.Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ' 11:18 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
SHE WILL BE GONE AFTER TOMORROW. FOREVER GONE.now what?.
what's going on with u?.
what's wrong with u?.
i don't understand u until now uhh.
what's the matter now?.
this is not the matter of wheather u deserve this or not by the way u treated me in the past.
this is not the matter anymore not even from the start of the beginning!.
why r u doing this way whereby we can just solve this matter easily n get back the way we were b4.
why must u make it so difficult to continue?.
hais.why?.
if u didn't want to contact me,u can just jolly well stop all the contact with me even when u changed your number.
u shouldn't msg me in the first place to let me know that u have alr changed your number.
u make me feel like heaven.
and very fast,u make me feel like hell.
y must u be kept in the unhappy past?.
isn't there happiness as well too?.
there is...y must u feel the unhappy rather than the happy ones?.
u aren't shellfish neither r u childish nor foolish nor stupid.okays?.
from the day u stopped replyin me.
i then realise that i'm the one that's shellfish,childish,foolish n stupid.
its all my fault.
i'm sorry.hey!.so borin.stopped bloggin for awhile le.cuz v borin.what a borin life.sch vacation everyday have to work n work n work.everyday same routine,do the same things.so sianxx..only say some things that i did to relax myself frm work.wel.18 dec went to yvonne's bdae bbq at downtown east there.super de far.lols.met xiaoyan n go there tog.waited for emily n her frenz at the mrt station there then we took bus down tog.then slowly its time to cut cake cuz her daddy came alr.then slowly,shao chong came with his frenz.then slowly,qijie came down with peiling mummy n frenz.then slowly irene came down with frenz.then ltr xiaoyan n i took train back hm at ard 10pm plus.then 24 dec went to clark quay to meet sarah n her frenz at central shoppin mall.then aft that we went to walk ard clark quay until 1.30am.then i went to meet darrell then we took a cab to his hse.whereby,sarah went hm with her bf n frenz.then meet the other frenz at darrell's hse for steamboat.then jeremy drunk sia.gosh!.drink so fast for what sia.make urself drunk only.everybody also gt drink.hahas!. (>.<) then 27 dec,finis work went hm bath change have dinner than met huiying at bugis.then we go walk walk.yesh.then 28 dec the whole day nt feelin well aft i woke up at 3pm plus.vomited 2 times.feelin horrible.gosh!!.then nth le lorx.everyday work n work.
