fine.ii've tok tings out wif him le.ii've grown up.ii raly noe wad ii'm dng.fer da tym bein,let's ol concentrate on our national exams bahx.fer N'lvl exams.we stil gt onli 9 daes tu go.wel.tat's fast.fer O'lvl.wel.although ii dun raly noe when eu guys start bt ii noe its ard da mid-oct.so muz JIAYOU kays?.fly flies real fast worx.wil eu stil b wad ii wished fer?.wil eu stil b my guardian angle?.天黑之前
我踏不出思念
天亮之前
我还在想念
没你的夜
星星都不再耀眼
没你的天 只剩灰色一片
你一直在我的梦里出现
我的伤心你总是视而不见
Guardian Angel
能不能
让我再见你一面
我不要童
话结局这样改写
Angel
能不能
让我们再爱一遍
就算倒退一天
我都想要体验
没你的夜
星星都不再耀眼
没你的天
只剩灰色一片
你一直在我的梦里出现
我的伤心你总是视而不见
Guardian Angel
能不能
让我再见你一面
我不要童
话结局这样改写
Angel
能不能
让我们再爱一遍
就算倒退一天
我都想要体验
Guardian Angel
能不能
让我再见你一面
我不要童话
结局这样改写
Angel
能不能
让我们再爱一遍
就算倒退一天
我都想要体验
让我再闻你的脸
wil eu?.
` ii miss him
.Friday, September 21, 2007 ' 8:09 PM Y
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OKAY!.ii had enuff of it.wads wrng wif us tis few wks?.juz wads wrng?.ol of a sudden,dere so mani tings happen in between us.hais.ii duno larx. :'(hais.was raly hart breakin last nitex.ii totally went blank on my mind.n ii did sumtings agn.tis is da 1st tym ii did it so deep n so mani.a totally of 8 deep cuts on da wrist.ii raly duno wad ii'm dng last nitex,wad ii'm tinkin last nitex.ol ii wan is da truth.is tat so hard?.ii noe eu told mie tat eu duno her.bt wad if tis tingy happen agn n agn?.happen non-stop?.hais.ii dun even noe whether shld ii b da one tu b out of tis tingy nw. :'( ii juz wan tu b free frm ol tis rubbish!!.let mie go. :'(it happen too much le.ii've been cryin non-stop last nitex.tis mornin,its even worse.ii've try my v best tu dun tink abt it.bt listen tu a song frm my frenz fone.tears juz roll dwn non-stop.n ii wanna ask him da truth durin recess.bt juz 1 msg frm him.its ol..hais.ii duno larx!.my hart nw super pain!.ii dun wan tis tu carry on.wil sum1 stop ol tis nonsense?.ii dun wish tu carry on tis animore.pls.juz let mie go.wil eu?. :'(
.Thursday, September 20, 2007 ' 8:04 PM Y
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wel.nth much happen in sch 2dae worx.juz tat ii get super angry wif tis part.hais.dun wanna tok much abt it.hais.aniwae.2dae gt 4 free preiod.went library tu search fer my class fotos tat is taken durin 2005,when we were in sec 2s.hahas.sum fotos were super funni.ii laugh until cnt.lols!.durin math lesson,grp A & B combine tog.cuz we gt competition in between tis 2 grp.lols!.da competition is a real funni 1.hahas.den aft tat,SCHOOL END!.hahas.went hm tu watch tv.den aft tat ii cnt tahan animore.ii went tu take my afternoon nap.until 6.47pm.wow!.den help my sis,my mummy n myself tu cook soft egg.aft dinner,my tummy damn hurts!.duno yy too!.super de pain.argghhhhxxx!.hueva is da person hu wanna spam my tagboard.cum on larx.juz write ur name larx.wan tu spam olso write ur name larx.wad fer col urself 'people','unknown' n wadsoeva!.n write dwn wad unhappiness we had b4 or wad unhappiness eu had against mie.if dare den mit face tu face larx.eu tink wad?.ii'm gd tu play wif arx.asshole!.wel.it had been 2 wks 5 daes 6hrs 37mins le.ehhs.ii cant do anitings too.miss eu lots!.` ii miss eu Y
.Wednesday, September 19, 2007 ' 8:14 PM Y
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wel.nth much happen in class 2dae.juz tat 2dae livia too scary le.she took 2 pen knifes tu find a guy tu settle sumtings.den ii stun.ran out tu chase her.den olmost gt cut by da pen knifes.luckily!.ii avoid it fast.if nt ii kena le.den aft tat bak tu class.bz takin fotos in class.lols.take fotos of others fer grad dae video presentation.hahas!.den jordan drew sum of our classmates face.make it super funni!.lols.den aft tat joan went missin.ii ran up n dwn tu find her.went bak tu class,ii cant breath properly.olmost asthma attack.den ii feel v xinku frm tat moment til 6pm plus.hais.
den aft sch.went tiong.actualli.dey cn settle da tingy properly de.cn make big tings tu small tings,small tings tu nth de.bt.hais!.dey make tings even BIGGER!.duno fer wad too.hais.hope it cn b settle asap bahx.
wei hey hey!.it had been 2 wk 4 daes 6hrs 47mins.wel.ol ii cn sae agn is.WAIT,WAIT n WAIT!.
` ii miss eu Y
.Tuesday, September 18, 2007 ' 8:10 PM Y
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wel.2dae gt a total of 16 ppl nv cum.wow!.nice one.hahas.nth raly happen in sch.juz tat ii dun yy my mood sudden nt v gd in class n durin recess.wel.ii tink it shld b nth bahx.hahas.2dae gt no pe.mr tay nv cum.den relief teacher show us tis funni video frm youtube.lols!.super funni!.da whole class laugh lyk duno wad.aiyo.dun cry le worx.try tu ferget da hurt part ur had bahx.wel.ii noe its difficult and its hurt.bt wad had done had been done.meantym.concentrate on ur N'lvl n prove tu ur mum tat eu cn do wel in N'lvl no matter wad,kays?.no matter wad,dere's stil a lots of ppl supportin eu.lyk mie,livia,yuenteng,jose,elisa etc.tings wil b over soon.CHEER UP GAL!. =Dwel.it had been 2 wk 3 daes 6hrs 43mins le.ehhs.actualli.ii gt nth tu sae abt it le.cuz ol ii have tu sae is II MISS EU!.n tat's ol ii nid tu sae.take care!.tata!. ^^` ii miss eu Y
.Monday, September 17, 2007 ' 4:35 PM Y
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wel.hahas.my class gals 2dae break record agn.lols.at fiz onli gt 6 gals in class.bt ltr on 2 gals late,so total gt 8 gals in class 2dae!.lols.bois onli gt 10 plus bahx.hahas.nth much in class too.juz tat bz dng sum math questions durin math lesson.actualli.2dae gt math extra lesson by mr mui de.bt.hais.sad.a few ppl came onli.so mr mui cancel da lesson.ii mean nt totally cancel.sum guys stay tu ask him tu gif sum guides in math solution.bt we gt math extra lesson homework tu do.wed gotta hand up tu him.yupx!.tat's ol happen in class. =)aft sch when tiong comic collection wif livia n joan (mayb,1 dae,ii mitex have da small lil interest in comic.lols.dose nice comic). den go BM tu take livia's spect.den actualli wanna go dere tu eat KFC de.lols!.bt da KFC duno is under renovation or wad.den ii laugh until piangx.lols.told dem tu eat at tiong in da fiz place,dun wan.hahas.den we took bus 5 bak tu tiong tu eat KFC.lols.aft eatin KFC den went hm straight away.cuz ii dun wanna miss channel U de,jacky wu de show.super funni fer da last part of da show.hahas. =Dwel.its had been 2 wk 2 daes 3hrs 8mins le lorx!.wel.tym files.wad ii gotta do is wait fer da tym tu arrive.wel.take care!. :) ii did take care kays.until nw ii stil havent sick.onli gastric pain sumtyms.cuz ii skip meals a lots of tym agn.kekes. :p okie larx.ii gt tu go le.hahas.gng tu watch another tv drama show on SCV channel 55 nw.tata!. ^^ ii miss eu.` ii miss eu Y
.Sunday, September 16, 2007 ' 4:24 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
wow!.din go out 2dae.muz b guaii guaii at hm.exams in 2 wks tym le lehx.no tym tu waste le.hahas.nth much too.juz tat my parents havin sum small dispute over cookin methods.lols.n is olso a funni dispute.super funni.laugh until ii piangx.lols!.okie larx.ii gt tu do my EOA homework given by ms thng soon le.although tml gt no ms thng lesson.bt ii beta do it nw since no1 is at hm.hahas. =Dwel.wel.wel.its had been 2 wks 1 dae 2hrs 57mins worx.wel.ol ii had tu dois wait wait wait.no choice.let it b bahx.my life n his life gt tu carry on no matter wad.kekes.take care worx!.ii gt tu go n do my works le.dun worri.ii wun ferget abt eu de.tata!. ^^` ii miss eu Y
.Saturday, September 15, 2007 ' 10:33 PM Y
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wow!.wad a dae 2dae.lols.slept until 1.03pm den wake up.mayb is cuz ii slept real late yest bahx.woke up at 10am plus a while den go bak tu slp.hahas.den ii went intu my LALA LAND!.lols.bt nth much larx.its juz sum.ehhs.ehhs.lame dream ii had.wel.ii din even go library 2dae too.dun feel lyk gng suddenly.duno yy.den stay at hm watch tv.n wanna take afternoon nap de.den gt tis JOKER col mie.ask mie sumting which make mie go 'uhh uhh'.den ltr he entertain mie.den ii dun nid tu slp le.hang his fone den ii go kip ol clothings den go bath n eat dinner.den iron clothes den watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.nice show!.watched 2 tyms le nia.hahas.den go auntie's hse.wow!.briant was dere too wif my another cousin.hahas.cuz my auntie gng oversea tml le.so my mum wet dwn tu peii her,ii went too.hahas.hais!.its had been 2 wk 9hrs 6mins le!.ii tink ur fone raly nid a mth tu b repaired le.its lng worx.bt.nth tat we cn do.it ol depends on fate le.dun eu find it weird tis few wks?.wheneva ii'm online eu r nt,when eu r online ii'm nt.wel.look lyk we gt tu play hide and seek until eu finis ur O'lvl le.hais.wait a min!.we stil gt grad dae!.on 28 sep!.hahas.ii cant wait fer tat dae!.hahas.dun worri.ii wil jiayou fer my own exams,eu gotta jiayou too kays.muacks!.tata!. ^^ ` ii miss eu Y
.Friday, September 14, 2007 ' 8:14 PM Y
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WOW!.2dae my class olso super de pro.onli gt a total of 21 students in da class.hahas.durin EOA theory lesson is even funni.ms thng class onli gt 2 ppl nv cum.so nvm.mr ken ng class onli gt 4 PPL!.lols!.super funni!.ii heard onli gt 4 ppl in his class,ii super stun.lols.actualli.nth much had happen too.onli kenneth n zixian olmost fight in class.luckily nv happen.wooo~den went hm at ard 3pm plus.cuz gt tingy tu settle at tiong.hais.lng story.dun tok beta.ltr da more ii sae da more we hurt our friendship.cuz ii olso duno whether tu believe or nt.ii olso v confused.ii juz dun wish tu b involve in it animore.hais.ii reach hm,go bath den eat potota chip den watch tv a while.den ii went tu take my afternoon nap at 5.20pm liddat agn.ii cnt tahan larx.super tired.ii noe,ii've been a lazy pig tis few daes.bt ii cnt take it mahx.so have tu slp in da afternoon.hahas.den wake up at 6.54pm.cuz my papa in da livin rm,duno scoldin hu.lols.scold until v loud.lols.den wake up,stil a bit blurr blurr den go eat dinner.yar!.hahas.liddat lorx. =Daiyo.his fone repaired until duno when le larx.1 wk 6 daes 6hrs 47mins le!.WOW!.tym flies so fast worx.wel.nvm bahx.ii tink ii shldn't get too over wif ur fone bahx.it havent been repaired.ii cant do anitings too.bt wel.ii tink ii gt tis bad habit le.wheneva ii'm sad and ii raly nid eu tu b wif mie,console mie,ii duno yy ii wil send msg tu ur fone.even though ur fone is under repair.juz hope tat eu wil c da msg soon.aniwae!.jiayou n take care worx!.II MISS EU!.
` ii miss eu Y
.Thursday, September 13, 2007 ' 8:02 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
YEAH!.finally!.finis ol practical exams le!.hahas.juz have tu wait fer another 17 daes tu my actual N'lvl exams worx.its super fast.frm nw til 1st oct.ii muz raly study super hard.dun wanna let my loved ones get disappointed over my result. ((:woootss~!.saw him 2dae agn.lols.juz nice ii was abt tu leave AVA rm den ii saw him frm far.bt at main gate.ii look at him walkin away,ii raly juz watch n din even tok at ol.his bak view.ermms.ii tink ii have areadi get used tu his bak view le bahx.olwaes c him,bt onli da bak view or side view.bt mostly is his bak view.seldom c his front view.aniwae.yupx.juz a word:HAPPI!. ((=den went bugis wif vonelaogong.hahas!.so earli go dere.GT A LOTS OF PPL LEHX!.SO SQUEEZE!.LOLS!.guess sum ppl shld understand tat sentences bahx.lols.bt we went dere tu c c look look a while den go hm le.super tired!.den ii reach hm,take my afternoon nap at ard 4pm liddat.ii actualli slept until 7pm liddat.thx tu joan,she col mie den ii wake up.if nt ii dun nid tu wake up le.lols!.HAIS!.he quite cute.ii msg rahim tu ask rahim tu tel him sumtings.n he actualli use rahim's fone tu reply.hahas.entertain mie worx.sry,rahim.used ur fone tu b da messager.aniwae.he sae dey throw away his fone le.mayb tat's true bahx. :p eu noe wad?.it had been 1 wk 5 daes 6hrs 35mins le.dey raly throw away ur fone le arx.super lng nia.actualli.ii stil wanna tel eu tat,eu cn dun nid tu msg mie animore le.by da tym eu take bak ur fone,ii tink ii wil throw my fone in2 da sea de.bt,ii din.hehes.hais.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.` ii miss eu Y
.Wednesday, September 12, 2007 ' 4:55 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
wah!.finally!.2dae ii saw him in da arena.bt its juz a few seconds look.cuz ii'm areadi wif my class assemble at da arena le.hais.soo saddie!.wel.2dae my class break records arx.so mani ppl nv cum.onli gt 9 gals in class came 2dae.den 2dae,we lookin at pic fer grad dae presentation worx.hahas.lookin bak at ol da fotos we took.its a real fun.gt a few of deir sec 1s face too.wow!.wad a great n big change lehx!.hahas.ARRGGGGHHHHXX!.its had been 1wk 4 daes 3hrs 28mins le!.although saw him 2dae fer tat few seconds.bt ii stil do miss him lots n lots.aniwae.ii shal wait patiently fer his fone tu b repaired bahx.at da same tym,muz concentrate on my studies le.cuz left wif 18 DAYS tu N'LVL le!.ehhs.dear,ii miss eu!.do take care kays?.eu olwaes ask mie tu take care,ownself olso nv take care.naughty naughty worx.:)'muackss!.'` ii miss eu Y
.Tuesday, September 11, 2007 ' 6:36 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
wow!.2dae juz finis my N'lvl CPA practical.hahas.its quite easy worx.ii spend ard 35mins liddat tu finis it includin checkin thru my works!.nt bad arx.hahas.wel.ii tot ii wil c him 2dae.bt another disappointment ii had.din c him at ol cuz of da rain.hais.wel.ii hide my sad feelin deep in mie when ii'm in da AVA n when ii'm havin my quarantine.put tat smile n laughter on my face.tryin tu b happi n ferget abt it.aft da quarantine,when peninsular wif sum of my classmates.went ard dere tu c c look look.den go eat MAC at FUNAN shoppin mall.aft eatin,we stayed dere tu tok tok abt ghost story n each of our own experience abt ghost tingy.lols.da more we sae,da more interestin it is.hahas.make mie wanna hear more.hahas!.ARGGGGGHHHHHHHHHXXXXXXXXXX!!!.its had been 1wk 3 daes 6hrs 9mins le!.its raly v lng lehx!.hais.yy cant we c each other in sch when sch re-open?.hais.mayb tat's wad fate wan us tu do bahx.dun let us c each other n wan us tu bear wif da pain we r gettin thru.HAIS!.no choice.cant do anitings too.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!. ` ii miss him Y
.Monday, September 10, 2007 ' 5:24 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
wah!.cant slp last nitex!.hais!.duno yy!.fall aslp at 1.30am liddat.den suddenly wake up at ard 3am duno even noe ii'm lookin at too.lols.quite lame larx.ii noe.den fal bak tu slp agn aft 15mins,bt suddenly wake up at 5.10am agn!.hais.in da end,ii gng tu wake up le.so din fal aslp agn.hais!.
wel.2dae,1st dae of sch,F&N teacher nv cum.den 2 free period.went tu tour ard da sch.lols.lyk we nv tour ard da sch.
hais!.actualli,2dae sch re-open lyk nv re-open liddat.wad ii hope n wished fer juz VANISH liddat.hais.is tis wad fate wanna play wif us?.yy cant ii juz c eu 2dae in sch!?!.wads WRNG WIF US?!.or WADS WRNG WIF MIE!?.hais.ii dun wish tu carry on liddat.bt ii had promised him tu concentrate on my N'lvl while he concentrate on his O'lvl too.bt honestly,dear.its raly v xin ku.hais!.bt we stil had tu go on tu get a beta life ritex?.ii noe,ii understand.hais!.ARGGHHHHXXX!!!.its had been 1wk 2 daes 3hrs 27mins le!.HAIS!.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!. mayb,1 dae,sumdae.tings mitex b out of ctrl.n if tings raly b'cum out of ctrl.ii'm sry.ii gotta go my own wae fer da tym bein,fer da moment.ii hope eu wil understand mie.ii'm sry.I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us doesn't seem right... these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try
Somehow the plan is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I gotta do what's best for me
You’ll be okay...
I've got to move on, and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time
Another color turns to grey
And it's just too hard... to watch it all... slowly fade away
I'm leavin 'today'
Cause I gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay
Boy:What about us? What about everything we've been through?
Gal:What about trust?
Boy:You know I never wanted to hurt you
Gal:What about me?
Boy:What am I supposed to do...
Gal:I gotta leave but I'll miss you
Boy:...miss you
` ii miss him Y
.Sunday, September 9, 2007 ' 6:09 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
hais!.2dae is my worse dae.totally no mood fer everytings.duno yy too.den da class polotee money is lyk damn ARGGHHXXXX!!.juz let matter rest larx!.wad fer quarrel it over sms n friendster?!.eu ol wanna spoil friendship n our 4yrs relationship liddat arx?!.wads da f**kin use!.wake up larx.da money tingy make eu ol quarrel until lyk its gonna b end of da world.classmate frm our class had areadi gave suggestion le.juz $1 each wil die arx?.pls larx!.juz let tis matter rest larx!.da more eu guys quarrel da more nth cn b sloved!.ARGGGHHHXXX!!.hais.its been 1wk 1 dae 4hrs 2mins le!.HAIS!.hw lng is ur fone gonna b repaired?.or eu purposely dun wanna msg mie?.hais.ii hope wad ii tink is wrng.HAIS.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!.do eu noe wad?.ii've been trouble by a lots of tings.ii wanna share it wif eu bt it seems tat ii cn onli kip tings tu myself agn n agn.ii nid ur warm shoulder tu cry on!.bt yy?.yy arent eu here everytym when ii nid eu da most?.yy do ii feel tat distance between us is gettin further n further away?.wads wrng in between us?.ii raly duno.wil tings b'cum bad in between us?.ii raly nid ur warm huggie,ur warm shoulder tu cry on.ii raly wan tu hide in ur warm arms nw!.SOBX!. :'(` ii miss him Y
.Saturday, September 8, 2007 ' 9:03 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
wel.2dae din do anitings much.went orchard library tu study wif huiying.hahas.saw quite sum of my classmates which r xixian,xiubing,siewleng n qijie.quite stun when ii saw dem.din expect dey were at orchard too.bt diff part of orchard.hahas.
den go library.study my works study until ii readin 'I'M NOT STUPID 2' de comic.lols.den aft tat went tiong tu eat BAN MIAN.hehes.den aft tat went tu find mummy at salon.hahas.den stay dere tu tok tok den aft tat go hm!.super tired!.ARGGGHHHHHXXXX!!!.its had been 1wk 7hrs 36mins le!.hais.ii tink ur fone gonna take a mth tu b repaired bahx.super de lng.hais.wad cn ii do?.nth cn ii do bt onli wait.hais.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!. ` ii miss him Y
.Friday, September 7, 2007 ' 9:05 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
hais.wast feelin in da best mood ii eva had tis few daes.duno yy too.my temper isnt v gd nwadaes too.hais.n tis upset n disappointed a lots of ppl bahx.sry fer my bad temper tis few daes.ii'm sry.
HAIS!!!.ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!.II'M GETTIN SICK N SICK N EVEN SICK LE!!.hais.its had been 6 daes 7hrs 38mins le!.hais.wadeva it is.ii cant do anitings too.ferget it bahx.hais.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!. ` ii miss him Y
.Thursday, September 6, 2007 ' 1:53 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
din go aniware 2dae.weather super de hot.WOOO~.hais.stay at hm use com n watch tv beta.lols.ltr den go aunty's hse tu play wif briant bahx.ii wun b usin com at nitex le.so ii post it nw.HAPPY 5MTHS ANNIVERSARY,MY SILLY DEAR!.MUACKSS!.HUGS!.isnt it fast?.5mths le. ^^
hais.happi 5mths anniversary fer us mahx?.ii dun tink so.it shld b a saddie 5mths anniversary fer us bahx.hais.ii din receive ani msg frm him.wel.ii do understand,its cuz his fone is under repair.no fone bahx.tat's yy.hais.:(
ARRGGGGGHHHHHXXX!!.its has been 5 daes 26mins le.hais.hw lng do ii have tu wait agn?.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!.` ii miss him Y
.Wednesday, September 5, 2007 ' 8:56 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
finally!.2dae last paper durin da 1wk sch holidae le!.hahas.bt next wk my class gt practical exam on tue n thurs.hais.so fast N'lvl le.2dae aft paper went hm straight away.cuz my whole family nid tu go sumware.den aft tat we went suntec fer da food tingy.wow!.saw quite a number of gessian dere n olso,saw my gugu n cousin too.hahas.wad a small small world worx.^^ actualli.dere's sumtings tat ii'm super super angry n upset wif tis mornin.n at fiz ii cant believe it.nw ii do believe it.ii dun wish tu sae much abt it.bt ii hope hueva it is.pls do sumtings tu it.dun force mie tu b nasty tu eu fereva.n ii'm sure ii wil b nasty tu eu if eu force mie tu.ii'll make sure eu regret n eu wil b v sry fer wad eu had done.dun force mie tu do so.aft tat went tu my aunty's hse tu c briant.he gave mie a big kiss when ii help him tat his toy toy.hahas.tat small cute lil boii.lols.brin him go walk walk wif my mum n sis.he super hyper-active.duno yy too.lols.den aft tat brin him tu my hse.he saw my papa he stand dwn dere sha xiao.super cute.den go in2 my hse.col my papa 'gong gong' instead of 'yi gong'.hahas!.ii laugh until piangx.last tym when he fiz started tu col my mummy 'yi po' he olso col 'po po'.until nw stil col 'po po'.hahas!.luckily fer mie.he either col mie 'yi yi' or 'jie jie'.no short cut fer greetin mie.lols!. :DARGGHHHHHXXXXXX!!!.its has been 4 daes 7hrs 29mins le!.sobx sobx.when is ur fone gonna b repaired.aiyo!.ii raly cnt wait fer ur fone le nia.ltr ii burst worx. >.< II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!.`ii miss him Y
.Tuesday, September 4, 2007 ' 8:49 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
wow!.2dae MT LC exam.luckily da classrm isnt as cold as yest.hahas.yest w lyk super super super cold nia.cold until my whole feet numb.hahas.2dae aft LC exam,juz step out of da classrm gt big cold wind.n its super super da cold.cold until ii'm tremblin.aiyo.2dae olso duno wad happen tu mie.my stomach suddenly cramp until ii cnt tahan.fiz tym in my entire lfe.ii go hm drink hot soup.ii tot it cn help da cramp tu feel beta.bt instead of gettin beta.it get even WORSE!.ii cramp until ii olmost cried out on my parents bed.aiyo~ii cramp until liddat.ii olso nv raly drink lots of cold drink worx.cramp until ii gt no mood tu go aniware.cramp until ii wanna find dear tu help olso cnt.hais.bt aft a nap.ii did feel beta until nw. *winks* ;)
ARRGGGGHHHHHXXX!.its been 3 daes 7hrs 19mins le.sobx sobx.when wil ur fone b repaired?.hais.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM BADLY!.
`ii miss him Y
.Monday, September 3, 2007 ' 6:53 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
2dae N'lvl exam paper le worx.tym fly so fast worx.oopppsss..ii'm almost late fer my 1st paper.cuz ii went tu take my entry proof frm da G.O.bt da sad ting is.da computer took a lng tym tu set up.n when its finally set up,da system suddenly breakdwn.den ii was lyk.ferget it.juz go w/o entry proof fiz.lols.luckily,nth bad happen.hahas.super paisehh tu walk in2 da hall by da side.luckily gt 2 guys frm my class peii mie walk in tog cuz dey r takin sumting.hahas.den went jovy's hse rest.cuz nex paper is lyk.super super lng.hahas.go her hse mess up her place.lols.no larx.go tok tok,play com n listen tu songs.den suddenly!.HEAVY RAIN!.when ii reached sch,ii'm ol drench.my other frenz too.den ii gt flu when da tym ii reach sch until nw.sobx sobx.n summore.da classrm is super de cold too.BRRR~ARGGHHHXXX!!.its had been 2 daes 5hrs n 33mins le.aiyo~!.when is his fone gonna b repaired?.super lng nia.hais.ii cnt wait le!.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii swear.hais. :( nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM!.its specially fer him.ol ii cn do is tu tink of eu.ii think of you,always.When I'm down and all aloneWhen nothing seems to matterWhen I lose my hopeWhen I'm sad and confusedWhen it all gets turned around and roundI can't seem to reach for solid groundWhen everything I've believed in seems untrueAll I have to doIs think of youI think of you and it's goneLike you chase away the stormMaking it all okayI think of youI think of you and I'm strongAnd I know I can go onIt's like you set me freeWhen life gets the best of meI just think of youNow I know what love meansAnd whatever life may hold for meThrough the fireThrough the rain I believeCause there's nothing I can't bearKnowing that you will be thereIf I fall I won't breakThrough it all I'll make it throughCause all I have to doIs think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and
I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of youAnd when I think I'm all aloneI can't see the way to goLost in the rain of my own tearsTo wash away the pain and fearFor the good times and the bad timesI just think of youCause you know you get the best of meI just think of you
`ii miss him Y
.Saturday, September 1, 2007 ' 9:09 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
haiss.so saddie.his fone send fer repair agn.ARGGHHHHXXXXX!!.hais.hw cn ii dun tink or miss him when ii din receive his msg fer duno hw lng.until nw.its 7hrs39mins le.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM!.sobx sobx. :'(
2dae din go aniware.my eyes super nitex duno yy super itchy n swollen fer my left eye.duno yy too.mayb tis few daes ii din have enuff slp bahx.den ii olso cried quite lng yest in sch.mayb my eyes cnt take da pressure animore le mahx.tat's yy its signallin mie tu rest early bahx.hais.
here's sum fotos taken yest too.
da guys in my class!.
gals in da TOILET!. XD
capture by da side `ii miss him Y
4A'o7 SJAB gals!.
gals n bois in TEAM 4A'o7! 
da guys in my class!.
gals in da TOILET!. XD
capture by da side 
