.Saturday, July 19, 2008 ' 8:36 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
17 June 2oo8-19 July 2oo8
wooo~!.its been a mth plus ever since i last blog.hahas.sry arx.was bz with a lots of things.no time to go online.hahas.okay.here its goes.but i muz say that i can't rmb every single thing i had done durin this 1 mth plus.hahas.okay.hmmm.1st July n 2nd July went to work at 7am.cuz i have to leav work v earli for this 2 days.helped my mum for her exams.hahas.bought sarah to b my mum's model.budden,in the end is nt my mum do.is another person do.bt still,the colour not bad.then aft that went back to gess to take our sch cert.hahas.then went to bugis to look for my mum n we have some small dessert there.yupx.that's for 1st july.(: then sch reopen on 7 july to 11 july.went sch everyday lorx.end sch at ard 2pm plus eveyday too.i rmb on thurs,10 july,aft sch me,ah long,ah ying,darrell n bernard when to ngee ann poly for lunch.that's quite a big poly from outside.hahas.didn't went in all the way.cuz aft that darrell meetin his bros for mt.ya.then aft lunch all of us went hm.at ard 6pm,we meet agn at ps arcade.then played until 9pm plus,i suppose.then we went back hm cuz next day got sch at 10.30am.fri,11 july,started sch at 10.30am n end at 11.30am.is like...hahas.then i went back to bath n change to sj tee n went down to sch.cuz i'm going chinese garden with the others 7 sj member to know the route.hahas.everything finis at ard 5pm plus,i suppose.hahas.sat,12 july,went to work at 7.30am n finis at 3.30pm.super tired sia.lols.went ps to celebrate francis's birthday on sun,13 july,although his exact birthday is on wed.aft celebratin i went hm for dinner then went to my auntie's hse.then aft that,i've been workin everyday except for tues.cuz every tues is sch day!.hahas.
somethings keep botherin me in my heart,i don't know what to do.
* hais.its been a mth plus n u didn't even msg me.didn't even know what's wrng with u.i'm juz so envious that sarah always get to c u at redhill ard.she saw u twice n she told me too.did anything happen to u?.or r u scare of something.juz let me know.i hate this kinda of feelin n u know i hate this kinda of feelin well too.boy,i missed u badly for the 1 mth plus.i totally don't know what to do as i simply know that,u'll always in somewhere in my heart even if i go into a new relationship(i'm not in any now too)which i don't really wish to cuz u're the only one in my a part of my heart.u totally gave me everything that i want.even tot we didn't meet up often.bt i'm happy enough when i received ur msg n i know ur presence.mayb,that's what they called love.its somethings that u won't ask for more.but then,this few days something make me think n think too.there's a new request of enterin a new relationship.bt i don't know whether shld i or not.i know my feelin v well to him.as we're close frenz.i don't want our friendship to become relationship then end up breakin n that goes our friendship.n from then on,we won't b like now so happy bein tog as frenz le.hais!.i'm so confused with my feelin.its juz so complicated.but i simply know that.no matter what happen,u'll always b in a part of my heart.(:
