.Friday, March 21, 2008 ' 12:38 AM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
18 March 2oo8-20 March 2oo8
18/3 - was workin.nt much ppl actualli.lols.learned hw tu make coffee le.wel.nt bad.make sum coffee order on my own nahhs!.lols!.was so happi when ii saw da coffee ii maked myself.dotZ..oh.its ek's sis bdae.if ii din rmb it wrngly,his sis name is huilin bahx.ehhs.sry,nt sure too.bt aniwae.happi birthday!. :) actualli,ii've sumting fer her de.da cake tat ii made myself.1st tym in history,did a cake fer sum1.cuz din had da chance tu mit ek up.cuz he sae he's bz wif his side de tingy.den he sae tml cn.den ii was lyk.hopefully it dun spolit.den ii sae when eu finis work tml den msg mie.we shall c hw.wel.here it cum tu 19/3.same old ting in work.hahas.maked coffee on my own too.quite a number of order in tea-tym.n olso.its da dae he went MIA.msg him so mani tyms.bt he din msg mie.n tu b honest,da cake if kip fer too lng,da taste of da cake wil b spolit.n it raly spolit n my hart breaks too.nvm.ii tot he was bz wif his tings.okay.den 2dae,20/3.he din msg mie neither did he reply my msg.ii tot he wil msg mie 2dae.bt he din.ii dun0 wads da matter nw.ii dun even noe wad had happen.he juz MIA fer 2 daes.wel.mayb he onli MIA cuz of mie.cuz tu wad ii noe is.he did contact ah ying a few 2dae.so it doesnt mean tat he raly MIA le.so nw,ii realise tat ii shldnt have msg him animore.is either he dun wan tu msg mie/reply mie or he's raly bz at da tat ii msg him.ii shldnt have msg him animore.ii dun wan him tu feel tat ii'm buggin him.i'm tired.ii am raly tired.gif mie a break.pls.
da reason yy ii wanna gif ur sis a bdae present is cuz.frm da dae ii noe eu had a younger sis,frm da dae ii saw ur cute lil sis n frm da moment ii decided tu b wif eu.mani mani tings is in my mind.ii've decided tu take care of eu as much as ii cn.ii've decided tu b nice tu eu n ur sis as much as ii cn.cuz ur sis is cute.serious,although ii din tok tu her b4.bt she juz look is cute.ii've decided tu change as much as possible in a faster tym.wel.tu b honest.actualli,our story is gng tu have a clear start.bt eu choose tu end da story cuz of da tings.n mani mani.bt eu din gave mie da chance tu cont da story,tu make it tu a even beta story.hais.wad else cn ii do?.nth else le.ol tu do is..let c whether is dere a 'tu b continue' le.
17 March 2oo8
went tu sch 2dae n found out its sch holidaes.tat's yy larx.when ii entered tu sch ii realise hw cum so lil ppl onli.lols.den aft tat went tu our next classrm tat we wil b usin in next term.go area cleanin in our new classrm.aft tat teacher sae cn go hm le.so ii took mrt wif him.bt in da train.we nv even tok more dan 10 sentences.hais.ii duno wad tu do.juz tu leave him alone as da dae b4 he told mie tu leave him alone on mon itself.atf he leave da train.ii was tinkin of a lots of tings.mayb ii shldnt had.bt stil,ii did.once ii reached hm,ii went tu slp straight away.until 2pm plus den wake up tu bath n change den went tu mit dem agn.mit at somerset mrt station.den we went tu cine tu buy movie tickets aft tat went tu far east tu eat n shop.thru out da whole journey,he din tok at ol.ii din tok much either.bt ii force myself tu brin da smile up.n show tat ii'm okay.ii'm fine.ii'm happi.bt fer wad ii did tat fer?.mayb ii shldnt have brin da fake pris out.mayb ii shld show out wad ii was tat dae.bt ii din.aniwae.aft we left far east,saw him tokin on da fone.n tat's when ii finally saw da smile frm his face.bt aft he hang da fone.ii nv c him tok or smile agn until we reached cine lvl 9.while we were playin.ii finally c his smile n him tokin agn.wel.we went tu watch 'SKY OF LOVE'.its a very very very TOUCHIN N NICE SHOW!.serious!.ii cried.cuz of da show tat is touchin,cuz of da show tat it played in da movie n cuz of tings ii've been bearin in my hart.aft da show ii went hm.sae bye tu ah long den asked ah long tu tel ah ying tat ii go hm fiz cuz ah ying is tokin on da fone.den ii walked over tu ek n sae bye tu him n sumting else.den ii turn n ran away.ii duno wad ii'm runnin away frm.bt my mind juz asked my tu run,run as fast as possible.until ii reached mrt station,when ii'm in da train.den finally,ii cool dwn.if ii had a chance agn.ii wil watch tat show agn,'SKY OF LOVE'.n if onli ii had da chance agn.ii wld nt lyk tu fal in luv so easily.ii'm tired.gif mie a break,wil eu?.
