.Monday, April 27, 2009 ' 5:10 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
hey!.back to blog!.i didnt MIA for too long now.been thinkin of a lots of things recently agn.very very sick n tired of it le.shld i say,i'm serious sick n tired aft that last msg i sent u.i dont know what to do anymore.i've been keepin things to myself a lots n stay cool frm the outside with friends.i'm gonna say,i dont know whether wil i burst into tears if i see u on street.n thinkin it back..yes,i will cry.bt i wil ctrl my tears.i guess it wil b a long therapeutic for me.anw,i'm currently free at my elder sis's warehouse office.lols.okays.let's start frm today then reverse back to 20th april kays?.hahas.today went to work in the mornin at 7am.super tired sia.steam the milk for a latte then my hand gt scald by the hot steamer.hais.sucks!.2day also VERY VERY busy.dont why lehx.very busy jiu shi le.the crowd came in frm no where sia.durin my break time i stil tel my boss this 'AIYA.today also wont b that busy de larx.'lols.aft sayin this,the crowd came in slowly.then abruptly they came in frm no where.GOSH!.busy until i use run de.lols.then aft work went to find my papa to go my elder sis's warehouse office.cuz i needa use the printer.hahas.okays.let's say abt sun,26th april.
sun stayed at hm the whole day except went i went out to have my late breakfast n lunch.lols.no mood to go out also.very sianx.woke up at ard...11.13am.went to bath,change n waited for my mummy.then heaaded to tpy central to change something then went to eat.reached tpy make me very very quiet.thinkin of something.bt manage to leave central fast n furious.then stayed at hm watch tv n rushed project at ard 5.30pm plus.manage to finis it in an hr plus.cuz i wanna watch star awards.n muz have dinner also.so finis project le,went to my auntie's hse for dinner n watch star awards with all my cousin they all.now,let's go to sat,25th april.
sat went to work as normal.juz that very tired agn.lols.look like i'm a lethargic.lols.ended work headed straight hm to rest n watch tv.hahas.chat with my papa at nitex in the livin rm.talkin abt tv show.lols.next to fri,24th april to wed,22th april.
fri to wed,busy at work.hahas.worked mornin on fri.cuz aft that met up with linqian,suhui,jane (all my squadmates),zhenshun n tingxin.had ban mian with my squadmates fiz.then aft that zhenshun appear.had his dinner n cont sj stuffs.then aft awhile tingxin appear.talked awhile then we headed to toliet then popular.saw wanteng n jasmin at popular.haha.then stayed at popular for quite awhile nahhs.then headed back to foodcourt to take our bags then went to the 1st floor.went breadtalk awhile then slack for a few mins then HOME SWEET HOME!.MY DRAMA SHOW HERE I COME!!!.hahas!!. =D next to tues,21st april.
tues went to sch for lesson as usual.lols.met kede to get my project that i asked him to help me printed.hahas.i was late.lols!!.in sch didnt do much.teacher nv teach much.aft awhile he gt to go to another class at ard 10am plus.another teacher of ours suppose to come dwn take us.bt dont know where he go.so i fall aslp in class for ard 2hrs plus.lols.woke up headed to clementi hawker center for lunch.then headed back to sch for 2nd class.submitted my grp project bt teacher say nt enough.i on the spot nth to say.sadd. )): last bt nt least,mon 20th april.
mon went to work in the mornin.nth much too.lols.aft work went to find xixian n darrell of cuz there's shawn too.bt he nt in my sch neither is he in my class nor grp.so didnt mention his name in front.hahas.okays.find them to print our project.aft that everything finis at ard 7pm plus.wanna rush hm to watch tv.hahas.at the bus-stop.saw tengteng.surprise nahhs.lols.actually nt that surprise larx.hahas.then reached hm at ard 8pm.my show started 5mins plus ago.
.Sunday, April 19, 2009 ' 7:24 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
yea.i'm back here after a few days.well.work goes on.yea.fri went to tanjong pagar to find my mummy to alter my blank jean.then after that went to use computer awhile to search for some sjab stuffs.then headed dwn to tiong.its been 4mths plus since i saw linqian,suhui n jane.oh gosh!.i LOVE suhui n jane's long straight hair.hahas.bt i definitely cnt have my hair till that long.lols.i wil keep pesterin my mummy to cut my hair if it goes that long.lols!.bt i love their straight hair lots,man!.n yesh!.all of them r gettin more n more prettier.its true. (^.^) then after not long,huiying came to meet us after her work.then slowly the rest came n the meetin started.after meetin went to BK with some of them.had lots of laughter n also looked at our past photos.very funny.yeah,man!. ((:
sat went to work as normal.there's artist shootin at UOB PLAZA 1.at outside my outlet!.they r shootin for the show 'THE ULITMATE' that's gng to show on may. ((: saw zoe tay,lee nan xin,elvin,tay ping hui n more!!.OHHH MY GODD!!.lols.they came in to out outlet to seat,eat,drink n have breaks.had some talk with them too.so0o0 close!!.zoe tay brought her elder son along too.he's damnn cute.i swear.fun to play with.when he smile n laugh,he's super handsome!!.hahas.cuz i played with him for very very long.lols. xp
i nv go out today!.see,i'm so0o0 GUAI.hahas.juz finish a project that gotta submit by next tues which is the deadline of it.if stil dont submit.ha!.i'll be DEAD!!!.hahas.quite tired recently too.think of a lots of things too.think it over n over agn,i'm still thinkin of the same old things.juz now look at the sec 3 camp photos.hahas.bring back a lots of fun memories to me.hahas.some words r not meant to be said over here.so....i'll keep it to myself till the right time.okays!.gotta stop here.got to go my auntie's hse for dinner le.bye friends!.LOVESS;MISSES!!. <3>
.Wednesday, April 8, 2009 ' 10:55 PM Y
enter the lies with a hasty key
OH MY GOD!!.when's the last tym i've blogged??.lols.so0o0o0 sryyy!!!.i was busy with a lots a lots of things recently.okay okays.i've say things that i rmb,kays.. ((: here it goes..
21/3 - went for dental appointment.hahas!.change my braces colour.wooo!!.then slack ard tanjong pagar with my mummy.
22/3 - went to chinese club with my cousin n auntie to celebrate my 1st uncle-in-law's birthday.went to sing sia.super funny too.hahas!.everything end at ard 6pm.lols. XD
then all the way workin n workin.aft work go hm rest,watch tv.my life for that wk until...
28/3 - went out with huiying at nitex.hahas.went to cine n heeren.go find joan's present.in the end,i bought my shirt n someone's shirt at newurbanmale.lols!!.bt b4 that we went for dinner at hong kong cafe.hahas.then aft buyin went to heeren mac to do some sj stuffs.then went hm at ard..hmmm..11.30pm.hahas..then forgotten which day i went to watch movie with huiying.went to watch 'MALL COP',freakin funny larx!.hahas!.
2/4 to 4/4 - went to a fashion walk function at paragon.n the fashion walk is like..OMG!!!.the guys r all so0o0 TALL & GORGEOUS!!.the gals r all so0o0o TALL & PRETTY!!.hahas.i rmb this v clearly.the kids fashion walk for fox kids.hahas!.they r all so0o0 CUTE!!.c the way they walk n post,rly makes me go 'OMG!!.they r real CUTE!!.'hahas.on the same day 4/4,was nicloas 18th yrs old birthday too.hahas.aft the function,met xixian at paragon first.then we headed to cine to buy my care bear.hahas.then headed dwn to bugis to meet the others for steamboat.it was real fun.bt b4 that in the mornin of 4/4,i gt scald by hot oil on my hand.n stil gt the mark.the funny thing of me is,the oil burst out n kena my hand n i can stil stay calm n continue to do the order.lols.i dont even know what i'm thinkin at the time bein.aft i've done everything i look up n all my colleagues n manager starin at me.then i voice out the my hand kena the hot oil n i start to say its pain.then they give me the relieve face.lols.aiya.nvm larx.its over.then on nic's bdae that nitex suppose to ton.bt i cant tahan til 2am plus.i keep ywanin n eventually,i voice out to go hm.lols.took a cab hm.reached hm,bath,brush teeth,bath n everything finis at ard 3am.n there i go..on my bed.SLP!!!.until the next day 5/4.woke up at 2pm plus for breakfast cum lunch.bt b4 i woke up i had a dream.i dont know whether its a gd dream or nt.bt sometime i hate those kind of dream.seem so real.hais..then aft eatin i watched tv for awhile n i went to slp agn at 4pm plus n woke up at ard 7pm.super tired.then went to my auntie hse for dinner.yeahh..
6/4 - went to work in the mornin.i dont know y.when i'm workin i stil cn rmb the date of that date clearly.n i keep thinkin of that same old day 2yrs ago.i juz miss that day badly n my mood that day wasnt gd too.hais.went hm aft work,went to rent 'FINAL DESTINATION 1&2' cuz i watched part 3 on sun.n its like..GROSS&EXCITIN.its juz DELIRIOUS.stayed at hm all day long.n cried under the blanket for awhile.nt thing juz finis v fast.hais..its been 34 days ever since our last msg to each other.i dont dare to msg u.what cn i say or do.i hate dreamin of u.it seem to be so real.bt everythings juz vanish when i wake up.sometimes i hope i wil never wake up frm the dream.sometimes i hope i wont dream of u that nitex cuz aft dreamin of u makes me worry.i feel like cryin bt even if i do cry.what cn i do too?.nth n juz nth isnt it.hais.that day,i was with a frenz.listenin to a song that juz came out frm her phone.she quickly turn her head to me bt i juz kept real quiet listenin to it.until the middle part of the song she said 'shld i skip this song ( elva - zui shou xi de mo sheng ren).cuz this song seem so familiar n it seem to b written for u....n....him.'when she said this sentence slowly n there's breaks in between it,bt when she's sayin this my tears fightin in my eyes.bt b4 that,they were alr fightin.eventually my tears roll dwn at the same time i turn my head to her n said 'its okays.juz let it play.i understand.i juz want to finis listenin to this song.'she totally understand how i feel n she hugged me in her warm embrace.n there,i cried in slient.'i juz miss him.i rly do.'i said to her.she padded me n said 'its okays.juz cried all u want.'cuz aft that song is all those song seem to b destined n fated written for me.n i continue to bit my lips hard not to let any sound out.'i rly repent for that day.i'm rly v repentant.i juz hope n wish that that day wil never come,i have never agree to go out with him if i know that we r gng to b in this situation nw.if the both of us were stranger for the bein of the yr 2oo7 isnt it gd?.if the both of us didnt get tog at all.all this shit werent happen ritex now,ritex in front of me isnt it.its all my fault.i'm nw repentance for the harsh msg.does he understand?.does he?.'she hugged me even tighter.i know she have nv seen me in this state b4.i dont rmb how long i've cried.bt i cried til i/m out of breath.then finally,i've stop.bt my mood wasnt back at all.not until nw.sometime when i'm walkin along.i juz think of him out of the sudden.whether is he dng gd.whether is he sick.whether does he gt a new gf.sometimes i even asked myself,'y am i thinkin so much abt him whereby he dont even give a fuck.he dont even wants to reply me.for what the heck i care abt him so much.y shld i care abt his life or death.'bt once i asked myself all this,i began to b scare.i dont know y.i juz wish to c him agn,even if its only for a sec.i've questioned myself many many times abt this qustion n i cn forever cant have an ans to it.'y is this happenin to me?.y muz our fate n destiny give us all the happiness bt it juz last for a few hrs or a day?.y muz our fate n destiny give us so many things n b so cruel to take all back?.nt leavin a single thing behind for us to hold on to?.' where's my ans?.whereareyou?.imisshim.rlydo.h.a.i.s. hopefully i'm leavin soon.
