.Saturday, March 8, 2008 ' 9:54 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
8 March 2008wah!.hahas.my work was lyk.lolS!.ppl was lyk sooooo lil sia.hahas.finis closin bar quite earli nahhs.lols.bt da cleaner tat is moppin da floor is lyk...super slow...make everyone of us wait until horx.aiy0,y0!.den went hm at ard 4pm plus tu bath n change den go tiong mit huiying straight away.den go another outlet tu find prabu n ah ying.hahas.had my dinner over dere too.spent $30.90.lols.aft eatin,stay dere tu tok tok tok.hahas.ran tu da toilet 3 tyms.drink too much water liaox.hahas.To: HIMDo you know abt me?.When we first met.I know that,it's still too soon to call it love.
Cause I had only just opened half of my heart.
But I know it's more than just a crush from me to you
We're getting closer everyday in school or when we were out,
and when you look at me that way when we first got togther,
I always wanted to say..
If I open up my heart to you,
I just need to know you feel it too.
Will you be the one to make my dreams come true?.
I got a feeling this could be,
something that I thought I'll never see.
You're on my mind night after night.
Something keeps telling me,
it's alright.
You could be my everything,
that I've needed.
But I didn't take that chances wisely.
Till I know that you're with me through whatever I am,
Till I know what's your feeling for me last time,
Till I know where you stand in my heart,
Till I know that everythings is too late.
Will you be the one to make my dreams come true,
if I open up my heart to you once again?.
Will you be the one there for me,
to help me get though?.
It has been so long since we have talked again yesterday night.
I hope that things are still the same like the past,
hoping that they will never change.
Cause what we had can't be replaced,
don't let our memories fade away,
keep me in your heart for always.
Do you know that you have made me believe
that I can do almost everythings and anythings,
such as changing myself and my attitude?.
First when I just entered ITE,
I thought my attitude is not gonna change so fast cause of the new surrounding I am in.
Until you stood right by me,
through the tears and through everythings.
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared and the tears we cried.
You'll always be the sun in my sky.
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday.
Even though we go seprate ways,
you made me believe that I can do almost everythings and anythings.
If the day should come when you need someone (you know that i'll follow),
I will be there right for you.
Don't ever let there,
be a doubt in your mind.
I want you to know,
I'll remember you and everythings that you had done for me
and baby that's forever true.
You're the one that I'll always miss,
never thought it would feel like this before.
Until everythings had ended.
I'll be there for you,no matter what you're going through.
In my heart you'll always be,
forever baby,
I'll remember you.
24 February 2oo8-7 March 2oo8wel.basically nth had happen.bt ii've been showin too much attitude on tis few daes.hais.tat lead tu a mistake tat ii've done.hais.ii'm onli tryin tu play wif him on 29/2 as ii was on mc,my leg swollen.gt tu go fer accpuncture.den at nitex msg ek.ii tink ii had over played everytings.hais.ii lead myself in2 tis.hu tu blame?.nt him,nt anione else bt mie.hais.ii've make him super angry n he cant tolerate mie animore.he finally sae out his word.yesh,we had ended on 29/2.wad cn ii do?.nth.honestly,ii tot he was juz kiddin when he sae 'break lorx'.n when ii noe he is serious,ii was stunned.ii cn onli blame myself fer bein so stupid.hais.ii'm sry tu make eu suffer cuz of my bad n stupid attitude.he asked mie tu change,yesh,indeed ii'm changin bit by bit,dae by dae.bt at least let mie play finis fer da last tym.n when ii was abt tu end my play.n b serious.he break tis new frm mie.yy does ol guys have tu break tis kinda of new suddenly tu mie.make mie dun0 wad tuu do.hais.ii dun0.yesh,ii admit tat ii'm close tu garry when we were stil tog.bt aft eu complained n sae out ur feelin,ii din go so close tu him le.until tat dae.when ii saw ur fone,da fotos.it makes mie boil.ii choose tu kip quiet at fiz.ii tot ii cld ctrl myself.bt da more ii tink,da more boil ii am.ii'm tinkin 'ii'm ur stead.halo!.no matter hw eu dun trust mie or so.eu shldnt have taken dose pic.'do eu eva tink wads my feelin when my own stead took fotos of mie n kor kor tokin?.its lyk.kor kor n mie havin wad fcukin affair.pls.ii'm onli tryin tu tok tu kor kor.bt.hais.wel,f&b line is liddat dere wun have much tym fer each other,bt if we r willin tu fork out da tym.its no problem.honestly,last tym when ii finis work eu asked tu mit,yy do ii sae 'okay'?.is cuz ii wanna spend da tym ii cn wif eu.tat's yy.yesh,ii admit tat my attitude is nt up yet.tat's yy tat dae at kbox n bugis my attitude is stil liddat.bt ii've explain it tu eu in sms le.hais.ol ii wanna sae is ol in da bk tat ii return eu.tat's ol ii cn sae.aniwae.ii'm changin.even my colleagues at my outlet sae so.whether fer eu tu return mie da bk hand tu hand or nt is up tu eu.bt b4 tat,we stil nid da tym tu retrust n rebuild everytings in us.on da other daes,was makin myself bz workin.so tat ii cn numb myself fer da tym bein rather dan kip tinkin ol da nonsense.wad ii wan nw is: BE HAPPY.SMILE ALWAYS.PUSH OL DA RUBBISH N NONSENSE II GT AWAY.AND MAKE EVERYONE ARD MIE HAPPY RATHER DAN WORRY ABT MIE.II NOE MY OWN SICKNESS.II'M ALRIGHT.NO PROBLEM,YEAH. ^^
