.Monday, March 31, 2008 ' 11:59 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
31 March 2oo8
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,KOR!.lols.went out tu mit kor n ah ying.hahas.suppose tu mit at 2pm at somerset mrt station de.bt in da end.lols.ah ying n ii were late.hahas!.den aft tat we mit kor kor at cine.den we go buy movie tickets.bought 'ORPHANAGE',da show is at 5.15pm.so we went tu taka seoul garden tu eat.hahas.ii asked dem tu eat slowly,in da end.ii ate super fast.lols.den ii super de full too.ate 3 mango favour ice-cream.hahas!.den ah ying sae ii emo,eat so much ice-cream.lols!.den aft eatin,we go TCC tu eat cakes and drink coffee.bought kor kor a piece of cake as his bdae cake.hahas.he was stunn sia!.lols!. xD den aft tat we rushed bak tu cine cuz we were late fer da movie le.super paiisehh sia.when we enter,its lyk.a lot ppl le larx.n da show lyk started duno hw lng liaox lorx.den ii ran up sia.hahas!. xp den ii found our seat n sit dwn fiz.ii sat inside fiz den follow by kor kor n ah ying.hahas!. x) da movie is a ghost show sia.da sound effect quite scary.gt scared by it a few tyms.den when ii turn my head ii saw sumting tat make mie wan tu laugh bt cnt laugh out loud.den ii kip gigglin.lols!.den a while ltr okay liaox.durin da show gt other ppl wanna scare deir frenz den make da sound so loud,in da end gt nth.everyone was lyk laughin larx.hahas.den aft a while agn,ii turn n saw ppl hold hand liaox sia!.hahas!.ii kip laughin non-stop sia.LOLS!. :D den tat stupid kor kor kip showin mie dey holdin hand.aiyo.super da irritatin larx!.den kip disturbin mie.ayio wei ya!.hahas!.den att da whole movie.ii laugh until piangx sia.frm lvl 6 laugh until B1.lols!.ii laugh until ii unbalance.almost fell dwn frm da escalator.den kor kor stand dere n laugh.ah ying stand dere n gigglin.humphh!.hahas.den aft tat we went tu eat ice-cream agn.hahas!.den aft tat,GO HM LORX!.hahas.went aunty's hse a while juz nw.nw wanna watch my 'ying ye 3 jia 1' liaox.hahas.bye guys!.
P.S.things around me is changing again as i've say earlier on.no worries people.i know what i'm doing.hopefully,i didn't choose the wrong path now.kor kor n da sao!.remember what i've told you two earlier worx!.hahas.kor kor got his most biggest n precious present sia!.hahas.anyway!.take care n last long!. ^^
.Friday, March 21, 2008 ' 12:38 AM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
18 March 2oo8-20 March 2oo8
18/3 - was workin.nt much ppl actualli.lols.learned hw tu make coffee le.wel.nt bad.make sum coffee order on my own nahhs!.lols!.was so happi when ii saw da coffee ii maked myself.dotZ..oh.its ek's sis bdae.if ii din rmb it wrngly,his sis name is huilin bahx.ehhs.sry,nt sure too.bt aniwae.happi birthday!. :) actualli,ii've sumting fer her de.da cake tat ii made myself.1st tym in history,did a cake fer sum1.cuz din had da chance tu mit ek up.cuz he sae he's bz wif his side de tingy.den he sae tml cn.den ii was lyk.hopefully it dun spolit.den ii sae when eu finis work tml den msg mie.we shall c hw.wel.here it cum tu 19/3.same old ting in work.hahas.maked coffee on my own too.quite a number of order in tea-tym.n olso.its da dae he went MIA.msg him so mani tyms.bt he din msg mie.n tu b honest,da cake if kip fer too lng,da taste of da cake wil b spolit.n it raly spolit n my hart breaks too.nvm.ii tot he was bz wif his tings.okay.den 2dae,20/3.he din msg mie neither did he reply my msg.ii tot he wil msg mie 2dae.bt he din.ii dun0 wads da matter nw.ii dun even noe wad had happen.he juz MIA fer 2 daes.wel.mayb he onli MIA cuz of mie.cuz tu wad ii noe is.he did contact ah ying a few 2dae.so it doesnt mean tat he raly MIA le.so nw,ii realise tat ii shldnt have msg him animore.is either he dun wan tu msg mie/reply mie or he's raly bz at da tat ii msg him.ii shldnt have msg him animore.ii dun wan him tu feel tat ii'm buggin him.i'm tired.ii am raly tired.gif mie a break.pls.
da reason yy ii wanna gif ur sis a bdae present is cuz.frm da dae ii noe eu had a younger sis,frm da dae ii saw ur cute lil sis n frm da moment ii decided tu b wif eu.mani mani tings is in my mind.ii've decided tu take care of eu as much as ii cn.ii've decided tu b nice tu eu n ur sis as much as ii cn.cuz ur sis is cute.serious,although ii din tok tu her b4.bt she juz look is cute.ii've decided tu change as much as possible in a faster tym.wel.tu b honest.actualli,our story is gng tu have a clear start.bt eu choose tu end da story cuz of da tings.n mani mani.bt eu din gave mie da chance tu cont da story,tu make it tu a even beta story.hais.wad else cn ii do?.nth else le.ol tu do is..let c whether is dere a 'tu b continue' le.
17 March 2oo8
went tu sch 2dae n found out its sch holidaes.tat's yy larx.when ii entered tu sch ii realise hw cum so lil ppl onli.lols.den aft tat went tu our next classrm tat we wil b usin in next term.go area cleanin in our new classrm.aft tat teacher sae cn go hm le.so ii took mrt wif him.bt in da train.we nv even tok more dan 10 sentences.hais.ii duno wad tu do.juz tu leave him alone as da dae b4 he told mie tu leave him alone on mon itself.atf he leave da train.ii was tinkin of a lots of tings.mayb ii shldnt had.bt stil,ii did.once ii reached hm,ii went tu slp straight away.until 2pm plus den wake up tu bath n change den went tu mit dem agn.mit at somerset mrt station.den we went tu cine tu buy movie tickets aft tat went tu far east tu eat n shop.thru out da whole journey,he din tok at ol.ii din tok much either.bt ii force myself tu brin da smile up.n show tat ii'm okay.ii'm fine.ii'm happi.bt fer wad ii did tat fer?.mayb ii shldnt have brin da fake pris out.mayb ii shld show out wad ii was tat dae.bt ii din.aniwae.aft we left far east,saw him tokin on da fone.n tat's when ii finally saw da smile frm his face.bt aft he hang da fone.ii nv c him tok or smile agn until we reached cine lvl 9.while we were playin.ii finally c his smile n him tokin agn.wel.we went tu watch 'SKY OF LOVE'.its a very very very TOUCHIN N NICE SHOW!.serious!.ii cried.cuz of da show tat is touchin,cuz of da show tat it played in da movie n cuz of tings ii've been bearin in my hart.aft da show ii went hm.sae bye tu ah long den asked ah long tu tel ah ying tat ii go hm fiz cuz ah ying is tokin on da fone.den ii walked over tu ek n sae bye tu him n sumting else.den ii turn n ran away.ii duno wad ii'm runnin away frm.bt my mind juz asked my tu run,run as fast as possible.until ii reached mrt station,when ii'm in da train.den finally,ii cool dwn.if ii had a chance agn.ii wil watch tat show agn,'SKY OF LOVE'.n if onli ii had da chance agn.ii wld nt lyk tu fal in luv so easily.ii'm tired.gif mie a break,wil eu?.
.Saturday, March 8, 2008 ' 9:54 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
8 March 2008wah!.hahas.my work was lyk.lolS!.ppl was lyk sooooo lil sia.hahas.finis closin bar quite earli nahhs.lols.bt da cleaner tat is moppin da floor is lyk...super slow...make everyone of us wait until horx.aiy0,y0!.den went hm at ard 4pm plus tu bath n change den go tiong mit huiying straight away.den go another outlet tu find prabu n ah ying.hahas.had my dinner over dere too.spent $30.90.lols.aft eatin,stay dere tu tok tok tok.hahas.ran tu da toilet 3 tyms.drink too much water liaox.hahas.To: HIMDo you know abt me?.When we first met.I know that,it's still too soon to call it love.
Cause I had only just opened half of my heart.
But I know it's more than just a crush from me to you
We're getting closer everyday in school or when we were out,
and when you look at me that way when we first got togther,
I always wanted to say..
If I open up my heart to you,
I just need to know you feel it too.
Will you be the one to make my dreams come true?.
I got a feeling this could be,
something that I thought I'll never see.
You're on my mind night after night.
Something keeps telling me,
it's alright.
You could be my everything,
that I've needed.
But I didn't take that chances wisely.
Till I know that you're with me through whatever I am,
Till I know what's your feeling for me last time,
Till I know where you stand in my heart,
Till I know that everythings is too late.
Will you be the one to make my dreams come true,
if I open up my heart to you once again?.
Will you be the one there for me,
to help me get though?.
It has been so long since we have talked again yesterday night.
I hope that things are still the same like the past,
hoping that they will never change.
Cause what we had can't be replaced,
don't let our memories fade away,
keep me in your heart for always.
Do you know that you have made me believe
that I can do almost everythings and anythings,
such as changing myself and my attitude?.
First when I just entered ITE,
I thought my attitude is not gonna change so fast cause of the new surrounding I am in.
Until you stood right by me,
through the tears and through everythings.
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared and the tears we cried.
You'll always be the sun in my sky.
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday.
Even though we go seprate ways,
you made me believe that I can do almost everythings and anythings.
If the day should come when you need someone (you know that i'll follow),
I will be there right for you.
Don't ever let there,
be a doubt in your mind.
I want you to know,
I'll remember you and everythings that you had done for me
and baby that's forever true.
You're the one that I'll always miss,
never thought it would feel like this before.
Until everythings had ended.
I'll be there for you,no matter what you're going through.
In my heart you'll always be,
forever baby,
I'll remember you.
24 February 2oo8-7 March 2oo8wel.basically nth had happen.bt ii've been showin too much attitude on tis few daes.hais.tat lead tu a mistake tat ii've done.hais.ii'm onli tryin tu play wif him on 29/2 as ii was on mc,my leg swollen.gt tu go fer accpuncture.den at nitex msg ek.ii tink ii had over played everytings.hais.ii lead myself in2 tis.hu tu blame?.nt him,nt anione else bt mie.hais.ii've make him super angry n he cant tolerate mie animore.he finally sae out his word.yesh,we had ended on 29/2.wad cn ii do?.nth.honestly,ii tot he was juz kiddin when he sae 'break lorx'.n when ii noe he is serious,ii was stunned.ii cn onli blame myself fer bein so stupid.hais.ii'm sry tu make eu suffer cuz of my bad n stupid attitude.he asked mie tu change,yesh,indeed ii'm changin bit by bit,dae by dae.bt at least let mie play finis fer da last tym.n when ii was abt tu end my play.n b serious.he break tis new frm mie.yy does ol guys have tu break tis kinda of new suddenly tu mie.make mie dun0 wad tuu do.hais.ii dun0.yesh,ii admit tat ii'm close tu garry when we were stil tog.bt aft eu complained n sae out ur feelin,ii din go so close tu him le.until tat dae.when ii saw ur fone,da fotos.it makes mie boil.ii choose tu kip quiet at fiz.ii tot ii cld ctrl myself.bt da more ii tink,da more boil ii am.ii'm tinkin 'ii'm ur stead.halo!.no matter hw eu dun trust mie or so.eu shldnt have taken dose pic.'do eu eva tink wads my feelin when my own stead took fotos of mie n kor kor tokin?.its lyk.kor kor n mie havin wad fcukin affair.pls.ii'm onli tryin tu tok tu kor kor.bt.hais.wel,f&b line is liddat dere wun have much tym fer each other,bt if we r willin tu fork out da tym.its no problem.honestly,last tym when ii finis work eu asked tu mit,yy do ii sae 'okay'?.is cuz ii wanna spend da tym ii cn wif eu.tat's yy.yesh,ii admit tat my attitude is nt up yet.tat's yy tat dae at kbox n bugis my attitude is stil liddat.bt ii've explain it tu eu in sms le.hais.ol ii wanna sae is ol in da bk tat ii return eu.tat's ol ii cn sae.aniwae.ii'm changin.even my colleagues at my outlet sae so.whether fer eu tu return mie da bk hand tu hand or nt is up tu eu.bt b4 tat,we stil nid da tym tu retrust n rebuild everytings in us.on da other daes,was makin myself bz workin.so tat ii cn numb myself fer da tym bein rather dan kip tinkin ol da nonsense.wad ii wan nw is: BE HAPPY.SMILE ALWAYS.PUSH OL DA RUBBISH N NONSENSE II GT AWAY.AND MAKE EVERYONE ARD MIE HAPPY RATHER DAN WORRY ABT MIE.II NOE MY OWN SICKNESS.II'M ALRIGHT.NO PROBLEM,YEAH. ^^
ah yi&waipo =) 
