.Wednesday, November 7, 2007 ' 10:27 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
7 November 2oo7
2dae went tu c doc agn at BM polyclinic.check fer my asthma.n it turn out.ii gt tu take 4 puffs 2 tyms daily fer da brown inhaler (which is strictly by doc) n 2 puffs when it attack fer da blue inhaler.hais.aft a mth,ii gt tu go bak tu check up agn.hais.ii told my frenz tat ii wil take da brown inhaler fer a wk onli.den ii wil stop.ii dun wan tu puffs it everydae.super tirin too.hais.duno wad tu do too.2dae work wasnt tat bz too.cuz gt 3 new comer tu help us open specimes.dey r huiying,sally n calista.hahas.dey r so funni.esp calista.she's a FUNNI BABE!.she's so chio larx.da fiz tym ii saw her ii was raly super de STUN!.hahas.n she's olso soooo FUNNI!.hot babe!.hahas.huiying n sally were both super funni too!.hahas.gt 3 babes workin wif us!.hahas.we finis everytings quite earli.at ard 8pm plus we finis opein n bar codin each n every specimes le.hahas.ii rush hm at 9.10pm liddat.luckily ii din miss da bus at 9.15pm.super tired.slept on da bus until toa payoh.lols.gd tat ii din miss da stop.hahas.gt tu go le.
6 November 2oo7
wah!.its a both shocked n surprise dae fer mie.firstly,ii was at toa payoh central helpin my papa tu pay ol our hp bills.den when ii finis payin.ii look dwnstairs.ii gt VONE LAOGONG!.lols.den ii went tu NTUC tu c sumting den went tu my spect shop tu ask sumtings.den ltr ii walk bak den n ii saw her agn.lols.den ii stand at da table dere lookin at her.lols!.n she gt a shocked too!.super funni!.hahas.den we tok tok tok a while.den ii gt tu rush off tu mit sarah laogong n yuenteng tu work.at tiong bus-stop.its another BIG SURPRISE N SHOCKED fer mie.ii saw HIM at tiong bus-stop.ii din even c him at fiz cuz ii was tinkin of sumtings n sms-in vone laogong.den ii c da bus cumin le.ii turn my head n ii saw HIM.GOSHH!.ii duno ware tu hide at fiz.den ii knock on to da dustbin.lols.super paiiseh.den ii gt no choice.if ii dun take da bus ii wil b late.den ii went up da bus n my whole body is tremblin.esp my hand.its tremblin until v jialat.cuz ii'm in da same bus as him!.bt he sat at da bak.den ii stand in front.bak facin him.cuz ii duno hw tu face him as my look wasnt gd tat few daes.den ii look out of da window.n tears in my eyes cum super fast.den ii kip bearin wif it.bt stil it roll dwn. :'( hais.die.ii duno wad tu do.when he's near mie tu da exit.ii dun dare tu look at him.aft he leave da bus.ii cried,tears rol dwn n dwn n dwn.ii duno wad tu do.ii felt sry tu him. :'( ii'm sry tu avoid eu in da bus.ii'm sry fer everytings.ii'm sry. :( den aft tat when ii cool dwn.ii suddenly asked dem wad's da dae 2dae.den dey sae 'tue' den ii okie.den ii c sarah face change.den ii recall bak da date.n its 6/11/07 den ii gng tu cry agn.hais.yy tis dae let mie c him?.aiyo.bt.ii'm stil thankful tu god n ol tat dey gave mie da chance tu c him on tat dae itself.thx eu!. ^^
dere's one dae ii rmb clearly,ii sat on da bus on da wae hm.was readin my bk on da bus.n suddenly.ii duno yy,ii close my bk n look up da dark dark sky.da dark dark sky look lyk my dark dark world.hais.n ii tink bak of da past.n my eyes is full of tears.ii wanna bear it in my eyes.bt stil.hais.ii duno hw n yy,ii roll dwn eventually.hais.ii was tinkin,yy do eu have tu leave mie n tis cold,dark n lonely world nw?.yy cant we juz pause our relationship fer da moment when we r havin our impt national exams so tat we stil have each other fully support n encouragement?.hais.ii duno larx!.ii raly duno!.hais. :( wad cn ii do?.nth ii cn do bt da onli tings ii cn do is wait eu n ii did promise tat too.hais.ii'm nt as strong as eu tink ii am.ii jzu as weak as eu din even expected it.hais.yy?!. :'( ii cant even slp fer wks.ii duno yy,everynitex ii had been cryin.its nt tat ii wanna cry out.its tat,tears juz cover my whole eyes w/o my notice n it roll dwn my cheeks.n dere it roll dwn n dwn n dwn le. :'( hais.ii cry until ii tired den ii cn slp.ii slept at 1am plus 2am everynitex.ii juz cant slp earli.hais. :(
29 October 2oo7-5 November 2oo7
wah!.bz workin n workin n workin!.work lyk a cow nahhs.lols.super de tired.hais.luckily everydae work until so late.den ii gt no tym tu tink of eu.bt stil.aiyo!.ii open specimes,check name etc.n guess hu's name ii saw da most?.hais.its his.duno yy too.den ii c da name ii stunn.bt nth tu do.stil have tu write dwn da specimes tingy etc.hais.sianx!.ii gt serious STM bahx.ii cant rmb wad ii raly did fer tis few daes as ii'm onli bz workin n workin n workin n workin!.lols!.paiisehh worx.4 nov is my papa's birthday!.bt tat dae wasnt gd too.he was workin n my mum went tu play mahjong.ii was rottin dere at my cousin's hse.hais.super sianx.aft her mahjong session we went tu eat,eat le den went hm.bt b4 gng hm went tu buy a cake fer my papa.da cake is nice.hahas.full of chocolate.hahas.cool!.
