.Monday, October 15, 2007 ' 12:18 AM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
which is da real pris?.mirror reflection de or real life de?.
14 October 2oo7FINALLY!.ii'm bak at SINGAPORE at 2.30pm plus.hahas!.ii'm SOOO HAPPI TU B BAK HM!.reach hm den go bath.watched cartoon a while den ii cnt tahan le.den went tu slp.woke up at ard 6.50pm.den went tu change n went tu my 1st auntie's hse tu eat dinner.wah!.slowly,one by one,ol my relatives came.da hse super de noisy.lols.briant came too.tink his mood nt tat gd 2dae too.lols.dun dare tu disturb him.hahas.he came tu me himself when ii'm playin my sis's fone de game.hahas.kip on disturbin me.bt stil ii cn play da game lehx. :p hahas.den take dinner hm fer my papa tu eat.den aft tat went bak tu my 1st auntie's hse tu chit-chat n play wif briant.leave my auntie's hse at 10.45pm liddat.went tu buy bread n donuts b4 gng hm.reach hm at ard 11.05pm.hais.ii had been tinkin fer wks le.eu noe wad?.eu had enter n live in my world fer mths,once.eu had colour my world tu b a colourful n beautiful world,once.eu had lite my world wif ol ur carin,concern n love,once.thx eu fer everytings eu had done fer me.bt/n nw.eu had left my world without a single word.eu had left my world n brin ol da colourful colours away wif eu.eu had left my world leavin it so cold nw.yy do eu have tu b so cruel?.yy do eu have tu left my world so empty?.yy do eu have tu leave me ol alone tu face da cold world of mine?.yy?.ii duno yy. :'(( ii juz wan eu tu b by my side tu gif me da support in everytings ii do,cuz eu jolly wel noe tat,no matter wad ii wil b by ur side,givin eu da support eu nid.ii had been keepin myself bz at ol tyms.bz entertain my frenz,bz gng out wif my frenz,bz watchin tv n readin bks.bz wif everytings ii cld.bt stil,eu olwaes appear in my mind wheneva ii stop myself frm bein bz.or wheneva ii'm ol alone.ii'm olwaes holdin on tu my tears n tel myself tat,'its okie gal.nth happen.take it as a test fer eu and him too.dun tink too much abt it animore.tat's it fer nw,dun let ur tears roll dwn.'ii olwaes tel tat tu myself.bt stil.it works a bit.cuz my tears didnt roll dwn.bt it trap in my eyes.n it hurts ritex deep dwn in my hart n it bleed even more too.hais.ii'm sry tat ii didnt tel eu da truth.bt ii raly cant tel eu da truth.or shld ii sae.ii dun dare tu tel eu da truth too.ii'm sry. :((13 October 2oo7wahh!.nv go east coast on tis dae.my mum suddenly decide tu go in malaysia.den ii woke up late,she waited fer me too.super tired.slept so late da dae b4.wake up so earli too.aiyoo!.went malaysia tu look fer my 3rd auntie n uncle-in-law n deir sons,den went tu eat.den aft tat we went shoppin fer a while den go bak my 3rd auntie's hse.reach her hse,watched tv fer a while.den super sianx.ii went tu take my afternoon nap.den wake up saw my mum n sis usin com tu play MAHJONG game!.lols.den ii sit dwn n watch tv.suddenly dun feel wel n tat's when ii realise ii nv take my med in.hais.den nvm.when tu drink warm water tu make myself feel beta. =)) den went tu eat dinner,chicken rice.lols.den went bak tu watch 'gong S'.hahas.aft 'gong S' den cont tu watch da jacky wu show.super funni.laugh until ii piangx.ehhs.den watch my bk n watch tv at da same tym at 11.30pm.lols.slept at 12.45am liddat.didnt even slp wel.gosh!.ii slept at 5.30am in da mornin.tossin n turnin on da bed.CANT SLP!.gt ants bit me!.bit my leg,hand n face!.ARGGHHHXXX!.bt manage tu slp at 5.30am.
duno wad tu sae or do animore..
12 October 2oo7
wel.went tu sch tis dae.although.yeshh.ii dun feel lyk gng when ii woke up cuz da dae b4.ii didnt slp wel.kept tinkin abt my report de result.hais.slept at ard 2am plus 3am.woke up at 5.30am.den ii tink tink.ii beta go sch kip myself bz n dun tink of it beta.so ii went tu sch.lols.onli gt 3 gals n 12 bois.hahas.was stunned.gt bluffed my mrs seetoh tu go sch de actualli.den durin mr mui lesson.he bought us tu da IT lab.den we played in dere.den eoa lesson olso go lab.bt nv use com at ol.den xiaoyan n ii sat dwn tu listen tu poor sarah difficulties in ur relationship pro.hais.couple mahx.couple shld olwaes trust each other.if eu dun trust each other.wads da point fer bein tog.no point le.den aft tat aft sch when tu eat rajah inn.den went hm.went hm tu rest n bath.den leave hm at 5.30pm.went tu ah ma's hse tu gif ah gong his tings.den went tu mit my classmates,xiubing,siewleng,xixian,jovy n jingliang.we went tu eat steamboat.aft steamboat went tu play arcade fer a while den went tu esplanade tu chit-chat and take fotos etc.when hm at ard 11.30pm.reach hm at 12.05am liddat.woo.super tired when ii reach hm den go bath etc.went tu bed at 12.45am.didnt took my med da whole dae even when ii dun feel wel.bt ii stil cn manage tu hold it on. :))
11 October 2oo7
ehhs.tis dae went tu take my report at 2pm.bt ii was late.cuz ii was wonderin ard whether shld ii turn up tu take it or nt.cuz ii raly dun dare tu face da truth.hais.eu wasnt dere when ii nid eu da most.ii guess.eu wun b dere animore when ii nid eu da most le.hais.ii stil took da report eventually.n as wad ii had expected.it juz get worse.frm bad tu worse le.hais.oh wel.ii gt nth much tu sae fer tis dae.cuz aft da whole dae ii was emo-ing.bt ii did took my med at nitex onli..
which is da real pris?.mirror reflection de or real life de?.
