.Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ' 11:18 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
SHE WILL BE GONE AFTER TOMORROW. FOREVER GONE.now what?.
what's going on with u?.
what's wrong with u?.
i don't understand u until now uhh.
what's the matter now?.
this is not the matter of wheather u deserve this or not by the way u treated me in the past.
this is not the matter anymore not even from the start of the beginning!.
why r u doing this way whereby we can just solve this matter easily n get back the way we were b4.
why must u make it so difficult to continue?.
hais.why?.
if u didn't want to contact me,u can just jolly well stop all the contact with me even when u changed your number.
u shouldn't msg me in the first place to let me know that u have alr changed your number.
u make me feel like heaven.
and very fast,u make me feel like hell.
y must u be kept in the unhappy past?.
isn't there happiness as well too?.
there is...y must u feel the unhappy rather than the happy ones?.
u aren't shellfish neither r u childish nor foolish nor stupid.okays?.
from the day u stopped replyin me.
i then realise that i'm the one that's shellfish,childish,foolish n stupid.
its all my fault.
i'm sorry.hey!.so borin.stopped bloggin for awhile le.cuz v borin.what a borin life.sch vacation everyday have to work n work n work.everyday same routine,do the same things.so sianxx..only say some things that i did to relax myself frm work.wel.18 dec went to yvonne's bdae bbq at downtown east there.super de far.lols.met xiaoyan n go there tog.waited for emily n her frenz at the mrt station there then we took bus down tog.then slowly its time to cut cake cuz her daddy came alr.then slowly,shao chong came with his frenz.then slowly,qijie came down with peiling mummy n frenz.then slowly irene came down with frenz.then ltr xiaoyan n i took train back hm at ard 10pm plus.then 24 dec went to clark quay to meet sarah n her frenz at central shoppin mall.then aft that we went to walk ard clark quay until 1.30am.then i went to meet darrell then we took a cab to his hse.whereby,sarah went hm with her bf n frenz.then meet the other frenz at darrell's hse for steamboat.then jeremy drunk sia.gosh!.drink so fast for what sia.make urself drunk only.everybody also gt drink.hahas!. (>.<) then 27 dec,finis work went hm bath change have dinner than met huiying at bugis.then we go walk walk.yesh.then 28 dec the whole day nt feelin well aft i woke up at 3pm plus.vomited 2 times.feelin horrible.gosh!!.then nth le lorx.everyday work n work.
.Monday, December 8, 2008 ' 6:04 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
oh my god!.gosh!.super tired..went for sjab atc on the 4 dec-7 dec.on the 1st day of camp,i went there at ard 5.45pm,aft my work.then aft that went for dinner etc.i only know that aft 8.30pm onwards,its a HELL for them.GOSH!.then have powder bath for the cadets.aft that supper n slp for cadets.then hakim,me,wanteng,cherly n oenry went to walk ard the sch at 1am plus,i suppose.then at ard 2am like that gt a fire drill for them.then aft that gt nitex pt.ran frm 1st floor to the 4th floor at the classrm blk then frm 4th floor to the arena.tired sia.then cadets given time to bath n slp cuz next day is hikin.then the officer also went to bath for those who went for nitex pt.then aft that to slp.i didnt get much slp too.slept at 4am plus,wake up at 6.30am.then for breakfast n get ready for the hikin.everythings was delay too.hais.then left sch at ard 1oam plus bahx to bukit batok nature park.everything went smoothly.only the walk at there was like.omg!!. @_@ then suddenly gt heavy rain sia.then no choice.continue the same.luckily the cadets gt their raincoat on.then they continue to play with raincoat.then the officer,no choice.played in the rain with nth n took off our shoes.then aft then took a bus back to sch.then gt cookin competition for cadets.aft that is army actitives by jiahong.then aft that bath etc.then at ard 2am like that gt changin parade.wasnt there for the changin parade.slept at ard 3am like that.woke up at 7am plus.bt stil v tired!.last day of camp gt game,water bomb.i laugh like hell sia.lols.they super funny lorx!!.ya.then break camp went to tiong to eat then took a cab hm.reached hm bath went auntie hse awhile then take a nap then go auntie hse to eat dinner.then went to slp at ard 12am plus.until this afternoon,woke up at 1.56pm.super tired.that's all.take care.
.Thursday, December 4, 2008 ' 11:54 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
wel.basically was busy workin.n OMG!!.this is real shockin larx.lols!.received msg frm HIM on the 25th nov at ard 11.10pm.gosh!!.his 1st msg aft a yr past.gosh.i miss him badly.lols.okays,back to that.hahas.wel we chatted until 1am plus n doze off v fast.cuz v tired.then we continue chattin for a few days.within that few days,i gt damn fcukin angry with him.bt my anger juz fade off the next v mornin when i woke up.sobx sobx.his that msg,only that msg makes me cried for the whole nitex.super saddin.hais.)': bt its real,when u love a person,u'll forgive the person eventually that v next moment.u will forgive the person v fast no matter what he do.i know this now le.then aft that,we stopped all msg to let time past n start new n afresh agn.oh,sun went for breakfast with my 2nd auntie n cousin then aft that went chinatown to walk.then met xixian n xiyun n darrell for study.had exams on mon n tue.n mon is the surprise day for ME!!!. (>.<) saw HIM at the mrt station.v stunnin larx.he juz appear ritex in front of me.then i was like stunned n surprise.lols.i was talkin to xixian while waitin for ur sis.then aft talkin,i look at the opposite bus-stop.then at that v moment of sec,i turn my head n he's juz ritex in front of me!.he looks so0o0o0o TIRED!!.aiy0.then aft exams went hm to slp n then went to meet xixian,xiyun they all at ps.look at the others play awhile.then went to eat pizza hut n then went to mac to study for the next day paper.xiyun n i studied until the head gng to burst sia!.hopefully all of us will pass our exams with flyin colours!.hahas!. xD then tue aft exams all of us went hm.i went to find my mummy.then aft that went hm to bath n go out agn.then met xixian n xiyun at redhill mrt station then headed dwn to commonwealth to meet darrell n jeremy.then we headed dwn to clementi there de volleyball court to meet shawn,alex,nick,boon,mas,bin n daniel.then i sit there c them play until i super sianx,went to play soccer ball.lols.then aft that melvin came,n once he come it started to rain.n its rainin cats n dogs.omg!.lols.
wed til nw was bz workin n workin.gng to die soon.recently v bz durin lunch n tea time.n we nt enuff manpower!.GOSH!.tml gonna go camp le.hopefully,i'll b back safe n sound.yea.. (: misses. (:
