.Thursday, March 27, 2008 ' 11:53 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
27 March 2oo8wel.was a bz dae 2dae too.same as da past few daes.fake smile n laughter.tryin tu numb myself by workin n workin.bt stil,sumhw ii dun0 wad da fcuk happen tu.tings changed in mie agn.ii've told myself tu stop everytings n end everytings here.bt stil...hais.wasnt feelin well at work too.2dae,ah ying told mie tu stop tinkin abt him.he's nt worth it.aft readin it,ii tink a while n yesh.mayb ol guys is nt worth it.juz nw read his blog n noe sumting.mayb its a gd tings tu him.shld b a gd tings tu mie to.finally,he had found a gal tat cn make him laugh n put on a smile on her face everytym dere mit.its a totally big different frm last tym when he n ii were tog.so,isnt it a gd ting?.yes,it is.honestly,ii'm typin tis wif a smile on.n tears fight in my eyes.it din roll dwn.bt ii cant b ctrl animore.hu understand mie?.ii admit when eu asked fer tog,ii tot ii wun fall in luv wif eu tat much.bt yy do ii fall in luv so easily?.wads wrng wif mie?.dere's mani mani tings in my hart.hu understand mie?.hu hu hu?.hu cn gif mie an ans?.ii cant take it animore.fer wad da FUCKIN reason ii care n worri abt him fer?!.wake up larx,priscilla chan xiaolin!!.sry,ppl.ii'm tired.ii am.tat's it.P.S. sorry guys.things hit my mind suddenly.maybe,yesh.i should just let things go now.i shouldn't be the priscilla chan xiaolin that i used to be.i shouldn't had fall in love so easily.once things hit my mind and i'm clear of it.i'm sorry,i'll do it one day.well,noones know what i'm up to now.its better not to know now.i don't wish to be save to this world again.if only,i had the chance to live again.i would not like to fall in love easily.alright.the priscilla that is typing this blog will die after this week is over.another different priscilla will appear.or maybe,she will leave here putting everythings behind her.and be guardian angel.things will happen very fast after this week is over.i swear.i promise.to him: just wanna say,i'm happy that you've found a girl that care and concern about you.that can make your smile get brighter and brighter each and every single min.rather than the past you had,suffering.ya.that's it.take care.bye.25 March 2oo8-26 March 2oo8wel.was bz workin.had fun in work too.cuz ppl over dere sumhw feel tat my hart n my everytings is totally different nwadaes.esp my manager n assistant manager,dey sumhw feel tings is nt ritex in mie.dey kip makin mie laugh.bt no matter hw big n hw loud my laughter n smile is..its ol fake.fake.fake!.while dng closin fer bar.ii kept super quiet.hais.ii dun0 wad da fcuk ii wan tu.hais.
