its incredible fer us tu noe each other..

2009-11-02T23:42:00.002+08:00

hahas.i'm back!.

HALLOWEEN NIGHT AT REBEL WAS SUPER FUN & CRAZY!.lols.went hm at ard 6am plus.reached hm at 7am plus.go crazy the whole damn night.get to know a lots of new frenz.lols.a lots more of pics on facebook!.check it out,man!.

played until my whole body super tired.esp my leg!.dyin soon!.til now,its stil so damn pain!.arggghhh!.bt worth the pain!.ohhh my goddd!!!.

2009-10-26T23:37:00.002+08:00

OH DEAR!!.i didnt blog for a mth plus le worx.sry guys.hahas.was kinda busy with stuffs.sj stuffs n sch stuffs n work stuffs.aiy0.so many many stuffs to do.cant update too much worx.paiisehh guys.bt i promise i'll updates soon agn.cuz nw,my mind blank nahhs.CYA!.

2009-09-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

oh my god!.cant believe that's i'm gone for soooooo long!.hahas.paiiseh.very busy lehx.busy studyin n workin.tired sia.ehhs.hahas.cant say much nahhs.hmmmm.hahas.wil update on the others agn kays?.CHEERS!!. =D

2009-07-07T23:21:00.003+08:00

yeah!.PRISCILLA CHAN XIAOLIN is BACK!!.hahas.was busy at work frm 26th june onwards was busy n was sick too.sianx.then work work work work.all the way til sat,o4.o7.o9.

o4.o7.o9 : went to parkway parade to work.work started at 12pm.nt busy lehx.the manager release me at 3pm.hahas!.cool!.then i went to pet's lover to buy my cutie hamster bathin powder n snacks.hahas.then aft that went to meet mummy.then go city plaza shop with her for like 20mins b4 meetin her frenz for dinner.while we were on our way to meet her frenz,i knocked my head.stupid.cuz i was helpin my mummy to do her phone.nv c the way that i'm gng.lols.then aft dinner went hm at ard 9pm plus.while on the bus,i knocked my head agn.lols.damn suay!.LOLS!.

o5.o7.o9 : went out to have my breakfast cum lunch at tpy central.then went to make new spect.n rushed hm to do smth with my sis.then met zhanhui at ard 2pm plus 3pm.lols.suppose to meet him at 2.30pm,bt i was late cuz of dng smth with my sis.hahas!.then went to orchard central.its TALL n quite BIG.bt bt bt..nth to walk much.lols.then saw aziz,chijie n their frenz which i dont know who.hahas.talked to aziz awhile only.then aft that we headed to heeren.n soon,we were stuck at heeren for quite awhile then went to heeren de mac to slack.aft the rain,we headed to taka.n FINALLY,its like FINALLY!.he gt his FIRST SHIRT!.lols.then we headed to wheelock place.then gt stuck there for awhile agn cuz of the stupid rain.then aft the rain,we went to ps for dinner.hahas.aft eatin,HOME SWEET HOME!.yeah!. =D

o7.o7.o9 : 1st day of sch today.quite borin.cuz this term subject only gt 1.then is like teacher very fast finis the 1st unit.lols.then he asked us to own self own target to do our stuffs.so some read magazine,talkin n sleepin.hahas.i finis readin the magazine i lay my head dwn bt cant slp.then finally,i get to slp.my frenz wake me up sayin go hm liaox.is like..i slept less than 15mins larx!.gosh!.then went clementi to eat mos burger with xixian,xiyun n darrell.hahas.aft eatin went hm to bath n change then meet xixian,darrell n shawn at bugis at ard 3pm.went simlim square to get darrell's n shawn's stuffs.then wen junction walk walk awhile then headed to ps.saw weehong,bt he didnt saw us.hahas!.walk walk at ps le go eat dinner.aft dinner,headed to esplanade.hahas!.had lots of laughter n fun durin dinner n on the way to esplanade.we walked frm ps to esplanade.hahas!.then went to esplanade rooftop to slack n take photos!.its FUN!.hahas!.went off at ard 9.25pm.lols.so tired nw.tml stil gt work.hahas!. (:

2009-06-25T22:23:00.002+08:00

HI PPL!.

oh my.its gonna b nearly 2mths le sia.hahas.sry arx.was too bz with a lots of things.plus.i also gt a lots of things to say.bt if i list out all.i think i'll need a wk to finis everythings bahx.hahas.so i'll juz say recently de.went for zone 10 ancos camp at pula ubin.wah!.cool.1st camp ever at ubin sia.very tirin n also fun.hmmm.back frm camp quite long le.bt stil feelin tired.so ya.there's stil FAC,GESS SJAB (intake'o4) BBQ GARTHERIN n etc photo in my facebook.cn go take a look. ((:

2009-04-27T17:10:00.004+08:00

hey!.back to blog!.i didnt MIA for too long now.been thinkin of a lots of things recently agn.very very sick n tired of it le.shld i say,i'm serious sick n tired aft that last msg i sent u.i dont know what to do anymore.i've been keepin things to myself a lots n stay cool frm the outside with friends.i'm gonna say,i dont know whether wil i burst into tears if i see u on street.n thinkin it back..yes,i will cry.bt i wil ctrl my tears.i guess it wil b a long therapeutic for me.anw,i'm currently free at my elder sis's warehouse office.lols.okays.let's start frm today then reverse back to 20th april kays?.hahas.today went to work in the mornin at 7am.super tired sia.steam the milk for a latte then my hand gt scald by the hot steamer.hais.sucks!.2day also VERY VERY busy.dont why lehx.very busy jiu shi le.the crowd came in frm no where sia.durin my break time i stil tel my boss this 'AIYA.today also wont b that busy de larx.'lols.aft sayin this,the crowd came in slowly.then abruptly they came in frm no where.GOSH!.busy until i use run de.lols.then aft work went to find my papa to go my elder sis's warehouse office.cuz i needa use the printer.hahas.okays.let's say abt sun,26th april.
sun stayed at hm the whole day except went i went out to have my late breakfast n lunch.lols.no mood to go out also.very sianx.woke up at ard...11.13am.went to bath,change n waited for my mummy.then heaaded to tpy central to change something then went to eat.reached tpy make me very very quiet.thinkin of something.bt manage to leave central fast n furious.then stayed at hm watch tv n rushed project at ard 5.30pm plus.manage to finis it in an hr plus.cuz i wanna watch star awards.n muz have dinner also.so finis project le,went to my auntie's hse for dinner n watch star awards with all my cousin they all.now,let's go to sat,25th april.
sat went to work as normal.juz that very tired agn.lols.look like i'm a lethargic.lols.ended work headed straight hm to rest n watch tv.hahas.chat with my papa at nitex in the livin rm.talkin abt tv show.lols.next to fri,24th april to wed,22th april.
fri to wed,busy at work.hahas.worked mornin on fri.cuz aft that met up with linqian,suhui,jane (all my squadmates),zhenshun n tingxin.had ban mian with my squadmates fiz.then aft that zhenshun appear.had his dinner n cont sj stuffs.then aft awhile tingxin appear.talked awhile then we headed to toliet then popular.saw wanteng n jasmin at popular.haha.then stayed at popular for quite awhile nahhs.then headed back to foodcourt to take our bags then went to the 1st floor.went breadtalk awhile then slack for a few mins then HOME SWEET HOME!.MY DRAMA SHOW HERE I COME!!!.hahas!!. =D next to tues,21st april.
tues went to sch for lesson as usual.lols.met kede to get my project that i asked him to help me printed.hahas.i was late.lols!!.in sch didnt do much.teacher nv teach much.aft awhile he gt to go to another class at ard 10am plus.another teacher of ours suppose to come dwn take us.bt dont know where he go.so i fall aslp in class for ard 2hrs plus.lols.woke up headed to clementi hawker center for lunch.then headed back to sch for 2nd class.submitted my grp project bt teacher say nt enough.i on the spot nth to say.sadd. )): last bt nt least,mon 20th april.
mon went to work in the mornin.nth much too.lols.aft work went to find xixian n darrell of cuz there's shawn too.bt he nt in my sch neither is he in my class nor grp.so didnt mention his name in front.hahas.okays.find them to print our project.aft that everything finis at ard 7pm plus.wanna rush hm to watch tv.hahas.at the bus-stop.saw tengteng.surprise nahhs.lols.actually nt that surprise larx.hahas.then reached hm at ard 8pm.my show started 5mins plus ago.

2009-04-19T19:24:00.003+08:00

yea.i'm back here after a few days.well.work goes on.yea.fri went to tanjong pagar to find my mummy to alter my blank jean.then after that went to use computer awhile to search for some sjab stuffs.then headed dwn to tiong.its been 4mths plus since i saw linqian,suhui n jane.oh gosh!.i LOVE suhui n jane's long straight hair.hahas.bt i definitely cnt have my hair till that long.lols.i wil keep pesterin my mummy to cut my hair if it goes that long.lols!.bt i love their straight hair lots,man!.n yesh!.all of them r gettin more n more prettier.its true. (^.^) then after not long,huiying came to meet us after her work.then slowly the rest came n the meetin started.after meetin went to BK with some of them.had lots of laughter n also looked at our past photos.very funny.yeah,man!. ((:
sat went to work as normal.there's artist shootin at UOB PLAZA 1.at outside my outlet!.they r shootin for the show 'THE ULITMATE' that's gng to show on may. ((: saw zoe tay,lee nan xin,elvin,tay ping hui n more!!.OHHH MY GODD!!.lols.they came in to out outlet to seat,eat,drink n have breaks.had some talk with them too.so0o0 close!!.zoe tay brought her elder son along too.he's damnn cute.i swear.fun to play with.when he smile n laugh,he's super handsome!!.hahas.cuz i played with him for very very long.lols. xp
i nv go out today!.see,i'm so0o0 GUAI.hahas.juz finish a project that gotta submit by next tues which is the deadline of it.if stil dont submit.ha!.i'll be DEAD!!!.hahas.quite tired recently too.think of a lots of things too.think it over n over agn,i'm still thinkin of the same old things.juz now look at the sec 3 camp photos.hahas.bring back a lots of fun memories to me.hahas.some words r not meant to be said over here.so....i'll keep it to myself till the right time.okays!.gotta stop here.got to go my auntie's hse for dinner le.bye friends!.LOVESS;MISSES!!. <3>

2009-04-08T22:55:00.005+08:00

OH MY GOD!!.when's the last tym i've blogged??.lols.so0o0o0 sryyy!!!.i was busy with a lots a lots of things recently.okay okays.i've say things that i rmb,kays.. ((: here it goes..

21/3 - went for dental appointment.hahas!.change my braces colour.wooo!!.then slack ard tanjong pagar with my mummy.

22/3 - went to chinese club with my cousin n auntie to celebrate my 1st uncle-in-law's birthday.went to sing sia.super funny too.hahas!.everything end at ard 6pm.lols. XD

then all the way workin n workin.aft work go hm rest,watch tv.my life for that wk until...

28/3 - went out with huiying at nitex.hahas.went to cine n heeren.go find joan's present.in the end,i bought my shirt n someone's shirt at newurbanmale.lols!!.bt b4 that we went for dinner at hong kong cafe.hahas.then aft buyin went to heeren mac to do some sj stuffs.then went hm at ard..hmmm..11.30pm.hahas..then forgotten which day i went to watch movie with huiying.went to watch 'MALL COP',freakin funny larx!.hahas!.

2/4 to 4/4 - went to a fashion walk function at paragon.n the fashion walk is like..OMG!!!.the guys r all so0o0 TALL & GORGEOUS!!.the gals r all so0o0o TALL & PRETTY!!.hahas.i rmb this v clearly.the kids fashion walk for fox kids.hahas!.they r all so0o0 CUTE!!.c the way they walk n post,rly makes me go 'OMG!!.they r real CUTE!!.'hahas.on the same day 4/4,was nicloas 18th yrs old birthday too.hahas.aft the function,met xixian at paragon first.then we headed to cine to buy my care bear.hahas.then headed dwn to bugis to meet the others for steamboat.it was real fun.bt b4 that in the mornin of 4/4,i gt scald by hot oil on my hand.n stil gt the mark.the funny thing of me is,the oil burst out n kena my hand n i can stil stay calm n continue to do the order.lols.i dont even know what i'm thinkin at the time bein.aft i've done everything i look up n all my colleagues n manager starin at me.then i voice out the my hand kena the hot oil n i start to say its pain.then they give me the relieve face.lols.aiya.nvm larx.its over.then on nic's bdae that nitex suppose to ton.bt i cant tahan til 2am plus.i keep ywanin n eventually,i voice out to go hm.lols.took a cab hm.reached hm,bath,brush teeth,bath n everything finis at ard 3am.n there i go..on my bed.SLP!!!.until the next day 5/4.woke up at 2pm plus for breakfast cum lunch.bt b4 i woke up i had a dream.i dont know whether its a gd dream or nt.bt sometime i hate those kind of dream.seem so real.hais..then aft eatin i watched tv for awhile n i went to slp agn at 4pm plus n woke up at ard 7pm.super tired.then went to my auntie hse for dinner.yeahh..

6/4 - went to work in the mornin.i dont know y.when i'm workin i stil cn rmb the date of that date clearly.n i keep thinkin of that same old day 2yrs ago.i juz miss that day badly n my mood that day wasnt gd too.hais.went hm aft work,went to rent 'FINAL DESTINATION 1&2' cuz i watched part 3 on sun.n its like..GROSS&EXCITIN.its juz DELIRIOUS.stayed at hm all day long.n cried under the blanket for awhile.nt thing juz finis v fast.

hais..its been 34 days ever since our last msg to each other.i dont dare to msg u.what cn i say or do.i hate dreamin of u.it seem to be so real.bt everythings juz vanish when i wake up.sometimes i hope i wil never wake up frm the dream.sometimes i hope i wont dream of u that nitex cuz aft dreamin of u makes me worry.i feel like cryin bt even if i do cry.what cn i do too?.nth n juz nth isnt it.hais.that day,i was with a frenz.listenin to a song that juz came out frm her phone.she quickly turn her head to me bt i juz kept real quiet listenin to it.until the middle part of the song she said 'shld i skip this song ( elva - zui shou xi de mo sheng ren).cuz this song seem so familiar n it seem to b written for u....n....him.'when she said this sentence slowly n there's breaks in between it,bt when she's sayin this my tears fightin in my eyes.bt b4 that,they were alr fightin.eventually my tears roll dwn at the same time i turn my head to her n said 'its okays.juz let it play.i understand.i juz want to finis listenin to this song.'she totally understand how i feel n she hugged me in her warm embrace.n there,i cried in slient.'i juz miss him.i rly do.'i said to her.she padded me n said 'its okays.juz cried all u want.'cuz aft that song is all those song seem to b destined n fated written for me.n i continue to bit my lips hard not to let any sound out.'i rly repent for that day.i'm rly v repentant.i juz hope n wish that that day wil never come,i have never agree to go out with him if i know that we r gng to b in this situation nw.if the both of us were stranger for the bein of the yr 2oo7 isnt it gd?.if the both of us didnt get tog at all.all this shit werent happen ritex now,ritex in front of me isnt it.its all my fault.i'm nw repentance for the harsh msg.does he understand?.does he?.'she hugged me even tighter.i know she have nv seen me in this state b4.i dont rmb how long i've cried.bt i cried til i/m out of breath.then finally,i've stop.bt my mood wasnt back at all.not until nw.sometime when i'm walkin along.i juz think of him out of the sudden.whether is he dng gd.whether is he sick.whether does he gt a new gf.sometimes i even asked myself,'y am i thinkin so much abt him whereby he dont even give a fuck.he dont even wants to reply me.for what the heck i care abt him so much.y shld i care abt his life or death.'bt once i asked myself all this,i began to b scare.i dont know y.i juz wish to c him agn,even if its only for a sec.i've questioned myself many many times abt this qustion n i cn forever cant have an ans to it.'y is this happenin to me?.y muz our fate n destiny give us all the happiness bt it juz last for a few hrs or a day?.y muz our fate n destiny give us so many things n b so cruel to take all back?.nt leavin a single thing behind for us to hold on to?.' where's my ans?.whereareyou?.imisshim.rlydo.h.a.i.s. hopefully i'm leavin soon.

2009-03-17T22:11:00.004+08:00

heys!.came back frm camp on sun noon.very very very tired arx.so didnt blog until now.hahas.camp was fun nahhs!.also fierce n strict.hahas.wel.camp started on fri at 4pm.bt i went dwn at ard 5pm plus.cuz i gt to work in the mornin.yea.plus i was sick b4 that.hahas.i'm also a very very very naughty gal larx.seen the doc,was given med bt didnt eat until sat nitex when my cough sudden gt worse.then sun mornin i start to eat my antibotics.okays,get back to the camp fiz.lols.then fri nitex,basically nth much happen cuz all is FAC trg n cases.sir teo came dwn to talked to us abt the camp.then suddenly appointed me for bein a runner to help tingxin out.lols.then frm that moment onwards,i'm the runner!.heheS. xp then at nitex,wanna slp de lorx aft i finis my sch project at ard 3am plus.then went back to the bunk wanna to catch my slp de.then our beloved mdm teo siewhuai came in n the jokes started.we laughed until dont know what sia.lols.the 1 that fall aslp deeply is lydia,kerri n i forgotten who le.then those who didnt get much slp is me,huiying,wanteng,cheryl,tingxin n oenry.cuz siewhuai makes us laughed til PIANGX!.TICK TOCK TICK TOCK,WO DE XIN ZAI TIAO.until she went to bath at ard 5am plus (i think).then we got to slp for ard 5-10mins.then we gt to wake up le.esp oenry n me.cuz we were the PTI.very tired sia!.bt stil gt to do PT!!!.hahas!.fun sia.then aft that breakfast.then cont by their other FAC activities.hahas.then gt FD at ard 9am plus.aft that lunch then they gt their HN n TOC trg etc.that's the moment i saw him frm the opposite classrm.1 look n i know its him.dont know y too.n frm that moment when we saw each other in the canteen for lunch.i somehow cn feel that we were a bit avoidin each other for awhile.at nitex,when the cadets were havin their fierce standby bunk i feel the diff agn.hais.i juz hate the way him n i were in nw.its SUCKS!.anyway,back to the camp.yea.didnt rly ate my lunch n dinner for the 2nd day.no appetite lehx.i dont know y too.ate a lil for lunch n none for dinner.supper didnt eat at all too.hais.nvm.its okays.then at nitex aft the standby bunk,i was rly v tired.actually wanna go out eat with the rest de.bt all too tired to go out.so some ate maggie mee cup in the log rm.then oenry n huiying went out to buy food.lols.i told huiying i wil share with her the supper.bt when they went out the sch,i fall aslp like dont know what liaox sia.by the time i gt called to wake up n eat,i was like.sry,i dont want to eat le,i want to slp!.hahas.paiisehh nahhs!.then slept for ard 4hrs.so tired lehx!.didnt slp for a total of 43hrs plus sia for the 1st nitex til the 2nd nitex at ard 2am plus.hahas.then 3rd was fun too.cadets rly v funny when its funny time.esp benjamin.that joker.hahas!.v funny.wel.aft break camp,i missed the sch a lots.i rly do.bt nvm.then went to tiong to eat with the rest of officers.slack awhile then go hm by cab.once i reached hm,i fall fast aslp.until 8pm plus.then wake up have dinner,watched tv awhile.slept at ard 11pm agn til the next mornin.cuz mornin gt to work at 7am.then aft work,went hm n fall aslp ard at 5.11pm.then woke up at 8pm plus for dinner.then went back to slp at ard 11pm agn.v tired larx.hahas.then today went back to sch for meetin with the ncos.n found out there's a numbers of prob.bt nvm.its okays!.we cn settle it de!.yeah!.then aft that went to meet xixian cuz she wanna go dye her hair at my mummy's place.nice colour.suits her too. ((: then aft that went to ps to meet darrell,shawn n jamil.went to watch 'COMING SOON' at cathay at 7.30pm.nt rly that scary larx.bt gt 1 part rly freak me out n at that moment i was thinkin of ...... nvm.its okays.so went the movie ends.i went hm while the others went to play pool,i think.super tired.wanna slp le. ((:
11/3,wed,went out with jose,weiling,karyee,huiying.hahas.met them at ard 5pm plus at ps pizza hut.hahas.then that huiying was late.went there earlier than me,bt reach pizza hut so late.lols.then aft that we went to watch 'HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU'.hahas!,funny show sia.cnt tahan.lols.then we went to eat ice-cream n chatted.super funny too.went hm at ard 10pm plus.

p.s. took some photo in the camp.bt the photo look v nt nice.cuz was v tired.there's more on wanteng's laptop.some frm my phone only.kekeS. (>.<)

2009-03-05T22:32:00.003+08:00

yeah!.i'm back.hahas.v long nv blog le sia.forgotten a lots of things le.went to malaysia on 21/2 mornin with my mummy,sis n ah yi.went in real earlier sia.reached there at ard 9am plus.once we reached there,we headed for our breakfast cum lunch.then aft that went back to my waipo's hse.then in the afternoon went to eat ice.then went to do nails.aft that went hm to slack n fell aslp in the end.lols.by the time i woke up,its dinner time.hahas.had dinner at hm.then at nitex went to have chicken wings n sting ray fish.cool.declious n yummy!. xD then the next day,slowly all relative came dwn to my waipo's hse.cuz its her 90th yrs old.everybody went to the restaurant to celebrate.then headed back to sg at ard 3pm plus 4pm.reached at 6pm plus.tired larx.hahas.i can rmb this super clearly.I SAW RAINBOW!!!!!!!!.its on wed,25/2.oh my!.its so0o0 beautiful.hahas.wel.bascially,other days was the days for me to work n work n work.then tues go sch.aft sch go back sec sch.hahas.everythings is the same.lols.so quite borin n decided not to blog too much.cuz if it dont make me bored to death by bloggin the same old things.i wil bored those ppl who is readin to death bahx.hahas.then 28/2 went to my grandparent's hse to give my ah gong something.then aft that went to meet huiying to marine square to buy both xixian n xiyun's birthday present. (: bt before that,went city link newurbanmale shop to look for laptop bag.bt too bad,that outlet there doesnt have the colour that i went.bt they helped me to reserve 1 at wheelock place.hahas. ((: so aft buyin the birthday present,we headed dwn to orchard.aft buyin it,i meet my sis at orchard mrt station while huiying headed her way back hm.then my sis n i went to find my cousin n mummy for dinner.lols.then i forgotten other things le.hahas.some r to kept for myself. ((: alright.end here.take care. ((:

2009-02-14T21:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!. (:

when to work today.start work at 7.30am.finis work at 3.30pm actually de.hahas.bt i finis work earlier,finis at 3pm.then i quickly go change n rushed hm.hahas.cuz i'm meetin setiawan at 4.30pm de.so reached hm to bath,change.bt in the end,he was late.hahas.met him at toa payoh at ard 5pm.then aft we met,we were like....where to go.lols.so in the end,end up takin a bus dwn orchard.then walked at far east awhile then go taka,kinokuniya,read books awhile.then we headed to cine for awhile cuz i wanna go buy a mug for my sis.she keeps takin my mug to drink.lols.then aft that we headed to ps.on the way there,saw darrell n jamil.they both gave me a shock sia.hahas.then setiawan n i went to ps to eat.porridge.oh my!.NOT NICE!.spoilt our appetite.sobx.then i walked him to bus-stop n took 131 to vivo with him while he took it straight to his grandma's hse.i alighted at vivo to take mrt hm.hahas.(: today was GREAT.love.. <33

2009-02-09T00:17:00.001+08:00

hey hey.yea.today woke up at ard 11am plus.then go have my late breakfast.then in the afternoon at ard 2pm plus gt frenz came my hse for steamboat.we played,watched 'IP MAN' n football,hahas.then aft that had steamboat at ard 4.15pm.super funny.took some photos too.wil upload when i get the photos,kays?.hahas.the headed to cathay for ben & jerry ice-cream.then wenr parklane for lan.wah!.my 1st time steppin into lan to play.super funny n fun sia!. >.<>

2009-02-07T17:14:00.003+08:00

HI PPL!.i'm back,i'm back.hahas.sry arx.too long nv blog le.cuz everyday same old things.is either work or sch or go out with frenz or stay at hm slp,watch tv.aiya.borin after all.hahas!.13 jan went ps with frenz to celebrate boon's 18th bdae.then hmmm.wel,chinese new yr didnt went back malaysia.cuz start work on the 3rd day of chinese new yr.so stayed in sg.hahas.take lots of ang baos.hahas.then 1st day of cny went to cine with frenz,2nd day went to ah long hse to play.hahas.then bleahs bleahs bleahs.same old things until ytd.went cine to watch 'THE WEDDING GAME' with ah long.i laugh til i cnt take it sia.super funny larx.hahas!.hmmmm.i gt stm de arx.so write til here.sry worx.cuz a mth plus nv blog.forgotten a lots of things i did.hahas.wel.gtg le.upload photos soon.yeahh. (:

2009-01-06T22:44:00.002+08:00

hey hey!.hahas.i'm back!.lols.okays.wel,5 jan 2oo9 is sch reopen time.hahas!.quite funny too.cuz gt new teacher teachin us new topic.hmm.then finis sch at ard 3pm plus bahx.wel,saw quite a number of ex-gessian there too.hmmm.nt bad arx.hahas.then stayed at hm to rest n slp.cuz i was sick for the past wk.sianx.now stil a bit sick lorx.bt act like nth.hahas.today 2nd day of sch,it was fun in sch durin lesson.laugh until i piangx sia.hahas.then lunch break went to JP for LJS.then walked awhile.hahas!. =D nth to walk also.then late for 10mins for the next lesson.o0opppssss!!. xp sch ended at ard 2pm.then went hm to bath n change then went bugis to meet xixian,xiyun n darrell at 4pm like that.as usual larx.late,late,late n late.hahas.then went to bugis junction to walked walked n meet the rest then headed to bugis street.cuz i wanna buy new bag while xixian wanna buy her pant n xiyun wanna buy her belt.i manage to get mine.bt xixian n xiyun didnt.so mayb wil try to find at far east.hmmm.then went to cine to have dinner n watched 'IP MAN'.OH MY GOD!!.that show is nice n POWER larx!.gosh!.aft the show we slack outside cine awhile then went to slack at heeren.cuz cn sit n gt air-con(that's the most impt thing).hahas!.wel.i wonder whats tml programme.hmmm.lastly,i simply miss him.dont know what is he up to n dng now.he juz vanish in this world like that.make me worry.same as last time.bt honestly,i dont mind bein like last time like that.bt at least u gotta msg me n let me know u r safe.bt thx god,at least i cn sense that u r safe.cuz no new of u gettin injure or so.i suppose.

2009-01-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!..

i know i'm 3 days late.hahas.was kinda busy.bt nt on new yr eve itself.okays.31 dec 2oo8,outlet was kinda quiet durin tea-time all the way to dinner.lunch time quite busy actually.hahas.i juz waited for the time to pass cuz I WANNA GO COUNTDWN N PLAY THE WHOLE NIGHT!!.then finally,its time!!.i went hm to bath n change then met xixian at ps.then we went to eat hong kong.then went to the arcade to find the others.then waited for darrell to finis his work then meet us at ps.then aft that we went to marina to watch fireworks.n its like..OH MY,luckily we made it for the fireworks.hahas.ohhh.a lots of ppl went,gt me,xixian,shawn,alex,darrell,melvin,ben,liling,bin,boon,nic,mas n the who.dont know how to spell his name.lols.then aft that,melvin went to find his frenz (the frenz that dont know to come n find us,dont know the way etc) then poor melvin missed the fireworks.then aft that we separated into 2 grps.1 grp follow darrell to eat.another grp follow melvin to find his frenz at the city hall mrt station.n is like..hello,a lots of ppl larx.muz squeeze here n there.then in the end,melvin went himself while we waited for him at the SRC there.then we walked to clarke quay which is like.hmmm,quite near too.then aft that met up with darrell that grp.bt they gng hm le.so left me,xixian,shawn,alex,boon,nic,mas n melvin.we went to find xiyun.bt we stopped at the near clinic there.cuz gt a 'dancefloor'.a lots of ppl dancin sia.i cant ctrl myself too.music juz make me WILD!.hahas!!!. XD COOL MANNNNN!!!!!!.then aft that i wanna go inside the pub de.bt some cant go in then nv go lorx.sianx ): lols.then we slack here n there.then accompany melvin to catch a cab.we walked all the way up towards rivervally that road.then aft melvin took a cab.follow by xixian,shawn n alex.then me,boon,nic,bin n mas walked all the way to rivervally to eat prata.hahas.at there saw kaiyuan.lols.then aft that walked to tiong mac n slack.then saw kaiyuan agn with wenrong.hahas.then all of us took the 1st train hm.tired n fun!.n now.TML SCHOOL REOPEN LE!.dont know whether is borin or fun le.hahas.muz c aft days.lols.tata. (^o^)

2008-12-30T23:18:00.003+08:00

SHE WILL BE GONE AFTER TOMORROW. FOREVER GONE.

now what?.
what's going on with u?.
what's wrong with u?.
i don't understand u until now uhh.
what's the matter now?.
this is not the matter of wheather u deserve this or not by the way u treated me in the past.
this is not the matter anymore not even from the start of the beginning!.
why r u doing this way whereby we can just solve this matter easily n get back the way we were b4.
why must u make it so difficult to continue?.
hais.why?.
if u didn't want to contact me,u can just jolly well stop all the contact with me even when u changed your number.
u shouldn't msg me in the first place to let me know that u have alr changed your number.
u make me feel like heaven.
and very fast,u make me feel like hell.
y must u be kept in the unhappy past?.
isn't there happiness as well too?.
there is...y must u feel the unhappy rather than the happy ones?.
u aren't shellfish neither r u childish nor foolish nor stupid.okays?.
from the day u stopped replyin me.
i then realise that i'm the one that's shellfish,childish,foolish n stupid.
its all my fault.
i'm sorry.

hey!.so borin.stopped bloggin for awhile le.cuz v borin.what a borin life.sch vacation everyday have to work n work n work.everyday same routine,do the same things.so sianxx..only say some things that i did to relax myself frm work.wel.18 dec went to yvonne's bdae bbq at downtown east there.super de far.lols.met xiaoyan n go there tog.waited for emily n her frenz at the mrt station there then we took bus down tog.then slowly its time to cut cake cuz her daddy came alr.then slowly,shao chong came with his frenz.then slowly,qijie came down with peiling mummy n frenz.then slowly irene came down with frenz.then ltr xiaoyan n i took train back hm at ard 10pm plus.then 24 dec went to clark quay to meet sarah n her frenz at central shoppin mall.then aft that we went to walk ard clark quay until 1.30am.then i went to meet darrell then we took a cab to his hse.whereby,sarah went hm with her bf n frenz.then meet the other frenz at darrell's hse for steamboat.then jeremy drunk sia.gosh!.drink so fast for what sia.make urself drunk only.everybody also gt drink.hahas!. (>.<) then 27 dec,finis work went hm bath change have dinner than met huiying at bugis.then we go walk walk.yesh.then 28 dec the whole day nt feelin well aft i woke up at 3pm plus.vomited 2 times.feelin horrible.gosh!!.then nth le lorx.everyday work n work.

2008-12-08T18:04:00.002+08:00

oh my god!.gosh!.super tired..went for sjab atc on the 4 dec-7 dec.on the 1st day of camp,i went there at ard 5.45pm,aft my work.then aft that went for dinner etc.i only know that aft 8.30pm onwards,its a HELL for them.GOSH!.then have powder bath for the cadets.aft that supper n slp for cadets.then hakim,me,wanteng,cherly n oenry went to walk ard the sch at 1am plus,i suppose.then at ard 2am like that gt a fire drill for them.then aft that gt nitex pt.ran frm 1st floor to the 4th floor at the classrm blk then frm 4th floor to the arena.tired sia.then cadets given time to bath n slp cuz next day is hikin.then the officer also went to bath for those who went for nitex pt.then aft that to slp.i didnt get much slp too.slept at 4am plus,wake up at 6.30am.then for breakfast n get ready for the hikin.everythings was delay too.hais.then left sch at ard 1oam plus bahx to bukit batok nature park.everything went smoothly.only the walk at there was like.omg!!. @_@ then suddenly gt heavy rain sia.then no choice.continue the same.luckily the cadets gt their raincoat on.then they continue to play with raincoat.then the officer,no choice.played in the rain with nth n took off our shoes.then aft then took a bus back to sch.then gt cookin competition for cadets.aft that is army actitives by jiahong.then aft that bath etc.then at ard 2am like that gt changin parade.wasnt there for the changin parade.slept at ard 3am like that.woke up at 7am plus.bt stil v tired!.last day of camp gt game,water bomb.i laugh like hell sia.lols.they super funny lorx!!.ya.then break camp went to tiong to eat then took a cab hm.reached hm bath went auntie hse awhile then take a nap then go auntie hse to eat dinner.then went to slp at ard 12am plus.until this afternoon,woke up at 1.56pm.super tired.that's all.take care.

2008-12-04T23:54:00.003+08:00

wel.basically was busy workin.n OMG!!.this is real shockin larx.lols!.received msg frm HIM on the 25th nov at ard 11.10pm.gosh!!.his 1st msg aft a yr past.gosh.i miss him badly.lols.okays,back to that.hahas.wel we chatted until 1am plus n doze off v fast.cuz v tired.then we continue chattin for a few days.within that few days,i gt damn fcukin angry with him.bt my anger juz fade off the next v mornin when i woke up.sobx sobx.his that msg,only that msg makes me cried for the whole nitex.super saddin.hais.)': bt its real,when u love a person,u'll forgive the person eventually that v next moment.u will forgive the person v fast no matter what he do.i know this now le.then aft that,we stopped all msg to let time past n start new n afresh agn.oh,sun went for breakfast with my 2nd auntie n cousin then aft that went chinatown to walk.then met xixian n xiyun n darrell for study.had exams on mon n tue.n mon is the surprise day for ME!!!. (>.<) saw HIM at the mrt station.v stunnin larx.he juz appear ritex in front of me.then i was like stunned n surprise.lols.i was talkin to xixian while waitin for ur sis.then aft talkin,i look at the opposite bus-stop.then at that v moment of sec,i turn my head n he's juz ritex in front of me!.he looks so0o0o0o TIRED!!.aiy0.then aft exams went hm to slp n then went to meet xixian,xiyun they all at ps.look at the others play awhile.then went to eat pizza hut n then went to mac to study for the next day paper.xiyun n i studied until the head gng to burst sia!.hopefully all of us will pass our exams with flyin colours!.hahas!. xD then tue aft exams all of us went hm.i went to find my mummy.then aft that went hm to bath n go out agn.then met xixian n xiyun at redhill mrt station then headed dwn to commonwealth to meet darrell n jeremy.then we headed dwn to clementi there de volleyball court to meet shawn,alex,nick,boon,mas,bin n daniel.then i sit there c them play until i super sianx,went to play soccer ball.lols.then aft that melvin came,n once he come it started to rain.n its rainin cats n dogs.omg!.lols.
wed til nw was bz workin n workin.gng to die soon.recently v bz durin lunch n tea time.n we nt enuff manpower!.GOSH!.tml gonna go camp le.hopefully,i'll b back safe n sound.yea.. (: misses. (:

2008-11-25T21:08:00.003+08:00

23th November 2oo8-24th November 2oo8
went to ah ma's hse for dinner on sun.then mon went to work.worked mornin shift sia.n its like...super quiet sia!.lunch time also quiet.sianx larx.then today went to sch.gt practical test.n its super de easy!.hahas.i tot its difficult bt its nt.gd!.then came hm fall aslp fast at 5pm plus.work up at near 7pm le.hahas.then went to my auntie's hse for dinner n slack there watch tv.lols.tml stil gotta work.sianx sia!!.

22nd November 2oo8
this is the day for FDC.actually suppose to meet huiying at tiong park at 7am de.bt unfortunately,when i woke up,my head hurts.cuz last nitex didn't had enuff slp.then i woke up at ard 11am.then i tried my best to rush dwn to maris pri le.bt i stil miss the part whereby my corp did the drill.hais!.then aft that the result part,all of us can say is sad.the word sad appear on our face.bt as a SNCOs or officer,we cant show to much of it inside of the cadets.hais.we gt 2nd in place.hopefully,they learnt their lesson bahx.bt anyway,guys.u guys had did ur best.there's stil another yr for FDC agn.so do ur best n beat the rest in the next comin yr.JIAYOU!.GESS SJAB ROCK!.DRANGON SPIRIT WILL NEVER SAY DIE!. (: then aft that went to tiong mrt station to meet darrell.then we went to meet daryl n ben at hougang mall.then we went to eat KFC.hahas.i can finis my BURGER SIA!!!!.gosh!.unbelievable.hahas.then we waited for melvin.then frm there,we took bus to east coast.then went we reached east coast arcade alex,shawn,bin,daniel,mas were there alr.then aft nt long,nicholas,desiree n boon seng.then aft that chris's father came to fetch us to the bbq pit cuz its like super far n its rainin!.hahas.then reach there c a lots of ppl.too many to list le larx.n of cuz,there's a birthday boy there!.hahas.nicholas start the fire n its v long cuz its a lil bit rainin.then alex,shawn n bin did helped.then aft that i went over help a lil bit.then when the fire finally started,we started to bbq.only alex n me,shawn awhile only.then nicholas went to take his break.then aft that,i bbq they eat.siala!.i nv even touch my food larx.is like,i bbq for ppl to eat.nt myself sia.then boon seng also v poor thing.gt asked to try the food whether its cook or nt.then aft that desiree,nicholas,boon seng,alex n me went to eat seafood sia.delicious!.yummy!!.hahas.aft that that wen we return to the bbq pit,something happen sia.don't say better.way too far..

21st Novmeber 2oo8
oh MY GOD!.my jie jie finally gt marry at fullerton hotel on this day.wah!.woke up at 8am plus 9am.went to bath n went out to have breakfast with my mummy.aft eatin breakfast then go hm then my mummy started to help my do my hair n make up.cool.then aft that was my younger sis turn.then we leave hm at ard 2pm plus to take cab over to fullerton hotel.the hotel is like..damn nice larx.esp my jie jie de rm.2 storey sia!.then she gt another rm for mummy,papa,sis n me.although is juz a normal rm,nt 2 storey de.bt stil v nice larx.damnn cool.hahas.then finally the thingy started.bz sia.run here n there with my jie jie,help her change to ur weddin dress then help her hold her long dress.then aft that change to another set.wah!.busy sia.hahas.gt pic to updates ltr.hahas.. (:
5th November 2oo8-20th November 2oo8
hmmm...well.nth usual for that 3 wks actual.lols.cuz i forgotten le.hahas!.okays.so basically is work n school only.other than that,i think is go hm,watch tv,slp bahx.unless gt meet frenz,which is like..for a few hrs aft work.went to watch MADAGASCAR on tues,18/11,with 11 ppl sia!.hahas.the whole gt is ours!.lols!. xD then aft the show,went to eat ice-cream with xixian n xiyun.then aft that went arcade to do nth awhile then i went hm fiz to watch tv!.hahas!!!!....BLEAHSSS!!. XP

2008-11-04T22:45:00.004+08:00

hi,i'm BACK!.hahas.well.31st oct was a super busy day for me at work.gt function at 2pm plus.then 4pm plus they gt to do inventory.OMG!.super nt enuff ppl on the floor workin larx.luckily aft 4pm plus nt that many ppl.then slowly 6pm near 7pm.hahas!.I'M LOVIN IT!.NO PPL AT ALL!.i slack until i go crazy.hahas.then sat,as usual.do nth.then forgot what i did le.lols.sun went to darrell's hse with his bros to paint his hse n give them their present.n i laugh like hell.aft paintin i went hm fiz for dinner then went to ntuc with my family.aft ntuc we went to foodcourt.my parents wanna drink coffee.lols.then i went to buy rice to eat.hahas.then my papa look at me n said 'u stil nt full arx.juz nw at hm eat le n stil eat.u next time don't tel me u're on diet arx.'HAHAS!.i laugh sia.then mon work.also v slack durin tea time til closin.then today was my papa's birthday!.HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!.LOVE U LOTS!.n also went to sch for test n finish sch at 1.10pm like that.lols.then i went to my ah ma's hse to wait for my elder sis,papa n younger sis.then we went out with my cousin n ah ma to buy some weddin clothings.then aft that went for dental appointment at 5.30pm.actually,i'm quite scare larx.hahas.juz pretended nth.lols.then aft that went to zone x to find darrell,nic,boon,jeremy,mel,xiao ding dang they all.super funny sia.i frm zone x laugh all the way to cine then frm cine kfc all the way to somerset mrt station.cnt tahan sia!.oh ya!.saw jordan at cine.hahas.was a bit stunned sia.hahas.then nw i'm at hm le.of cuz,finish bathin too larx!.hahas. xD

to sarah LG: hey gal.don't be sad le.mothers r all like that.which kid don't quarrel with their mum?.of cuz every kid does too.bt aft awhile,it wil be ok.afterall,u two r stil mother n daughter.so don't be sad le.who knows next time ur kid will be the same too.ya.(: cheer up kays?.everything will be fine.(: lovess!.muackss!. (^.^)

2008-10-30T22:28:00.002+08:00

hey!.hahas!.went to work today!.was v de busy lorx.ASS!.then also v funny.i steal steal eat a mt bread at bar there.then i didn't even know my manager gary was behind me.then i turn n i bluff bluff nv c him n walk away.bt too bad he saw it le.hahas!.then he pinched my cheek.lols.v funny at work today larx.its too long to say.hahas!.then at ard 6pm plus my sis came to eat 1 fish & chips with her frenz.then aft my work,i went dwn to my mum's workplace to find her.then chat with her ladyboss n its super de funny lorx!.i laugh n laugh non-stop.kekeS.then aft that took mrt with my mummy back hm.when we reached braddell mrt station suddenly my mummy pull my hair sia.then i shouted in the train.lols.PAIISEHH!!!.then when we out of the train she tickle me.i shouted agn.PAIISEHH AGN!!!!.hahas.reached hm went to bath then my elder sis called n talk abt her weddin dinner thingy.hahas.now i'm gng off le.buyin mac for my papa cuz today its his chinese birthday!.SHEN RE KUAI LE!.muackss!. =D

2008-10-29T22:57:00.005+08:00

hi ppl!.i'm back!.hahas.was overseas for days cuz my mum can't take more days leave.yupx.wah!.reached there at 3am plus sia.then go ard find hotel to stay.bt in the end,all hotel FULL HOUSE!.i'm like super de sleepy le larx!.then go hotel sia.worse.then finally at ard 5am plus,we found a hotel (inn) to stay.once i reached there,i fall aslp like a log sia.v tired then wake up at 10am plus.went to breakfast etc.then headed to time square by LRT!.cool!.shopped for 5hrs plus sia.bt my sis n i seperate with my mum they all.we shop ours,they shop theirs.COOL!.bought a lots of things for me,MYSELF.n also for my FRENZ!. =D then aft that i super tired sia.so my sis n i went to DOME @ time square to eat n rest n of cuz.we cnt miss it,PLAY!.hahas!.photos n photos,laughter n laughter!.hahas!.fun sia!.then aft that we headed back to our hotel to keep our things.then aft that we headed for seafood dinner with kate jiejie's frenz.then aft eating we headed back to hotel agn to put things.then we went to chinatown to walk.cuz its rather late le so many small shop gng to close le or alr close le.yupx. :) then 2nd day woke up at 10am plus too.then we went to eat n shop ard at chinatown agn.then aft that sent kate jiejie's mummy to take bus back to her hometown.then we headed to eat beef ball noodles.nice sia!.yummy!!.then aft that we took a LRT to bangsar then change to a taxi to the shoppin mall ard bangsar.once we reached there,we found a cafe to sit n rest n drink coffee!.that's DOME agn!!.cool!!!.hahas.then aft shoppin at there.we took a taxi to bangsar village.which is like....almost nth for me to shop.all the shop there is like,sellin branded things sia.then we took a cab to mid valley.that shoppin mall is like.FREAKIN BIG CAN.u need to take days to cover the whole shoppin mall.i'm serious,not kiddin,no joke.gosh!.then aft that we went off at 8pm to eat dinner.v rush actually.v cuz gt a lots of things to do n pack.aft eatin,we went back to ard chinatown ard to shop awhile b4 we go n take bus.here come the suay part.hais.when we were in the bus,i pass my mummy's phone purse to her.but don't know is she nv take properly,it slip off or someone pick pocket her bag when she's sleepin to steal her phone purse.her whole phone purse went missin when we were half way back to sing.her phone,malaysia i/c,sing i/c,nets,credit,membership n sing cash is missin.then we reached sing,we keep our things etc.we headed to police station to report.then this mornin mummy woke up at 5.45am to JB to report her lost of malaysia i/c n renew it.then afternoon she saw a frenz of mine,yvonne.then aft work today,i came hm to bath n change.then headed dwn to auntie's hse.n lil cute briant n a dear.kissed me twice.hahas!.alrights.end here le.bye.LOVES.. (^.^)

2008-10-25T18:54:00.003+08:00

HI!.so sry ppl.v lng nv update le.sry arx.too busy larx.hahas.ite college vacation til 14 october.so didn't have the time to update my blog.plus,too busy at work aft work v tired.too tired to touch my computer too.lols.so sry.wel..hmmmm.i'll try to recall things back bahx.hmmm.14 october didn't went to sch cuz nt feelin well that wel.hmmm.then the other days is go work n work n work.19 october had lunch with my family (papa side de) at taka crystal jade.hahas!.had a lots of laughter in there sia.my cousin make me laugh til i piangx.aft eatin went shop shop awhile then went hm.in the evenin went to my auntie's hse for dinner.hang there for quite lng.cuz my 3rd auntie came out frm JB.so we chatted etc.then went hm.21 octoberwent to sch aftsch went hm.then at ard 10pm plus went dwn to orchard to meet sarah then we headed to orchard hotel to take our pay.then went hm.22 october aft work went to darrel's hse to paint his hse.WAH!.i don't know how to say larx.then called mac delivery.then went hm at 9pm plus.then the other day i somehow forgotten le.only cn rmb i do bar frm lunch time til closin.super de tired.sry guys.end here bahx.gt to rush off too.kekeS..update some photos here.

2008-09-17T16:32:00.003+08:00

okay okay.i know v long nv update le.ppl keep pushin me to update agn.lols!.hahas!.nth special lehx.everyday the same old things.go work,go sch.go out n play,go hm n slp.lols.borin n same old things.sianx!.today didn't go to work.on mc.sianx.gastric infection.lols.gt scolded by doc too. (>.<) anyway,let me write what i can recall.hmmm.okay.7 september went to sentosa with friends to play volleyball.lols.super fun n TIRED!.hahas.played until v late.we met at 8am at vivo n we played until ard 3pm bahx.kena sunburn sia!.v RED somemore.gosh!.v pain also.then they keep li li siaox siaox me.make my sunburn even more pain sia.then we went to vivo to have lunch n headed down to ps arcade.then at ard 6pm plus i took bus to tiong,to my ah ma's hse for dinner.at ard 8pm plus took mrt hm to rest.v tired the whole damn day!.mon as normal.back to work at 8am.aft work,sarah n livia came my work place to find me.then we went to find xiaoyan tog.then pei xiaoyan do something.then headed to ps meet darrell for the project thingy n had my dinner.aft that went hm at ard 9pm plus,i suppose.hahas.tues also same,went to sch.wed aft work went hm to bath n change.then went somerset mrt station to meet ah long.then went to cine to meet shawn n alex.as it was shawn's birthday that day.okay.then we went to have pasta then went heeren then headed dwn to marina square.yea.until 9pm plus then go hm.ya.then aft that,for the next few days work n work n work.13 september,went to sentosa agn.went to meet ah long at her hse there fiz,pei her c doc.then we took 145 dwn to vivo.then meet the others at the beach n played volleyball agn.until 4pm plus.kena sunburn agn.lols!.then we went to vivo to eat then headed dwn to suntec.then a few of us went to ton at airport.borin n nth to do.fell aslp at ard 4am plus bt v cold so wioke up v fast.lols.then tues went sch,aft sch went library.then aft that went to play pool awhile then went hm to rest n bath then went to tiong to meet sarah,livia,xiaoyan,jovy n ruiqi.yupx!.then went hm at ard 8pm plus.went to slp at 11pm plus.gt nt feelin that well le.yupx. =)

2008-09-03T19:30:00.003+08:00

wah!.so long nv update le.always kena scold by frenz online to update my blog.lols.okay.cuz was recently v busy with school work n workin thingy.plus!.PHONE LOST ON SUN!.damn FCUK larx!.hais.okay.basically,life is stil the same.either i'm stil active alive in this world or not in this world le.ya.lols.
12 august: was my birthday!.went out with frenz to play pool until.hmmm.ermss.ehhs.i forgotten what time le.then aft that they gave me a surprise.lols.played,drank n take pictures until 10pm plus.then went hm.v tired plus next day gt work sia.hahas.
16 august: went back school for homecomin.it was okay larx actually.only the speech super de BORIN!.hahas.aft that went out with sarah n livia.then at 6pm plus we went to bugis to meet jovy n felix.hahas.then aft that sarah had to go hm aft dinner.then livia,jovy,felix n me went to play ard until i think 11pm plus bahx.lols!. :D
then all the days until 29 august is the same.go school,go work.aft sch go out with frenz,sun go out with mummy then meet frenz.the same old things.
29 august: went back to school for teachers' day celebration.was fun.cuz met a lots of frenz that i've long time nv c.hahas.then aft that went for sj trg awhile.then aft that went hm to slp.then woke up at 7pm plus.waited for time to past a bit then went dwn orchard to meet xixian.hahas.then aft that wen cine walk awhile while waitin for darrell.
31 august: met xixian at bugis at 6pm plus.pei her to buy her things.then walked ard awhile.n was crossin the road to bugis street n that's how i LOST MY PHONE!.WHAT THE FCUK LARX!.hais.every single msg gone sia.my whole mood sianx.then call to suspend my line fiz.then wen to cine to meet darrell n shawn.then went to eat dinner n catch a movie at 9.25pm.while watchin the movie,my mood is up n dwn,dwn n up.hais.anw,we watched 'DEATH RACE'.was nice actually.luckily my mood was up went they show that interestin part.hahas!.
2 september: went to school for a SUDDEN practical test.then finis practical test went to eat breakfast cum lunch.then went to do "BIG" project.then went hm at ard 12pm plus.bt reached hm at ard 1pm plus.change n seat in front of my com then called my frenz.then have to leave hse.in the end,they LATE!.hais!.nvm.aft all,the outtin was fun!.hahas!. (>.<)

2008-08-10T23:12:00.003+08:00

10 August 2oo8
woke up at 1pm plus agn.cuz SOMEONE CALLED ME N WAKE ME UP if nt i can sleep even longer lorx.HUMMPPPHHHHH!!!!!!!.went to meet ah long at ps at ard 3pm plus.then met the others at arcade.slack at there until i was about to fall aslp.then went hm at ard 10pm plus.super tired.tml stil gt work at 10am to 7pm.hahas. T_T

20 July 2oo8-9 August 2oo8
wel.basically,i've forgotten what's gng on recently as life is the same.sch on tues.workin on the others day n sun off.that's all.that's my life.lols.okay.so i shall LALALALALALALALALASSS until 8aug.hahas!.cool sia!.when back to sch at ard 6am plus.woke up at 5am plus.okay,i can said that i didn't sleep at all.super angry sia.can sleep became cannot sleep.what the!.don't wanna say what happen too.OH MY GOD!.saw him frm far,just 1 look n i knew its him n i started 'OH MY GOD!.' until don't when then i stopped tp rest.hahas.super high too.don't y.then all of the sudden became quite low.don't know y too.okay.mayb i know y.bt i don't wanna say it out.then b4 he went back to his poly for test we talked a sentence in quite a short distance.cuz i was gng to enter gerenal office at that time when i saw him there.lols.then aft that went off at 10.30am with gerard.i went to work in a SUPER GD MOOD.hahas!.feel gd.aft work went to find my mummy n i was stunned.then i know y her boss say she's bz.SHE BZ DNG COLOUR FOR HER HAIR SIA!.LOLS!.then aft that ah may jie jie came our hse to slp for a night cuz next day my mummy n her have to wake up early to the airport as they r gng to thailand with the company.b4 that we had our dinner at our nearby market.ya.that's all.9august,woke up at 1pm plus.lols.then went to meet willi,vincent n huiying at bm interchange.cuz they r celebratin my birthday in advance.we had lunch cum dinner at dome.aft that we went to suntec to c the WCG thingy then head down to marina square to c fireworks!.cool!.nice!.then went hm at ard 9pm plus.slept at 2.30am plus.hahas!.

2008-07-19T20:36:00.008+08:00

17 June 2oo8-19 July 2oo8
wooo~!.its been a mth plus ever since i last blog.hahas.sry arx.was bz with a lots of things.no time to go online.hahas.okay.here its goes.but i muz say that i can't rmb every single thing i had done durin this 1 mth plus.hahas.okay.hmmm.1st July n 2nd July went to work at 7am.cuz i have to leav work v earli for this 2 days.helped my mum for her exams.hahas.bought sarah to b my mum's model.budden,in the end is nt my mum do.is another person do.bt still,the colour not bad.then aft that went back to gess to take our sch cert.hahas.then went to bugis to look for my mum n we have some small dessert there.yupx.that's for 1st july.(: then sch reopen on 7 july to 11 july.went sch everyday lorx.end sch at ard 2pm plus eveyday too.i rmb on thurs,10 july,aft sch me,ah long,ah ying,darrell n bernard when to ngee ann poly for lunch.that's quite a big poly from outside.hahas.didn't went in all the way.cuz aft that darrell meetin his bros for mt.ya.then aft lunch all of us went hm.at ard 6pm,we meet agn at ps arcade.then played until 9pm plus,i suppose.then we went back hm cuz next day got sch at 10.30am.fri,11 july,started sch at 10.30am n end at 11.30am.is like...hahas.then i went back to bath n change to sj tee n went down to sch.cuz i'm going chinese garden with the others 7 sj member to know the route.hahas.everything finis at ard 5pm plus,i suppose.hahas.sat,12 july,went to work at 7.30am n finis at 3.30pm.super tired sia.lols.went ps to celebrate francis's birthday on sun,13 july,although his exact birthday is on wed.aft celebratin i went hm for dinner then went to my auntie's hse.then aft that,i've been workin everyday except for tues.cuz every tues is sch day!.hahas.

somethings keep botherin me in my heart,i don't know what to do.
* hais.its been a mth plus n u didn't even msg me.didn't even know what's wrng with u.i'm juz so envious that sarah always get to c u at redhill ard.she saw u twice n she told me too.did anything happen to u?.or r u scare of something.juz let me know.i hate this kinda of feelin n u know i hate this kinda of feelin well too.boy,i missed u badly for the 1 mth plus.i totally don't know what to do as i simply know that,u'll always in somewhere in my heart even if i go into a new relationship(i'm not in any now too)which i don't really wish to cuz u're the only one in my a part of my heart.u totally gave me everything that i want.even tot we didn't meet up often.bt i'm happy enough when i received ur msg n i know ur presence.mayb,that's what they called love.its somethings that u won't ask for more.but then,this few days something make me think n think too.there's a new request of enterin a new relationship.bt i don't know whether shld i or not.i know my feelin v well to him.as we're close frenz.i don't want our friendship to become relationship then end up breakin n that goes our friendship.n from then on,we won't b like now so happy bein tog as frenz le.hais!.i'm so confused with my feelin.its juz so complicated.but i simply know that.no matter what happen,u'll always b in a part of my heart.(:

2008-06-16T18:52:00.004+08:00

16 June 2oo8
woo!.stayed at hm the whole day to rest.hahas.slept until 3pm then wake up.then nv go out le.stayed at hm to rest n watch tv.hahas.tml got to work.okay.don't know what to say le.byee..

6 June 2oo8-15 June 2oo8
basically,was bz workin on these few days.bt sun,8/6,was bz in the mornin til afternoon.finally was free at ard 6pm plus.then went cine with huiying to buy newurbanmale slipper n shirt n also apply for their membership.then after that met ah ying n darrell at ps at 7.45pm.after meetin them,huiying went hm so i went out until 12am plus with the rest of them.went to find ah long after her work.the next day mon,9/6,went out with them to watch kung fu panda.hahas!.what a funny show it is!.GOSH!.i laugh until i piangx.very cute n funny.hahas!.then tue onwards was workin.quite bz sia.then fri,13/6, took mc,cuz of my stupid gastric agn.the stupid gastric acid made me keep feelin like vomitin n whole body like breakin.hais.went hm to take the medicine.then met huiying at 2pm plus at tiong to go back sj trg in sch.was surprise to saw aziz,waileong,kaiyuan,weiyuan,wenrong n another guy in sch.didnt expect to c them.that's y.lols.then after sir lee came down.n i was like.ohh,no no no!.cfrm drag de.no choice.he big mahx.then drag the time lorx.super funny too.edward shouted command that make me,huiying,wanteng n hakim laugh until piangx.lols.then after that went hm to have dinner.sat,14/6,went back to work at 7.30am until 12.30pm.cuz we got father's day celebration at my sis's hse.hahas.its sooooo FUNNY!.when all my relative saw me,they kept callin me 'HAN BAO BAO'.then now,i' known as 'HAN BAO BAO' in my family.lols.stayed there until 11pm plus then my bro sent us hm.hahas.sun,15/6,went dempsey to work.quite bz in the afternoon.actually wanna wait for ah ying finis work then walk down the hill tog.but somehow,something happen,need to b alone.so i went hm alone.in the bus saw bin.chat a few sentences then bye le.then reached hm to refresh myself then usin uzap a while,watched tv a while then fall aslp le.woke up at 8pm n went to my aunty's hse.waited for braint.hahas.super cute.i wanna go buy things with my mum but he don't allow.he pull my hand n said 'yiyi,cannot go cannot go.come back.' lols.then i went back a while then when he turn his head i ran out.hahas.

* hais,i don't know what happen to u.didn't reply my msg for so many days.wonder whether r u very bz or u're havin ur school vacation le.hais.or whether is it..cause of the present u've received,and u've scare ur wits out.hais.i don't know what to say le.that's all.

* TO ALL MY FRIENDS: once u r my friends.u r always my friends.as people say,its easy to find friends but its hard to break friendship.so no matter what u guys had done to me before,i just wanna say.even though i can't let it go n wil rmb it for life.but no matter what,u're stil my friends.cause someday one day,u'll have ur own bao yin de.so friends,do treasure and cherish friendship ard u before its too late to do so.take care.((:

* SOME PEOPLE LIKE TO ATTRACT OTHER PEOPLE ATTENTION.SO THEIR TEND TO SPAM OTHER PEOPLE'S BLOG TO ATTRACT ATTENTION.SOME PEOPLE DOESN'T HAVE ANY COLOURS AND CREATIVE IN THEIR LIFE SO THEY ARE TRYIN THEIR VERY BEST TO SPAM OTHERS PEOPLE'S BLOG TO MAKE THEIR LIFE MORE COLOURFUL N MORE CREATIVE.COME ON LARX PEOPLE.BY SPAMMIN OTHERS PEOPLE'S BLOG DOESN'T MAKE YOUR LIFE MORE COLOURFUL OR MORE CREATIVE DE.
* BUT SOME PEOPLE SPAM BLOG IS CAUSE TO TAKE REVENGE.
* TO THOSE PEOPLE'S BLOG KENA SPAM BEFORE.JUST HECK CARE OF THOSE SPAMMER.THEY ARE JUST TRYIN TO ATTRACT ATTENTION FROM THE OTHERS.THEY ARE JUST TRYIN TO MAKE THEIR LIFE MORE COLOURFUL AND MORE CREATIVE.NO USE TO QUARREL WITH THEM THRU BLOG.WHAT A WASTE OF TIME.DO TAKE CARE!.(:

2008-06-05T22:50:00.003+08:00

5 June 2oo8
went back to work.1st day of workin is soooooo tirin!.it is!.v tired!!.gosh!!.so many ppl durin tea time.plus don't know y suddenly big headache.then i kept bangin onto the edge of the table.big bruise on my tights.super de pain sia.hais.end work at ard 9pm plus.reached home at 10pm plus.super de tired sia!.gosh!.

* SOMEONE DARE TO BETRAY THEIR OWN FRIEND BUT DON'T DARE TO ADMIT IT N KEEP DENY IT.
* SOMEONE DARE TO DESTORY THEIR FRIEND'S RELATIONSHIP N ACT A NICE N KIND ONE IN FRONT OF THEM.
* SOMEONE ONLY KNOW HOW TO SAY THEIR FRIEND THINGS BEHIND THEIR BACK.
* IF THAT SOMEONE IS NOT HAPPY, COME OUT N TALK PERSONALLY.DON'T HAVE TO HIDE BEHIND N TEL THE OTHERS.N DO THOSE STUPID FCUKIN THINGS.
* THAT SOMEONE SHOULD KNOW WHO I'M REFERIN TOO.

28 May 2oo8-4 June 2oo8
its MR.SILLY's birthday on 28 May.bt i wasn't feelin well that day.bt i stil make myself to go c doc then aft that go buy his present.cuz maybe is cuz,when u're stil in love with someone out there.no matter how sick u r.u'll stil go n buy his present as its a wish in ur list.n i did it.then bought qian's birthday present tog too.cuz on that day she met me n i pass it to her.oh ya,MR.SILLY.don't have to say thanks to me either to my mum.but its surprisin.she didn't object me from buy birthday present but in fact she gave u 1 BIG one too.lols.was stunned!.(: here comes 1st June 2oo8,FAC COMPETITION 2008.n 1st time in history!.GOSH!.GESSIAN SJAB!.U GUYS ROCKS!!.won 1st n 2nd in first aid case of both nursin cadet team.won toc,first aid short case for ambulance cadet team.for team that didn't win.n for all the team.its alright.at least u guys did ur best.even though we didn't get the overall trophy,its alright too.we'll go for it agn next yr.NO PROBLEM DE!.GESS SJAB WILL NEVER LOSE N NEVER SAY DIE!.aft everything,went to have dinner with sj ppl at marine square.reached home quite late.chiong my study for next day exams.2/6 to 4/6 is my F&B exam!.cfrm...FAIL!.don't y.got this feelin.hais.anyway,its over too.

2008-05-27T22:30:00.003+08:00

27 May 2oo8
went to work today.even though i'm nt feelin well.hais. :( was v v v busy today.almost faint!.GOSH!!.ermms.have to go study le.next wk exams start le.hais.ohh.its MR.SILLY's (cuz he kept sayin sry to me for nth.hahaS!.) birthday tml.HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE WORX!.(: may all ur wishes n dreams come true.stay healthy n don't be like sec sch time,kept fallin ill.hais.anyway,take care!.(:

21 May 2oo8-26 May 2oo8

nth special recently.went to sch on thurs.aft sch went hm to rest n do some work then went out with frenz.when to watch 'CHOCOLATE' agn at cathay.hahas.nice mahx.so muz watch agn.lols.den tat guy beside me keep askin me nt to spoilt his movie mood.bt he kept askin me what's going to happen next.WAH!.i was like.arrggghhhh!.lols.aft movie we gt nth to do.went bak to ps to play awhile then walked from ps to orchard.then frm there,all of us went hm.kekes.fri,23/5,my outlet gt function.outlet closed at 3pm.prepared everythings for function.aft functions have to clear everythings.while clearin stil gt fireworks to see.hahas!. xD cuz they havin singapore arts festival.sat,24/5,started work at 7.30am.bt i was late.lols.almost everyone that's workin mornin were late larx.lolS!. x) ended work at 12.30pm.huiying came to my outlet to find me.cuz we gt a sj meetin at HQ at 2pm.when to HQ early to c fac team.bt too bad.all of the team went for lunch break,by the time they come back,we have to attend meetin le.aft meetin went to find fac team agn.n its v funny too.too lng to type le.then at ard 6pm met huiying(cuz she went hm fiz),livia n joan at tiong for dinner.n aft tat went to meet my mum n pei her to my cousin's place to play mahjong.lols.went hm at ard 1am like that.cnt tahan.v tired plus nt feelin well too.then the next day,nt feelin too well.so didnt went to work part-time.mon,26/5,went to sch.at redhill mrt station saw quite a few ex-gessian.n i was stunned!.dotZ...in the afternoon went our with frenz,went to watch 'MADE OF HONOUR'.aft movie,i went hm for dinner.v hungry.hahas.

2008-05-20T22:19:00.002+08:00

20 May 2oo8
went to work today.was quite bz actually.do closin bar.bt dont know how i cut my finger.quite deep.lols.bt i gt no feelin when i cut my finger.until now,i stil nt sure how i cut my finger too.reached hm at 9pm plus.went to bath n have dinner n do some work.until now then free to go online,super tired.

2 May 2oo8-19 May 2oo8

basically,didnt do anything much.was busy workin n studyin.then sometime aft sch went out with frenz.cuz that's the only day we cn garther out to play.other than that haven to work n work n work.bt on 7 May,i heard a super bad new from 2 frenz of mine.that make me cried the whole nitex.next day go work with super swollen eyes.hais!.what a bad new!.what best frenz for yrS?.what a JOKE!.frenz cn betray until like that.what's best frenz for?.until nw,i stil have no ideas y she must do until like that.cant i have my own happiness with a guy that i really love 6 mths ago?.do does she have to destroy it?.act a kind n nice frenz in front of me.at my back,dont know how many times she betray me le.hais.bt acutally,got to thank my 2 frenz that told me the incident happened nearly 6 mths ago.cuz aft they told me,on that nitex then i clearly understand my feelin n heart towards him.aft so many mths.i stil cant let him off of my mind n heart.i cant let him go.even though i've tried to entre a new relationship.bt it failed.cuz i cant make myself tu step into a new relationship.i miss him,yes i do.bt like what he said n what i agree,what had been done had been done.we cant change anything too.beside,i dont know how he feels too.so i think let our fate n destiny lead us the way bahx.(: 16 May,went to commonwealth to meet joan,livia n huiying for dinner n chat n also to hear more news.then aft that went tu joan's hse tu slack n eat cheesecake.went hm at ard 11.15pm like that.reached hm at ard 12am le.hahas!.17 May,went out with huiying n livia.met them at somerset mrt station at 6.30pm.bt i'm a lil late.hehes!.=x then we went to buy movie tickets.aft we bought movie tickets,went to eat long john then went walk walk at heeren.hahas.watched 'CHOCOLATE'.super nice!.n quite funny too!.HAHAS!.aft movie then we went hm.cuz too late le,livia have to reach hm by 12am.19 May,went to find sarah n xiaoyan at vivo.then waited for jovy.then we slack at vivo a while then went to plaza sing meet darrell n his frenz.bt sarah,jovy n i didnt stayed long.cuz they all look so serious.then accompany sarah hm n waited for her at coffee shop near her hse.the aft that we went to sgh de bus-stop to meet livia.then we accompany sarah to visit her cousin.bt jovy went to meet her frenz fiz,so left with livia n i waited for sarah.bt we didnt manage to wait for her cuz my mum called me to meet her at raffles.then livia want to go hm too,so we went to the mrt station together.aft meetin my mum,my elder sis called n asked us to meet at marine square.she treated us for dinner.the sent us hm.quite tired nahhs.bt actually,its quite a happy day for me.cuz of sime other reason.kekeS!. xD

2008-05-01T00:40:00.001+08:00

30 April 2oo8
hahas.sry ppl.was kinda bz recently.hahas.no tym tu go online,olso lazy tu go online too.hahas!!.so my blog isnt dead at ol.hahas. xD oh.anyway,ii've sum updates fotos here.haha!. anyway.was bz workin tis few wks.wel,sch reopen on 14/4.when bak tu sch do nth.listen tu teacher tok a while den go hm.lols.aft tat,went hm tu bath n went out wif frenz.went tu watch 'DEFINITELY,MAYBE'.ha!.wad a show sia.nt nice larx.only understand wads happenin behind.gosh.hahas.den aft tat went hm cuz next dae gt work mahx.den daes goes on by workin,workin n stil workin.21/4 went tu sch tu have test.den aft tat went hm.actually gng out wif ah ying dey ol de.bt dun0 yy,my mood suddenly go dwn da drain.den ii went bak tu slp until abt 4pm liddat den wake up.saw jon msg.den mit him at tiong at ard 5pm.he brin mie out tu eat tcc n drink.den he kept pullin mie tu play pool.lols.ii no mood tu play pool bt he kept pullin mie.super funni when we were out.hahas!.den ltr we went tu cine,bought movie tickets.watched 'THE HOTTIE AND THE NOTTIE'.lols!.tis show is super de NICE larx!.super de FUNNI too!.hahas.aft movie went hm cuz next dae gt work,work n work!.LOLS!. x)

2008-04-06T23:29:00.003+08:00

6 April 2oo8
woke up at 11.40am.den went tu bath n mit my mummy n cousin tu my another cousin's place as its his son,braint,bdae party.hahas.den aft tat pei my mummy tu bus-stop cuz she's gng tu do tings.den ii leave my cousin's place at 3.45pm tu bus-stop tu take bus tu somerset mrt station tu mit ah ying.den went tu cine tu mit garry.den we buy movie tickets,'SHUTTER'.aft buyin tickets,went tu TCC tu eat.den aft tat go watch movie.cuz we bought 6.25pm de movie tickets.da show de sound effect scare mie duno hw mani tyms sia.den da couple beside mie cn hug each other.ii cn onli hug my legs,bag n da wall.sobs sobs..hahas.den aft tat went tu eat dinner n dessert.while eatin dessert heard sumting tat make my mood go dwn.bt ii've try tu pull it up.yupx,ii onli pull it up a while.sry,guys.den ii went hm.n nw.ii reached hm.look at my blog.my blood boil!.
FUCKER!.DARE TU WRITE DEN PUT UR NAME LARX!.WAD!.EU NAMELESS ARX!?.UR PARENTS FORGOT TU GIF EU NAME HAR!.WRITE UR NAME LARX!.DUN HIDE BEHIND UR COMPUTER LYK A COWARD.NOT HAPPY CUM LARX!.FUCKER!.II DUN EVEN NOE EU NEITHER DID II STEPPED ON UR TAIL!.WAD?!.LJ FACE?!.DEN WAD ABT URS?!.PLS LARX!.TAKE A LOOK AT DA MIRROR LARX!.PPL WAN TU PIERCE OR NT,MIND UR FUCKIN BLOODY BUSINESS!.MY TONGUE OLSO NT URS!.FUCKER!.

P.S.sorry,kor n da sao.suddenly my mood went down the drain just now.ehhs.as i've say before.i'll change after last week is over.and i'm serious about it too.so.ya.and to those fucker that only know how to hide behind your computer and spam people blog.please kindly write your name and whatever you're unhappy with.better think before you write anythings.and if i don't even know you and you're trying to give any fucking comments,then be careful.cause i don't even know who the FUCK are you.

5 April 2oo8
went tu work at 12.30pm.almost late sia.cuz b4 tat went tu my mum's workplace.wanna have a haircut.in da end.ii went dere fer lunch n have tu rush tu my outlet.lols.was dng closing cashier 2dae.do until v late sia.cuz assistang manager teachin supervior sumting.tat's yy.den aft tat went tu another outlet tu work until 1am.den took company's cab hm.reached hm n do my tings.alreadi 2am plus le.went tu slp at 2.15am.quite fun n tiring. x)

2008-04-05T01:18:00.002+08:00

1 April 2oo8-4 April 2oo8
wel.basically,was workin ol tis daes.although ii'm tired sumtyms while workin.bt ii pulled myself tu work.lols.gt scald by hot milk when dng coffee sia.although its pain,bt hu cn ii refer tu?.noone bt onli myself.no choice.when ii was workin.esp food runner tat part.ii'm super serious sia.cuz ii dun wanna received ani complains frm customers.hahas!.tat's yy ii chiong so hard.lols.den 2dae while takin ice frm ice machine,da cover of it suddenly drop n it hit my one of my ritex hand finger.n nw its blue black sia.super de pain.bt ii bear wif da pain frm mornin til nw.cuz noone else ii cn turn too.tis few nitex had been eatin ice-cream non stop.sumtings is wrng in mie.dun0 yy.bt ii've realise tat everytym,onli when ii'm low or tryin tu numb myself n runnin away frm sumtings.ii wil eat a lots of ice-cream.hais.mayb is tat reason bahx.ol tis nitex have been watchin 'ying ye 3 jia 1'.super nice sia.juz finis watchin da whole episode 12.hahas!.super nice n swit!.GOSH!.havent been contactin ppl much tis few daes too.hais.super late le sia.tml gt work frm 12.30pm tu 1am.gosh!.hahas. xD

P.S.once its a history,let it be a history.plesae don't try to let history repeat.its hurting.it really is.throw away the past,live with the furture.i've said i'll change myself again to another priscilla that i don't even know before last week.and yes,i did see the big differences in me now.not i'm seeing myself,people around me said so too.well.i'm gonna change even more too.please don't get surprise when you see it for yourself.things had change since 1 April 2oo8.and it wil continue to change.should i pierce my tongue?.i've been thinking quite long le.maybe the answer will be out soon.take care people.

2008-03-31T23:59:00.002+08:00

31 March 2oo8

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,KOR!.lols.went out tu mit kor n ah ying.hahas.suppose tu mit at 2pm at somerset mrt station de.bt in da end.lols.ah ying n ii were late.hahas!.den aft tat we mit kor kor at cine.den we go buy movie tickets.bought 'ORPHANAGE',da show is at 5.15pm.so we went tu taka seoul garden tu eat.hahas.ii asked dem tu eat slowly,in da end.ii ate super fast.lols.den ii super de full too.ate 3 mango favour ice-cream.hahas!.den ah ying sae ii emo,eat so much ice-cream.lols!.den aft eatin,we go TCC tu eat cakes and drink coffee.bought kor kor a piece of cake as his bdae cake.hahas.he was stunn sia!.lols!. xD den aft tat we rushed bak tu cine cuz we were late fer da movie le.super paiisehh sia.when we enter,its lyk.a lot ppl le larx.n da show lyk started duno hw lng liaox lorx.den ii ran up sia.hahas!. xp den ii found our seat n sit dwn fiz.ii sat inside fiz den follow by kor kor n ah ying.hahas!. x) da movie is a ghost show sia.da sound effect quite scary.gt scared by it a few tyms.den when ii turn my head ii saw sumting tat make mie wan tu laugh bt cnt laugh out loud.den ii kip gigglin.lols!.den a while ltr okay liaox.durin da show gt other ppl wanna scare deir frenz den make da sound so loud,in da end gt nth.everyone was lyk laughin larx.hahas.den aft a while agn,ii turn n saw ppl hold hand liaox sia!.hahas!.ii kip laughin non-stop sia.LOLS!. :D den tat stupid kor kor kip showin mie dey holdin hand.aiyo.super da irritatin larx!.den kip disturbin mie.ayio wei ya!.hahas!.den att da whole movie.ii laugh until piangx sia.frm lvl 6 laugh until B1.lols!.ii laugh until ii unbalance.almost fell dwn frm da escalator.den kor kor stand dere n laugh.ah ying stand dere n gigglin.humphh!.hahas.den aft tat we went tu eat ice-cream agn.hahas!.den aft tat,GO HM LORX!.hahas.went aunty's hse a while juz nw.nw wanna watch my 'ying ye 3 jia 1' liaox.hahas.bye guys!.

P.S.things around me is changing again as i've say earlier on.no worries people.i know what i'm doing.hopefully,i didn't choose the wrong path now.kor kor n da sao!.remember what i've told you two earlier worx!.hahas.kor kor got his most biggest n precious present sia!.hahas.anyway!.take care n last long!. ^^

2008-03-30T17:47:00.003+08:00

30 March 2oo8
was at hm da while dae.lols.quite sianx.bt luckily,gt show tu watch.if nt ii bang da wall.lols.okay larx.nth happen 2dae at hm lehx.juz tat juz nw eat dinner le,eat my med.ate too fast.super bitter sia.hahas!. =S ltr gng out soon le.kekes.

P.S.thx von laogong,sarah laogong,jovy laopa,ahying sista!.thx fer bein with me when i'm down this few days.even though i didn't message you girls about things happening around me.but i know that you girls are always there for me.no worries.i'm fine.after a few weeks of thinking.i've began to love the loneliness le.but still,things will stil change after today.but i'm alright.i'm starting things again.no worries kays?.love you girls.muackss!!.

28 March 2oo8-29 March 2oo8

28/3:din go work.wasnt feelin well.so went tu c chinese doc.brin my sis along tu c her finger too.den aft tat went tu sch tu take my n'lvl cert n den ii found out tat.ii'm lyk da last one tu take larx.GOSH!.lols.den went tu c sj fer a while.talked tu da sjab flag dae i/c abt my past 2 yrs experience.den aft tat went tu mit huiying.went tu find joan's bdae present.hope she wil lyk it.^^ den aft tat go far east buy tings a while den go eat den go hm.eat until ii super full sia.reached hm rest a while n slp le.cuz dun wanna tink of too mani tings too.

29/3:HAPPY BIRTHDAY,JOAN!. x) hahas.went tu work at 10.30am.den aft work wanna go sj flag dae de.bt dey sae endin at 4pm.den ii c da tym den ii go hm lorx.go hm tu rest n bath n wait fer da tym tu cum n ii cn go out n have fun agn!.lols.mit sum lng tym no c da crazy frenz.hahas.mit huiying,kiansin n bingzhong at somerset mrt station at 7pm.bt ks was late.n hy play cheat.she took cab dwn.hahas.den aft tat we went tu cine tu buy movie tickets den go taka mac tu eat.lols.den at da escalator dere ii sae sumting wrng.onli tat tingy den dey laugh until piangx.ii olso laugh til piangx.den dey kip li siao mie liaox lorx.lols.bt its kinda fun.dey li siao mie until ii go hm larx.lols.we went tu watch 'VANTAGE POINT'.lols.tis show is interestin.bt wad make ppl laugh is tat it kip repeatin bak da tym tu 11.59.58am sia.lols.bt luckily its's different angle.if nt ii go crazy.lols.FUN NITEX WIF EU GUYS!!. XD

2008-03-27T23:53:00.002+08:00

27 March 2oo8
wel.was a bz dae 2dae too.same as da past few daes.fake smile n laughter.tryin tu numb myself by workin n workin.bt stil,sumhw ii dun0 wad da fcuk happen tu.tings changed in mie agn.ii've told myself tu stop everytings n end everytings here.bt stil...hais.wasnt feelin well at work too.2dae,ah ying told mie tu stop tinkin abt him.he's nt worth it.aft readin it,ii tink a while n yesh.mayb ol guys is nt worth it.juz nw read his blog n noe sumting.mayb its a gd tings tu him.shld b a gd tings tu mie to.finally,he had found a gal tat cn make him laugh n put on a smile on her face everytym dere mit.its a totally big different frm last tym when he n ii were tog.so,isnt it a gd ting?.yes,it is.honestly,ii'm typin tis wif a smile on.n tears fight in my eyes.it din roll dwn.bt ii cant b ctrl animore.hu understand mie?.ii admit when eu asked fer tog,ii tot ii wun fall in luv wif eu tat much.bt yy do ii fall in luv so easily?.wads wrng wif mie?.dere's mani mani tings in my hart.hu understand mie?.hu hu hu?.hu cn gif mie an ans?.ii cant take it animore.fer wad da FUCKIN reason ii care n worri abt him fer?!.wake up larx,priscilla chan xiaolin!!.sry,ppl.ii'm tired.ii am.tat's it.

P.S. sorry guys.things hit my mind suddenly.maybe,yesh.i should just let things go now.i shouldn't be the priscilla chan xiaolin that i used to be.i shouldn't had fall in love so easily.once things hit my mind and i'm clear of it.i'm sorry,i'll do it one day.well,noones know what i'm up to now.its better not to know now.i don't wish to be save to this world again.if only,i had the chance to live again.i would not like to fall in love easily.alright.the priscilla that is typing this blog will die after this week is over.another different priscilla will appear.or maybe,she will leave here putting everythings behind her.and be guardian angel.things will happen very fast after this week is over.i swear.i promise.
to him: just wanna say,i'm happy that you've found a girl that care and concern about you.that can make your smile get brighter and brighter each and every single min.rather than the past you had,suffering.ya.that's it.take care.bye.

25 March 2oo8-26 March 2oo8
wel.was bz workin.had fun in work too.cuz ppl over dere sumhw feel tat my hart n my everytings is totally different nwadaes.esp my manager n assistant manager,dey sumhw feel tings is nt ritex in mie.dey kip makin mie laugh.bt no matter hw big n hw loud my laughter n smile is..its ol fake.fake.fake!.while dng closin fer bar.ii kept super quiet.hais.ii dun0 wad da fcuk ii wan tu.hais.

2008-03-25T23:29:00.003+08:00

24 March 2oo8-25 March 2oo8
work on 24/3.super de tired.lols.do bar.gt a lots of order durin tea tym.aft work,went hm tu bath n eat dinner.den rest a while on com tu watch my 'ying ye 3 jia 1'.hahaS!.watched until ard 1am plus den slp.hahas.watch ep 2&3.hahas!.nice sia!.super de funni.bt ii cnt laugh too loud.if nt kena scoldin frm my papa.hahas.he's watchin taiwan news mahx.den ke lian de wo,wan tu laugh my laugh w/o ani sound.lols.
work 2dae too.super de tired too.hais.it had been 6 daes since he MIA.dun0 wad da hell is up wif him.he cn go MIA fer so lng.hais.gt a cut on my hand durin work.den da whole dae have difficulties in takin tings.bt ii gt tu bear wif da pain.cuz ii cn share da pain wif noone animore. :'( work ended earli fer mie 2dae.cuz ii close da bar super fast plus at ard 7.15pm liddat.no more customers le.den ended everytings at 8.17pm liddat.bt cuz ii waited fer my other colleagues tu go off tog.so waited until 8.30pm plus den leave.came bak hm tu eat maggie mee.den aft tat watched tv a while.tink of sumtings n tears roll dwn.den nw wanna cont tu watch my 'ying ye 3 jia 1'.

P.S. baby,i'm sorry.i didn't believe n trust you when you told me that between you n her is nothing.the reason why you two are so close is cause of this show.and i always used this thingy to start a quarrel with you.this interesting and nice show.you always tell me to watch this show but i didn't.until last sunday,i watched ep 11&12 then i realise how nice it is.and i finally understand why you two had so much to talk about this show.its a show that will lead two person who is interested in this show to talked a lots.i know that its too late to regret.but no matter what,i'm gonna finish watching the whole ep.i promise.baby,what had actually happen to you?you didn't contact me since last wed.it had been 6 days.do you have any idea how worry am i?i'm just acting strong n brave in front of others.but noone knows how weak am i inside.baby,i'm so sorry about the past,about not believeing and trusting you.i'm sorry. :(

ah yi&waipo =)

23 March 2oo8

went tu paradize centre fer lunch at TAO'S restuarant as it's my uncle-in-law's bdae!.da food over dere is lyk.wah!.esp da drink tat ii order.wah!.ice camo wif peach nahhs!.super de nice larx.bt too bad.my lil baby cousin,braint,is havin high fever.hais.din play much wif him.if nt ltr ii kena beat by him.aft lunch,went tu taka wif my mummy n cousins.den aft tat we went hm.super de tired.ii went hm tu change a short den go coffee shop mit my mummy n aunty dey ol.den have my earli dinner dere.aft tat rushed hm tu watch 'ying ye 3 jia 1'.oh gosh!.ii watched ep.11 n 12 tat nitex.n its super de touchin.aft tat show finis.ii fell in luv wif da show.den ii on my com tu watch ep1 onwards.watched until near 1am.den finis da whole ep1. :]

2008-03-22T23:24:00.002+08:00

22 March 2oo8
went tu work at 10am plus.super de tired sia.nt mani customers too.lols.sum funni funni tings happen durin work.lols.aft work went far east wif huiying a while.she pei mie go buy clothes.thx gal!. ^^ den aft tat we went hm,ii went hm tu bath den aft tat went dwn tu tiong.cuz its my k0r k0r's bdae!.happy birthday,bro!. =D hahas.he brought his new gf too.tat jie jie quite cute n pretty worx.kekes.went tu eat steamboat at ard my ah ma's hse.bt my ah ma's feedback abt da food is..nt gd.hahas!.ii agreed tu it too.cuz its juz so-so.ii prefer ah ma's steamboat.hahas!. xD wel.ii did drink too.nw ii noe da feelin of drinkin alcohol wif pills.da feelin is.OMG!.cuz ii ate so much med wif alcohol.o0opSs..bt if anitings happen tu mie nw,ii wun b here typin n postin new post le lorx.ha!.hais!.mayb is cuz my mind is too blurr n confuse wif tings ard mie le.make mie feel lyk...hais.aniwae,frenz is harder tu find dan lover.so ppl out dere,treasure n cherish ur frenz ard eu.dun miss anitings b4 its too late worx.n fer lover,do love,treasure n cherish ur partner as much as eu cn.dun let tis chance slip thru eu.

P.S. baby,ii'll always rmb da daes we had.no matter r we stil tog,wil dere b a chance tu b bak tog or juz frenz n frenz.da daes we had is hard.da daes we have nw is even harder.ii dun0 wad had actually happen tu eu tat makes eu MIA frm mie.bt aniwae,do take care lots esp when eu're sick.n stp smokin le.at least cut dwn lyk wad eu had done b4.wel.ii muz learn tu treasure n cherish ppl ard mie tat love mie n care abt mie b4 aniting happen tu mie.b4 aniting is too late.do take care.bye.

21 March 2oo8
woke up at 11am plus.super tired sia.den aft tat go my aunty's hse.went bugis wif mummy,mei,aunty n waipo tu have my late breakfast cum lunch.den aft tat when tu bugis street tu walk a while n buy shirt.aft tat went tu da temple tu pray.den talked on da fone wif ah ying.n tat's hw ii found tat he's sick fer 2 daes.den ii'm tryin tu col him fer concern bt he hanged my fone fer dun0 hw mani tyms.den ii msg him,he olso dun wan tu reply.dun0 wads up wif him nw.hais.wads wrng wif us nw?.eu make mie super de wad le.hais.dun0 eu larx.mon n tues stil ok ok.den ol of da sudden,eu're playin MIA wif mie n onli mie.is lyk wtf!.hais.ii dun0 larx!.sobx sobx. :'( aft tat went hm fer dinner n dessert at my aunty's hse.dun0 yy.ii've been quite worry fer him.hais.mayb,aft a cry tu slp is even beta.dun0..

2008-03-21T00:38:00.002+08:00

18 March 2oo8-20 March 2oo8

18/3 - was workin.nt much ppl actualli.lols.learned hw tu make coffee le.wel.nt bad.make sum coffee order on my own nahhs!.lols!.was so happi when ii saw da coffee ii maked myself.dotZ..oh.its ek's sis bdae.if ii din rmb it wrngly,his sis name is huilin bahx.ehhs.sry,nt sure too.bt aniwae.happi birthday!. :) actualli,ii've sumting fer her de.da cake tat ii made myself.1st tym in history,did a cake fer sum1.cuz din had da chance tu mit ek up.cuz he sae he's bz wif his side de tingy.den he sae tml cn.den ii was lyk.hopefully it dun spolit.den ii sae when eu finis work tml den msg mie.we shall c hw.wel.here it cum tu 19/3.same old ting in work.hahas.maked coffee on my own too.quite a number of order in tea-tym.n olso.its da dae he went MIA.msg him so mani tyms.bt he din msg mie.n tu b honest,da cake if kip fer too lng,da taste of da cake wil b spolit.n it raly spolit n my hart breaks too.nvm.ii tot he was bz wif his tings.okay.den 2dae,20/3.he din msg mie neither did he reply my msg.ii tot he wil msg mie 2dae.bt he din.ii dun0 wads da matter nw.ii dun even noe wad had happen.he juz MIA fer 2 daes.wel.mayb he onli MIA cuz of mie.cuz tu wad ii noe is.he did contact ah ying a few 2dae.so it doesnt mean tat he raly MIA le.so nw,ii realise tat ii shldnt have msg him animore.is either he dun wan tu msg mie/reply mie or he's raly bz at da tat ii msg him.ii shldnt have msg him animore.ii dun wan him tu feel tat ii'm buggin him.i'm tired.ii am raly tired.gif mie a break.pls.

da reason yy ii wanna gif ur sis a bdae present is cuz.frm da dae ii noe eu had a younger sis,frm da dae ii saw ur cute lil sis n frm da moment ii decided tu b wif eu.mani mani tings is in my mind.ii've decided tu take care of eu as much as ii cn.ii've decided tu b nice tu eu n ur sis as much as ii cn.cuz ur sis is cute.serious,although ii din tok tu her b4.bt she juz look is cute.ii've decided tu change as much as possible in a faster tym.wel.tu b honest.actualli,our story is gng tu have a clear start.bt eu choose tu end da story cuz of da tings.n mani mani.bt eu din gave mie da chance tu cont da story,tu make it tu a even beta story.hais.wad else cn ii do?.nth else le.ol tu do is..let c whether is dere a 'tu b continue' le.

17 March 2oo8
went tu sch 2dae n found out its sch holidaes.tat's yy larx.when ii entered tu sch ii realise hw cum so lil ppl onli.lols.den aft tat went tu our next classrm tat we wil b usin in next term.go area cleanin in our new classrm.aft tat teacher sae cn go hm le.so ii took mrt wif him.bt in da train.we nv even tok more dan 10 sentences.hais.ii duno wad tu do.juz tu leave him alone as da dae b4 he told mie tu leave him alone on mon itself.atf he leave da train.ii was tinkin of a lots of tings.mayb ii shldnt had.bt stil,ii did.once ii reached hm,ii went tu slp straight away.until 2pm plus den wake up tu bath n change den went tu mit dem agn.mit at somerset mrt station.den we went tu cine tu buy movie tickets aft tat went tu far east tu eat n shop.thru out da whole journey,he din tok at ol.ii din tok much either.bt ii force myself tu brin da smile up.n show tat ii'm okay.ii'm fine.ii'm happi.bt fer wad ii did tat fer?.mayb ii shldnt have brin da fake pris out.mayb ii shld show out wad ii was tat dae.bt ii din.aniwae.aft we left far east,saw him tokin on da fone.n tat's when ii finally saw da smile frm his face.bt aft he hang da fone.ii nv c him tok or smile agn until we reached cine lvl 9.while we were playin.ii finally c his smile n him tokin agn.wel.we went tu watch 'SKY OF LOVE'.its a very very very TOUCHIN N NICE SHOW!.serious!.ii cried.cuz of da show tat is touchin,cuz of da show tat it played in da movie n cuz of tings ii've been bearin in my hart.aft da show ii went hm.sae bye tu ah long den asked ah long tu tel ah ying tat ii go hm fiz cuz ah ying is tokin on da fone.den ii walked over tu ek n sae bye tu him n sumting else.den ii turn n ran away.ii duno wad ii'm runnin away frm.bt my mind juz asked my tu run,run as fast as possible.until ii reached mrt station,when ii'm in da train.den finally,ii cool dwn.if ii had a chance agn.ii wil watch tat show agn,'SKY OF LOVE'.n if onli ii had da chance agn.ii wld nt lyk tu fal in luv so easily.ii'm tired.gif mie a break,wil eu?.

2008-03-17T01:17:00.003+08:00

16 March 2oo8
wake up at 11am plus.went tu bath den go my aunty's hse tu wait fer my waipo tu finish cuttin her hair den we go fer breakfast cum lunch.den aft tat went tu bishan wif my mummy.had sum tea time dere too.den aft tat,went tu orchard wif my mummy n sis.went tu walk walk.aft tat when bak hm fer dinner.havin dinner halfwae,received msg.den aft tat ii went tu da rm tu watch tv n eat my dessert.den aft tat mit ek tu return his jacket which is lyk..stil wet.cuz rainin.den aft tat pei him eat dinner.den ii rushed bak hm cuz my papa gng tu da toilet.if he go den nobody help mie open door le.lols.den aft tat write my dairy tat have tu submit tu teacher da next dae.den study my cocktail list.n nw,ii have tu turn off frm here n cont my work le.nitex ppl.swit dreams!. ^^

10 March 2oo8-15 March 2oo8
10/3 - aft test went hm tu rest.den aft tat went out wif ah ying,ah long,ek,aliff,nizar n qing hong tu cine.nt lng,aliff,nizar n qing hong went hm.so da rest of us went tu shaw house dome tu have sum snacks fiz.den we go tu far east.in between it,ii saw tings ii shldnt had.den ii went tu toilet tu cool dwn.bt sumhw,my tears juz dun listen tu mie animore.it roll dwn when ii'm walkin.bt aft nt lng,when ii understand everytings.ii take it as nth.aft far east,went bak tu cine tu buy movie tickets.watched 'RULE #1'.wah!.ii din even noe its a ghost movie larx.ii stil blurr blurr buy le den when ii go in,den ii noe is ghost movie.ii dun even have ani prepare tu watch it.quite scary bt its nice.hahas.gt scare by it duno hw mani tyms.bt da part tat make mie laugh is when dere's a part tat da person beside gt a shock n he jumped out frm his seat.lolS!.aft movie,ii went hm.cuz next dae gt work,mornin shift summore.hahas.
11/3 - ah long,ah ying n ek came tu my outlet tu eat.bt dey r late fer 30MINS!!.lols.cuz dey cant find da place.hahas!.den dey called mie so mani tyms.ii bz den nv listen when ii col dem bak is lyk gng tu 4pm le.hahas.den aft my work,ii changed n find dem tu tok a while den ii have tu rush hm tu bath n change n rush dwn tu tiong tu mit da other sj intake'o4 cuz we ol gng bak tu sch fer npcc & sjab campfire.lols!.wad a nice campfire!.raly!.ii raly enjoy myself.ii v lng nv go fer campfire le.tis campfire is super de funni!.esp NPCC tat side!.hahas!.aft campfire,talked tu my sec 3s squad.aft talkin tu dem,went tu have supper wif da intake'o4.qian brin her new bf along.hahas.den at sqize.qian asked mie yy am ii so emo.ii nv sae anitings.den ii started tu tok tu him a lil.den he saw my cut n den qian's reaction is lyk..BIG!.she sae 'GOSH!.EU STARTED UR NONSENSE AGN ARX?!'den ii juz kept quiet n smile.den aft tat her bf sae 'y spit urself?'den ii kept quiet agn n smile.den when we r orderin.everyone was lyk stunned!.cuz ii seldom eat so mani fer supper de.den dey sae 'i noe eu emo.dun nid tu eat so much de'den ii kept quiet n smile agn.aft eatin,we ol went hm.ii took cab hm.da cab gt drive pass novotel.den tings started tu run agn.ii've tried tu block le.when ii reached hm,change n wash up n ii go tu bed.ii slp until 3.30pm da next dae.super tired sia.din contact anione da whole dae.cuz ii'm juz too sick n tired le.
13/3 & 14/3 - nth much larx.went tu work as usual lorx.
15/3 - at work,while dng da one shot of coffee.din put da tings properly.it drop n da hot hot water gt onto mie.n ii hurt my left hand.stil gt da scar sia.hais.den at nitex,ii cried agn.lng story,dun wish tu sae.too tired tu sae le.den ii switched off my fone da whole nitex.

2008-03-08T21:54:00.005+08:00

8 March 2008
wah!.hahas.my work was lyk.lolS!.ppl was lyk sooooo lil sia.hahas.finis closin bar quite earli nahhs.lols.bt da cleaner tat is moppin da floor is lyk...super slow...make everyone of us wait until horx.aiy0,y0!.den went hm at ard 4pm plus tu bath n change den go tiong mit huiying straight away.den go another outlet tu find prabu n ah ying.hahas.had my dinner over dere too.spent $30.90.lols.aft eatin,stay dere tu tok tok tok.hahas.ran tu da toilet 3 tyms.drink too much water liaox.hahas.

To: HIM
Do you know abt me?.
When we first met.
I know that,

it's still too soon to call it love.

Cause I had only just opened half of my heart.

But I know it's more than just a crush from me to you

We're getting closer everyday in school or when we were out,

and when you look at me that way when we first got togther,

I always wanted to say..

If I open up my heart to you,

I just need to know you feel it too.

Will you be the one to make my dreams come true?.

I got a feeling this could be,

something that I thought I'll never see.

You're on my mind night after night.

Something keeps telling me,

it's alright.

You could be my everything,

that I've needed.

But I didn't take that chances wisely.

Till I know that you're with me through whatever I am,

Till I know what's your feeling for me last time,

Till I know where you stand in my heart,

Till I know that everythings is too late.

Will you be the one to make my dreams come true,

if I open up my heart to you once again?.

Will you be the one there for me,

to help me get though?.

It has been so long since we have talked again yesterday night.

I hope that things are still the same like the past,

hoping that they will never change.

Cause what we had can't be replaced,

don't let our memories fade away,

keep me in your heart for always.

Do you know that you have made me believe

that I can do almost everythings and anythings,

such as changing myself and my attitude?.

First when I just entered ITE,

I thought my attitude is not gonna change so fast cause of the new surrounding I am in.

Until you stood right by me,

through the tears and through everythings.

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared and the tears we cried.

You'll always be the sun in my sky.

It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday.

Even though we go seprate ways,

you made me believe that I can do almost everythings and anythings.

If the day should come when you need someone (you know that i'll follow),

I will be there right for you.

Don't ever let there,

be a doubt in your mind.

I want you to know,
I'll remember you and everythings that you had done for me
and baby that's forever true.
You're the one that I'll always miss,
never thought it would feel like this before.
Until everythings had ended.
I'll be there for you,no matter what you're going through.
In my heart you'll always be,
forever baby,
I'll remember you.

24 February 2oo8-7 March 2oo8
wel.basically nth had happen.bt ii've been showin too much attitude on tis few daes.hais.tat lead tu a mistake tat ii've done.hais.ii'm onli tryin tu play wif him on 29/2 as ii was on mc,my leg swollen.gt tu go fer accpuncture.den at nitex msg ek.ii tink ii had over played everytings.hais.ii lead myself in2 tis.hu tu blame?.nt him,nt anione else bt mie.hais.ii've make him super angry n he cant tolerate mie animore.he finally sae out his word.yesh,we had ended on 29/2.wad cn ii do?.nth.honestly,ii tot he was juz kiddin when he sae 'break lorx'.n when ii noe he is serious,ii was stunned.ii cn onli blame myself fer bein so stupid.hais.ii'm sry tu make eu suffer cuz of my bad n stupid attitude.he asked mie tu change,yesh,indeed ii'm changin bit by bit,dae by dae.bt at least let mie play finis fer da last tym.n when ii was abt tu end my play.n b serious.he break tis new frm mie.yy does ol guys have tu break tis kinda of new suddenly tu mie.make mie dun0 wad tuu do.hais.ii dun0.yesh,ii admit tat ii'm close tu garry when we were stil tog.bt aft eu complained n sae out ur feelin,ii din go so close tu him le.until tat dae.when ii saw ur fone,da fotos.it makes mie boil.ii choose tu kip quiet at fiz.ii tot ii cld ctrl myself.bt da more ii tink,da more boil ii am.ii'm tinkin 'ii'm ur stead.halo!.no matter hw eu dun trust mie or so.eu shldnt have taken dose pic.'do eu eva tink wads my feelin when my own stead took fotos of mie n kor kor tokin?.its lyk.kor kor n mie havin wad fcukin affair.pls.ii'm onli tryin tu tok tu kor kor.bt.hais.wel,f&b line is liddat dere wun have much tym fer each other,bt if we r willin tu fork out da tym.its no problem.honestly,last tym when ii finis work eu asked tu mit,yy do ii sae 'okay'?.is cuz ii wanna spend da tym ii cn wif eu.tat's yy.yesh,ii admit tat my attitude is nt up yet.tat's yy tat dae at kbox n bugis my attitude is stil liddat.bt ii've explain it tu eu in sms le.hais.ol ii wanna sae is ol in da bk tat ii return eu.tat's ol ii cn sae.aniwae.ii'm changin.even my colleagues at my outlet sae so.whether fer eu tu return mie da bk hand tu hand or nt is up tu eu.bt b4 tat,we stil nid da tym tu retrust n rebuild everytings in us.on da other daes,was makin myself bz workin.so tat ii cn numb myself fer da tym bein rather dan kip tinkin ol da nonsense.wad ii wan nw is: BE HAPPY.SMILE ALWAYS.PUSH OL DA RUBBISH N NONSENSE II GT AWAY.AND MAKE EVERYONE ARD MIE HAPPY RATHER DAN WORRY ABT MIE.II NOE MY OWN SICKNESS.II'M ALRIGHT.NO PROBLEM,YEAH. ^^

2008-02-23T10:26:00.005+08:00

23 February 2oo8
2dae actualli gng tu wake up at 9.15am tu get ready fer work de.bt ii received a bad new frm vone laogong.tat ah gong had juz passed away.ii was lyk.half in da dream,half awake.den ii was 'HUH?!.SERIOUS?!.HW CUM?.'hais.da last tym ii saw ah gong was on da 1st da of cyn.he gave mie ang bao n we chit chat a lots.bt nw.hais.ltr ii'm gng tu c him wif vone.hais. =(

a gal wif : 4 legs,3 hands,2 body n 1 head..

priscilla n huiying [ FULL U ]

15 February 2oo8-22 February 2oo8

okay.cont on fri nitex.chingay rehearsal duty!.wah!.its lyk..FUN!.hahas.finis da duty at ard.erms.10pm plus 11pm.den sir hakim have tu send cadets bak tu HQ.total gt ard 80plus cadets sia!.den sir hakim asked mie tu go wif him tu send cadets bak tu HQ.total ii tink we ran 4 tu 5 rounds liddat,sendin cadets bak tu HQ.den when da ambulance onli gt mie n huiying,he started makin his nonsense.LOLS!.super funni!.ii tat dae voice nt gd le,stil laugh til ii piangx.hahas!.den aft everyting,sir ko sent everyone bak tu deir hse.dose living at bishan,ang mo kio,yishan n toa payoh,he sent dem hm.super tired.
16/2 - its actual chingay dae!.reported tu HQ by 5pm.mit huiying by 3.45pm liddat.went tu eat ban mian.v lng nv eat sia.hahas.den aft tat we leave at 4.15pm liddat.den go concourse tu change tu full u.den wait fer more details.finally we set off by 5.45pm liddat.da whole event started at ard 7pm plus.F1 is lyk 'WAH!.POWER SIA!.'hahas!.actualli,huiying n ii suppose tu stay til 5pm in da mornin den cont da next duty in da mornin which is NUS de.bt cuz sir scare we too tired le.den he asked us tu go bak HQ tu slp.bt huiying n ii went tu suntec tu eat mac cuz we v hungry.den sumhw quarrel wif ek in sms.haiS.den aft eatin we took cab bak tu HQ.ii cant even slp larx.ii'm nt used tu nv brush teeth b4 gng tu slp.close n open my eyes dun0 hw mani billion of tyms.huiying stil cn slp until so soundly sia.lols.my 2 other cadets frm gess olso cnt slp.gt mosqutios sia.kip bittin mie.den finally!.4.45am liaox!.den ii wake huiying up tu wash face n change tu full u.den cadets wake up at 5am.den ii go carpark dere wif huiying,saw our other 3 cadets.stil gt 2 more havent cum yet.den we go lecture rm tu tok,cuz sir asked us tu rest dere.den 6am breifin.den we set off u east coast at 6.30am liddat.my station officer is super de CUTE!.hahas!.he make mie laugh til piangx.cuz we sianx mahx.gt tu entertain a bit.hahas!.den aft duty,sir simon sent huiying n ii hm fiz.wewent hm tu bath n change.den ltr have tu mit at 3.15pm tu HQ agn.cuz gt another duty at chinatown.have tu report at 4pm or 4.15pm.da fire crackers n fireworks is nice de lorx.den everyting finis at 10pm plus.finally!.cn go hm n slp le.
18/2 - mit ah ying,ah long,kor kor n ek at 3pm plus at somerset mrt station cuz no sch.cuz we gng tu eat n watch 'PS,I LOVE YOU'.saw quite a number of ex gessian tat is my intake de at cine.stunned!.our movie start at 7pm.da show is nice n touchin.aft da show,went tu heeren HMV tu c songs.den we went tu da bus-stop.dun0 dng wad sia.actualli wanna ton de bt kor kor n ek gt work on tue.den haiS.too bad.ol go hm.ii was kinda of angry actualli.hAis.dun tok abt it.

2008-02-15T12:57:00.005+08:00

15 February 2oo8
wah!.went tu sch 2dae bt do nth.listen tu teacher tok tok tok den go hm.sianx!.actually gong tu mit dem tu vivo de.bt.cancel everytings.hais.nvm bahx.ii ltr gng bak tu my sec sch den aft tat gt chingay duty.mayb mittn dem ltr bahx.ehhs.gtg le.update abt 2dae tingy soon!.

13 February 2oo8-14 February 2oo8
went out at nitex on da 13/2.cuz thurs no sch.suppose tu mit at 8pm at city hall mrt station de.mie,ah long,ah ying n farhan went tu shop fiz.we went tu starbucks tu rest while ah ying was eatin.den lte we went tu arcarde tu play until it close.den aft tat we went tu mac cuz ah long n farhan wanna eat.thx tu kor kor.kor kor manage tu wake him up.kekeS. xD den aft tat we went tu mit ek at yishun mrt station cuz we gng woodlands tu kor kor's hse tu slack.hahas!.super de funni.ii laugh until ii fal on da floor.LALALALALALAS!.den ol of a sudden,ii gt a col frm hm.gt sumting on den ii have tu go hm.wah!.reach my hm da cab fare is $20.40.SUPER DE EXPENSIVE LARX!.lols.
wooo!.14/2 lehx!.valentines' dae nahhs!.hahas.actually,suppose tu go out wif da 2 couples at 3pm de.bt ol havent wake up until 2pm plus.dotX.esp ek.slp until lyk pig liddat.hahas.den we change da tym tu 4.30pm.luckily ii nv reach dere at 4.30pm.hahas.cuz by da tym we ol reached dere is lyk 5.30pm liaox.hahas.we went tu watch 'AH LONG PTE LTD' agn!.super de nice larx!.hahas.bt our movie show start at 9.50pm.so we went tu have dinner fiz den go ps tu play arcarde.den aft tat at 8.45pm,we go our own wae fiz.den we mit up agn at 9.15pm tu walk bak tu cine.juz new when we reach dere.hahas.da movie end at ard 11.50pm liddat.go hm straight away cuz next dae gt sch.hahas.oh.HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY tu ol couples,may ur relationship last lng.tu single,no worries.eu wil soon find ur MR. RIGHT OR MISS. RIGHT soon!.take care!.

8 February 2oo8-12 February 2oo8

HAHAS!.was at waipo's hse at malaysia on da 2nd dae of cyn.lols.quite fun.lookin at dem playin mahjong.WAH!.hahas.my biao ge is super de funni n NOISY when playin mahjong larx.ii laugh til piangx!.den finally,he's nt playin mahjong wif my mummy n others cousin.lols.den ii stil sit dwn dere watchin at dem playin.den yy ii fell dwn frm da chair.my butt hit da floor.super pain sia.den aft tat we went fer dinner at ard 7pm plus.actually,ii'm suppose tu cum bak tu sing on sat de.bt ii came bak on tat dae ii went it,wasnt feelin wel larx.reach sg msg ek find out tat he's sick too.wanna go his hse de.bt ii scare ii lost my wae.dotx.den nv go,stay at hm tu rest.hahas.on sat [9/2] went out wif ek.bt he cum my hse fiz.cuz too earli liaox.hahas.stay at hm hse tu watch tv.den abt 5pm plus 6pm den we leave tu cine.when tu have dinner at lng john fiz.watched 'AH LONG PTE LTD'.hahas!.super funni larx!.lols.den aft tat mit ah long,ah ying n kor kor at 12am plus fer another show which is 'KUNG FU DUNK'.wah!.watched 2 tyms liaox.hahas.den sun [10/2] went tu mit sarah at suntec.pei her take ur fone n eat dinner.we went mac tu eat,ii order a cup of hot chocolate.wah!.nice!.den ii went hm tu have my dinner.den nv go out liaox.hahas.11/2 n 12/2 ii cant rmb wad ii did le nahhs.hahas.basically is gng sch n learn new tings.hahas.oh.yesh!.mon [11/2] ah long,ah ying,yvonne,xiubing,kor kor n ek came my hse tu take red packets den aft tat we went amk hub tu watch 'CJ7'.wad a touchin show.nice show too.when hm at ard 11pm plus.den do my tings den go slp.next dae gt sch.den next dae go sch ol 5 of us v de tried!. xD

2008-02-08T06:00:00.000+08:00

7 February 2oo8

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!.yest was da 1st day of chinese new year.guess eu guys muz have got a lots of red packets bahx.kekeS.ii got a lots yest to0.hahaS.woke up at ard 11.53am yest.lolS.my whole family woke up late.hahaS.leave hse at 12pm plus.den wanna go my god-father dere de.bt da hse door close.den took a cab bak tu my ah ma's hse fer lunch.den mit von at 2.30pm.went tu god-ah gong's hse tu c him.nv c him fer so lng liaox.actually,got a lots of red packets frm von's relatives dere.hahaS.den aft tat went bak tu ah ma's hse fer dinner.wah!.make mie super de shy sia when ii'm saein tings tu my uncle tu get my ang bao.make mie laugh to0.den ltr my ah ma,auntie-in-law,mummy n papa sit dwn n sae ii'm lyk mie 3rd gugu.hahaS.den aft tat went hm tu bath n change den mit baBy at 7.40pm plus.den head tu cine tu watch 'KUNG FU DUNK'wah!.nice sia!.power larx!.love jay chou!. >.<>.<)

2008-02-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

6 February 2oo8
wah!.wad a rush dae fer mie.lolS!.when tu mit my ex classamates at 8.30am.bt ii was late.hahaS.den we went bak tu sch tu c teachers.hahaS.den aft tat when tu bugis tu mit ah long,ah ying,k0r k0r n baBy.bt ii was late agn.HAHAS!.aft mittin dem we went tu eat sushi.lols.aft tat went tu temple tu pray.den aft tat went tu bugis street tu walk walk.bt weather is lyk.SUPER HOT!.cnt stand it.den aft tat k0r k0r n baBy wen tu buy deir own shirts while da gals when tu bugis junction tu walk.cuz gt air-con.hahaS.den aft tat dey cum n find us le den we slack ard at junction.den ah long n ah ying went hm fer lunch cuz dey'e gng gentin at 6pm.kekes. =p den aft tat ii brin k0r k0r tu mummy's workplace tu cut hair.hahas.mit huiying dere straight away.den aft tat ii asked mummy's boss tu cut k0r k0r's hair cuz mummy's bz.den huiying n ii gt t chiong bak tu bugis fer last min shoppin.hahas.brought my new yr clothes finally!.super rush.den huiying go do nails.den ii pei her a while gt tu chiong dwn tu my ah ma's hse fer dinner.den aft tat went tu chinatown.WAH!.a lots of ppl sia!.super squeeze!.GOSH!.den rush bak hm tu do last min works.hahas.finally,everytings is done!.

baBy: ii'm tryin my best tu let da past relationship go.no worries.ii'll b wif eu is nt ii'm tryin tu use eu tu ferget abt him.is cuz ii gt da lil bit feel fer eu n ii noe it wil increase as daes pass by.cuz we r bornin our relationship as tym fly.dun let my feel fer eu decrease worx.kays?.misses.lovess.. =))

jingliang n priscilla :)
anwar n priscilla [da wind super big] :)

US!. =D
sarah n priscilla :)
jovy n priscilla :)
priscilla n alphonsus :)
priscilla n logi [he's super TALL!.] :)

28 Jaunary 2oo8-5 February 2oo8

basically,tings is da same as usual.go sch learn new tings.onli on 31/1 was super angry.when tu mit ah long,ah ying,k0r k0r,baBy.actually,everytings was okay when we go out fer a movie.we watched '27 dresses'.quite nice.den aft movie ii was super de tired.den dey went tu kbox,actually wanna sing k de.bt nv.den wanna go play kpool de.bt nv too.den slack outside cine dng nth.den ii wanna go hm n slp.in da cab,dun0 wad happen tu him.suddenly scold mie.den ii kept quiet until ii reach my hse,dun wanna quarrel wif him.if ii start tu quarrel on da cab.its gonna b real ugly.switch off my fone once ii left da cab.next dae wake up,saw a msg tat sae baBy tried tu col mie fer 5 tyms.n he sent quite a few msgs.bt ii dun gif it a DAMN!.den he col mie agn,bt ii hanged da fone immediately.dun wanna care too.den at nitex when tu mit huiying tu go shop shop.hahas.den my fire slowly slim dwn,den ii started tu msg him.n we're okay le.den sat [2/2] mornin mit huiying tu sentosa at 10am plus.when we reached sentosa,tu our surprise.we saw von laogong!.hahas.actually,ii'm mittin her,her bf n baBy at 2pm at city hall tat dae de.hahas.havent 2pm ii saw her le.lols.den aft tat afternoon we mit n go shop shop n slack ard.look at her n jonas,wooo!.dey r lyk.quite mushy mushy.hahas!.fun!.den sun [3/2] went tu east coast wif da same old ppl on sat.go dere slack.den walk under da rain n played ard.end up,baBy was sick on da next dae.o0o0pssS.hahas.recently learned hw tu do flambe.hahas.recently on 5/2 we juz learned hw tu do pepper steak de.wah!.its super de nice!.we cooked n eat ourselves.dun have tu waste money nahhs.HAHAS!.smart arx.hahas.

2008-01-27T14:47:00.000+08:00

27 January 2oo8
hais..dun0 yy.tink of a lots of tings agn.hais. =(

ii've tried my very best tu ferget abt eu n start a new relationship.

bt it look lyk ii cant.

ii dun0 yy,ii'll stil tink of eu sumdaes.

ii cant gif da new guy da love ii gave eu b4.

ii cant gif da new guy da care ii gave eu b4.

ii cant gif da new guy da concern ii gave eu b4.

ii cant!.ii cant!.

wads da problem wif mie?!.

ii've tried ol my best n ol my effort in it,bt ii juz simply cant!.

wad da hell is wrng wif mie!?!.

ii juz simply cant put ol my harts in da new relationship.

hais. ='(

wad tu do?.

its eu!.eu're stil in a part of my mind n hart.

ii cant find da door of urs,its hidden sumware in dere.

ii cant find da key tu unlock da door of urs,tu let eu go too.

ware's da door n key?.

hais. ='(

mayb we shall c hw its goes fer mths.

if tings is stil da same,ii gonna take action.

hais. ='(

2o January 2oo8-26 January 2oo8

wel.basically,everydae is da same.woke up earli,either take bus or mrt tu sch.learn new tings in sch too.super funni too.nth much actually.da whole class went tu our sch restaurant amber @ west tu have our lunch on 21/1.aft lunch,we went bak tu class n den da whole class gave lots of feedbacks.wooo!.nth raly happen on 22/1 n 23/1.as usual too.went tu either IMM or jurong point fer our lunch wif sum of our classmates.nth much too.quite borin.ii noe.den on 24/1 cuz sch end super earli.we went sch fer 1hr lesson onli.so we decided tu catch a movie at jurong entertainment.went tu watch 'THE HOUSE' n da show is lyk.quite lame.nt tat scary too.borin..den 25/1 went bak tu sch fer gym n olso tu c sj trg.cuz ii gt no sch tat dae.den mit huiying in sch den we went gym tog.den joan n livia came bak tu sch too.aft awhile we left sch tog.den went bak hm tu bath n change.at ard 6.30pm went tu mit huiying fer K.den aft tat mit eng kiong n alvin tu catch a movie tog.watched 'THE MIST'.GOSHH!.its horrible!!.disgustin!.puke!.ol of us went hm at abt 4.30am.super tired!.26/1 is MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY!!.HAPPY BITHDAY MUMMY!.SMUACKSS!!!!!... (>.<)

2008-01-19T16:34:00.001+08:00

19 Jaunary 2oo8
woke up at 11.30am plus.saw 5 messages n 2 missed col frm huiying.ii tot wad happen sia.in da end ii col bak she asked mie tu go dwn tpy HDB HUB dere.go dere help dem take fot0s.SIANX!.hahAs.bt weird sia.ii nv complain a lots nahhs.dotZ.hahaS.when hm aft tat tu eat my breakfast den dun0 yy ii go catch my afternoon nap.WEIRD DREAM II GT!.den woke up at 3.59pm.col eng kiong at 4pm tu wake him up cuz he's workin at 6pm.ehhs.ii gt tu go soon le worx.ii olso gt w0rk at 6pm wif huiying.heheS.take care!.

em0 gals... [pris&sarah] @_@

16 January 2oo8-18 January 2oo8
SCH ROX!.wooo!.hahaS.super high.wel.ii onli cn sae ii totally fergotten wad ii did on tis few daes.ii onli rmb ii gif attitude tu sum1 a lots.o0opsss.hahaS.ehhs.17/1 pei sarah tu suntec tu repair her fone wif gary k0r k0r,eng kiong[?] n d0n.hahaS.ii suddenly gif attitude,dun0 yy to0.hahaS.dey dun let mie eat ice-cream cuz ii'm nt feelin wel.SOBX SOBX!.den aft tat go penisular walk walk.saw GESSIANS!.ii miss my GESSIAN daes!.ii miss ol my ex SCHOOLMATES,CLASSMATES n SQUADMATES [intake'o4]!.den aft tat go esplande do nth.hahaS.den pei sarah go bus-stop.den we jiu go hm le.18/1-when tu IMM wif my class ppl fer...ehhhs..shld ii sae is breakfast or lunch?.cuz we went dere aft sch at 10am plus.lolS!.ii gif attitude when we alight da bus agn.dun0 yy my attitude tis few daes a lots sia.ii juz walk out of da road w/o lookin at da cars.o0opsss.den dun0 yy when ii c0ol myself dwn le den ii ask sarah tu pei mie go toilet.den suddenly we hugged each other in da toilet n cry.mayb is cuz ii feel lyk cryin bt ii kept inside.den ii show her big fcuk attitude,make her feel bad too.sry worx,laogong sarah.den aft tat we went tu jurong point.look at farhan play para para dance.wooos!.he's super de...FUNNI!.hahas.we ol went bak at ard 4pm plus.

2008-01-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

15 January 2oo8
wah!.lesson was great in da mornin.hahas.den aft tat gt lunch break fer 3hrs plus.went tu IMM wif my class ppl tu eat MAC BREAKFAST.hahas.den aft tat when tu walk walk at IMM.lols.hang ard dere until 12pm plus.hahas.gray k0r k0r gt disturb by mie until he almost bang da wall.lols!.its super FUN!!.hahas.den aft tat when bak tu sch fer practical lesson.learn hw tu crave chicken n fish,its fun too.v funni too.hahas.bt sumting bad happen in dere.GOSH!.its sumtings tat ii nv ever expect it.nt even in my dream!.hais.hope everytings is fine tu magdalene.its kinda of scary.aft sch hm straight tu bath n wanna rest de.bt received a col frm my aunty tu help her tu baby sit.lols.2 baby at 6 n 8mths.one 2yrs old cousin which is BRIANT.hahas.finally cn rest le.lols.okie den.ii'll stop here.tata!. ^^

tat's baby minghui [6mths]

14 January 2oo8

wah!.2dae sch start wasnt a gd start.teacher was very very VERY angry wif my class gt a lots of ppl late.ohh oh.luckily nv kena big scoldin.hahas.actualli.nth much larx.aft sch when tu clementi tu walk walk wif xiubing n sarah.den aft tat last min went tu bugis tu take xiubing's tingy.took bus 7.is lyk OH MY GOD!.sit until my butt rot.lols.went hm at 6pm plus liddat.super tired.booo....

2008-01-13T17:52:00.000+08:00

13 January 2oo8
hais.super boring!!.woke up at 12pm plus agn.din eat my breakfast cum lunch until 3pm plus.ate sum swits onli.hais.den do sum hse work.den nth le.super SIANX!.hais.wad tu do?.hais.nw ii noe hw borin my life cn b le!.GOSHH!!!!!!!!!!!.ARGGHHHHXXXX!.MUMMY,COL BAK HM FASTER!.II WANNA GO OUT OF HSE TU SHOP SHOP!!.ARRGGGHHHHH!.hais.ii miss him so much.ii duno yy.hu cn help mie tu stop tis curse.hais. =( hope ii'm gng out tu orchard soon.hais. :'(

nth tu do...

12 January 2oo8
okay.did nth at ol fer da whole dae.woke up at 12pm plus.woke up tog wif my papa.lols.den aft tat watch tv n do nth.watch until 3pm plus went tu take my afternoon nap until 6.35pm den wake up.basically,ii did nth at hm da whole dae!.hais.

2008-01-11T16:16:00.000+08:00

1 January 2oo8-11 January 2oo8

bak!.super lng nv blog le.kekeS.1/1 to 4/1-when bak tu sch fer oritentation on fri.quite okie bahx.hais.actualli.ii raly duno wad tu write nahhs.too lng nv blog le.bt aniwae.sch started on 7/1.new sch at clementi ITE.was fun over dere.cuz my class gt funni funni ppl.lols.our form teacher is even funni.lols.make us laugh n laugh.cnt stand him.hahas.make new frenz.dey r ol nice.hahas.yest tink a lots when ii was abt tu slp.duno yy too.hais.dun wanna tink animore.bt ii cant.hais.stop here.ii super tired le.hais.

startin tu get emo in sch le.hais. =(

24 December 2oo7-31 December 2oo7

24/12-was at ah ma's hse celebratin x'mas eve.lols.super funni when my cousin came.listen tu his love story.hahaS.gt mani present frm my sis n other relatives.hahaS.den when mummy came,finis her dinner.we went tu her ladyboss's hse fer BBQ.duno yy.ii pick up a can of beer n drink.dun even noe wads my mood is on tat dae.v confused.hais.25/12-when tu orchard wif my aunty n waipo n my family.when dere tu c da lights.hahas.its BEAUTIFUL!. =D

26/12 to 30/12-basically,ii duno wad tu write fer tis few daes.fergot wad ii did le.paiisehh.31/12-went out wif sum sj members fer steamboat at golden mill.den we went tu suntec,actualli wanna watch movie de.bt no show tu watch.den we go marine square tu walk.den go esplande,bt we walk halfwae in.we turn bak n walk out le.too squeeze le.den we go outside marine square dere tu sit n chat.n siewhuai came late.bt we stil had fun.lols.den we played sum games n den we waited fer da fireworks!.ITS SUPER PRETTY!.den we walk tu find tengteng.den we walk ol da wae tu river valley dere tu eat prata at 5am plus.woo~ aft tat went tu tiong park n play.until 6am plus den go hm n slp.hahas.quite fun!. XD

smile bahx. =))

mummy n mie!. =) patricia,waipo n priscilla =D

my family!. :))

2007-12-23T21:03:00.002+08:00

23 December 2oo7

wah!.v lng nv update my blog le.mani ppl kept askin mie tu update.lols.okie okie.went tu had my breakfast cum lunch in da afternoon wif mummy,mei,aunty n waipo.den aft tat pei mummy tu c clothes den ii went hm tu watch CSI.aft tat watch star awards 2oo7 cuz ii missed it on sun.den aft tat went aunty’s hse tu eat tang yuan.n play wif briant a while.tml work mornin shift too.aft tat duno whether tu go ah ma’s hse or my mummy ladyboss’s hse tu celebrate x’mas eve.hais.ii’m in a dilemma.hais.ii cn sense sumting is wrng in my health too.duno yy too.mayb cuz of sumtings bahx.

16 December 2oo7-22 December 2oo7

16/12-went tu tp temple n paya laber temple tu pray.a lots of ppl.in da afternoon,went tu mit oenry tu downtown east tu check da chalet tingy fer next yr den aft tat went bugis walk walk den aft tat went tu mit ricky cuz he wanna find a present fer quest lab x’mas celebration.den saw gess teacher.den went tu vone’s bdae celebration at a KTV.her dad n her dad’s gf,wah!.both great singer.lols.den we play dere.leave at 12am plus.cuz super tired.17/12-din went tu work 2dae.headache.hais.gt sumtings impt on at hm too.hais.18/12-WAH!.gt my 4mths belated bdae present frm vone laogong n tis is da dae tat ii’m super de worri.takin N’lvl result.bt duno yy ii’m super high in da morning when ii mit my classmates.lols.hahas.step in2 da hall ii’m super de worri n scare.den finally is da result tym.woo!.ii tot ii wil fail my math n F&N,bt ii out of my expection,II’VE PASS OL MY SUBJECTS!.ii gt 6pts fer it.wooo!!.super happi.den ii msg sum1,sum1 hu had pushed my tu study hard fer my N’lvl,sum1 hu kept appearin in my mind when ii wanna gif up half wae when dng my exams.sum1 hu had leave mie fer mths.sum1 hu had hurt mie.sum1 hu ii cant let it go.bt he din even reply mie.hais.den went tu vone’s bdae bbq cuz tat’s her actual bdae.sittin along da beach.ii kept tinkin of him.kept tinkin of our past n slowly.tears roll dwn non-stop.ii duno yy too.den reached hm,hais,a lots of tings happen agn.gt da rush tu juz…hais.19/12-stayed at hm fer da whole dae.din wanna tink of anitings.bt YY MUZ DOSE TINGS KEPT APPEARIN IN MY MIND?!.wad da fcuk is wrng wif mie?!.ii duno yy ii msg him tu tel him my feelin n aft tat ii shut my fone n duno wad ii’m dng next.hais.20/12-when ii on my fone.ii leave it on my com table.ii look at da msg when ii’m gng out tu mit my mummy at city hall.when ii at da lift,ii read da msg,its make mie lyk…duno wad larx.dun wanna sae.den ii msg waileong tu tok.den he asked mie tu cry out loud.as loud as possible.actualli,ii cn hold it bak.bt duno yy,waileong sae sumtings tat make my tears roll dwn on da bus tat is bringin mie tu suntec.thx,waileong.if eu nv sae sumtings tat make my tears roll dwn,ii tink ii wil kept quiet ol da dae when ii’m out wif my mum.aft da few drop of tears,ii’m a lil bit.cn go eat KFC n brin my mum tu oilo tu eat.if nt ii tink ii wil stop sumware n dun feel lyk eatin.when ii reach hm,ii try nt tu tink of anitings n watch tv.hais.21/12&22/12-went tu work.worked da morning shift on 21/12.in da afternoon gt x’mas exchange gift.lols.its quite fun too.try nt tu tink of aniting when dere’s nt mani customer.aft work,when hm tu rest.cuz ii’m super de tired!.22/12-aft work when tu find huiying at quest lab.den went tu marine square.cuz she wanna buy mie a x’mas present.my favourite POOH BEAR!.hahas.its an exchange present actually.lols.aft tat went hm.

oenry,priscilla n yvonne [cheer] :)

x'mas present [POOH BEAR] :D

i kiss u,u lick me.. xp

willi k0r n priscilla mei (x

priscilla [me] =]]

priscilla n huiying :]

cheer.priscilla la0p0 n yvonne la0g0ng xD

yvonne,priscilla and peiling =)

my belated bdae present [POOH POOH] =D

priscilla n livia cool god son ;p

priscilla nu er n peiling mummy :))

15 December 2oo7

Wah!.aft work went hm tu hm den mit huiying,kian sin n bingzhong at 7pm at somerset mrt station.lols.n everyone of us was late.hahas.den we went cine tu buy movie tickets.watched ALVIN AND CHIPMUNKS!. Aft buyin movie tickets,we went tu walk ol ard orchard tu find a place tu eat.hahas.in a end,we went taka mac tu eat.aft eatin,juz walk out of mac.a few steps onli,ii saw my sis.lols.super stunned!.lols.aft eatin when tu herren tu take neoprints.n thx tu kian sin.he choose a super funni machine.lols!.wel.we watched 10.30pm show.hahas.CHIPMUNKS s0o0o0o CUTE!!.LOLS!.dey r super funni too.hahas.cn sae tat at nitex ii totally noe hw tu play n laugh non-stop.cuz tat 2 guys r super funni.hahas.bt when ii’m workin.tings kept appearin in my mind.hais.wel.ii did had a fun nitex on sat!.THX ppl!. =]]

CHIPMUNKS!!.

2007-12-14T17:30:00.000+08:00

14 December 2oo7
wad da hell fer 2dae!.ii was ok when ii wake up.den when ii reach sch my stomach hurt lyk hell!.den ii went toilet n ii feel a bit beta.den aft tat duno yy,my bak hurt lyk hell too.its lyk a taste of sour sour.hais.den ii din went tu work.gt tu take MC.when tu c doc,in da end ii gt tu wait til evenin den cn go c.hais.in da mornin,super funni when dey r dng deir first aid.wanteng tok until super de funni.ii laugh non-stop.lols.joker.den ltr,ii gt tis stupid col frm tis person.n da col is frm wenrong's hp.crazy.a bit nth tu do arx.chalet dun wan tu enjoy.col mie fer fun.aiyo.den tok a while,hang da fone n continue tu c sj members dng fd.sj de attendance is lyk.wah!.cuz a lots of cadets when overseas.

nth beta tu do
slpin soundly
priscilla n oenry [ sky ah boy er zi ]
hahas.linqian da casualty..
lols.wanteng da funni casualty.. hahas.STUPID FACE!.lols.ii capture it.lols.

11 December 2oo7-13 December 2oo7

din went tu work on 11/12.wasnt feelin wel.wanna rest a hm.hais.restin at hm wasnt a gd ting fer mie too.ii tink of da past.hais.yy do eu have tu avoid mie?.as if ii wil eat eu up.pls larx.was stunnin tu saw eu at queenways workin tat other dae-30/11.ii went dere tu shop n c tings.den c eu frm far.ii tot ii saw da wrng person.budden ii went tu ZINC tu c bags n huiying duno run tu ware.n when she's bak wif mie she sae its cfrm eu.den ii was lyk.'HUH?!.orhx.den?.get out of here if nt eu wil b late fer ur weddin dinner.'den we went tu another place.n nw.tat dae huiying went tu queenways she sae eu wasnt dere animore.n da 1st ting came straight tu my mind is.he's cfrm avoidin mie.hais.wad cn ii do?.its lyk.ii raly cant put tis ting dwn.ii duno yy.bt ii promise.no matter wad happen,ii wil stil study hard.12/12 n 13/12 went tu work n learn more new tings.

9 December 2oo7-10 December 2oo7

hais.sad tings happen in my family.my relative.hais.ii din n never eva dream of wad had happen.hais.my 3rd uncle-in-law passed away ol of the sudden on 7 Decemeber 2oo7.its lyk.WTF!.ii juz c him fer nt even a mth.n den he juz passed away liddat.hais.he's a nice 3rd unlce-in-law.he wil brin my family ard tu eat nice food wheneva we go malaysia tu find my 3rd auntie.hais.wad cn ii do?.wad cn we do?.nth.ol we cn do is pray everynitex so tat he cn have a peace n nice journey tu another world.ol his 3 princes had grown up le.bt wad he worri da most is stil deir studies.no choice.life is liddat.hais. :( cried on da last dae of da wake.cuz ii cant bear it.my 2nd uncle-in-law passed away 2 yrs ago.n ii had lost another uncle-in-law.hais. :'( ii nid eu by my side fer tat few daes,bt eu wun b by my side when ii nid eu le.hais.dun wanna tok more abt tis le.its super sad.send him fer da last tym on 10 December 2oo7.den came bak tu singapore at ard 8pm plus.super de tired.buy food tu eat den ii went tu bed.

2007-12-08T18:52:00.000+08:00

7 December 2oo7-8 December 2oo7

super sianx.din go tu work.wasnt feelin wel.slept until 2pm plus den wake up.den went tu mit huiying.she pei mie go poly clinic c doc.went fer my check up as wel.n da doc sae.muz cont da inhaler.ii was lyk.huh?!.muz cont arx.bt ii stopped fer wks le.sianz.almost kena scoldin frm da doc.den went tu tiong eat ban mian.ii super lng nv eat le.n da weather is super de cold too.brrr!.den went tu queenways tu shop.cuz we gt nth beta tu do.dun wanna go tu far.den went dere tu buy fires tu eat.den b4 we leave da place.we went tu buy ice-cream tu eat.lols.den went hm.went tp central tu help my sis c tings den went tu my 1st aunty hse fer dinner.den slack dere a while.n den.my whole family gt a bad new.hais.my 3rd uncle-in-law passed away last nitex at 11.30pm liddat.hais.ii duno wad tu do.ltr gng in wif my mum le.hope ii dun cry until cant stop.hais.rest in peace,3rd uncle-in-law.ol ur 3 prince had grown up.believe in dem.rest in peace bahx. :'(

5 December 2oo7-6 December 2oo7

its camp dae!.hahas.1st dae was super de funn.lols.bt it was super de sianx frm afternoon at ard 12.30pm onwards until dinner tym.was at bishan wif huiying rottin.lols.waitin fer da teams tu cum slowly tu us fer deir task.hahas.finally dey came!.lols.n deir task was funni.deir action fer deir task was FUNNI too!.hahas.aft every teams finis le we went tu AMK hub tu find hong ge at da NTUC extra.den went bak wif chong chong n huiying tu sch tu prepare dinner.hahas.bt went tu bath.super de nth tu do while waitin fer jasmine n huiying tu finis bathin.quite lng cuz we take turn.hahas.den took sum crazy pic.aft dinner dey gt games tu play.felicia n ii laugh until piangx when we c dem play!.LOLS!.super funni.den aft da game is movie screenin.da show is 'GHOST GAME'.its nice n scary fer sum part.den aft tat is nitex trail.ii was at da 4th floor wif peiru n siewhuai.siewhuai fal aslp super de fast.lols.oerny,junrong n peiru try tu scare da cadets.lols.ii sit dwn dere n laugh onli.cuz its quite funni.hahas.bt dey r quite bad too.lols.scare da cadets.hahas.it was funni.ii slept fer 3 hrs onli.super sianx.da next dae is amazin race at chinatown.den went bak tu sch tu cont my 1hr plus slp.finally break camp le.woo!.thx hong ge fer da mcfurry ice-cream.hahas.

dey r tryin tu eat da apple.
huiying n priscilla

wait until ii gt nth beta tu do.lols.
ehhs.hehes.
bleahs.
messy hair.
hahas.nth tu do.

RED RANGERS!.
playin wif water.FUN!.lols.
doin incline pull-up under da rain
dey r playin correct number part of body.

3 December 2oo7-4 December 2oo7

nth big happen.lols.onli tat on 4/12 nid tu go bak sch fer sj amazin race camp meetin.den went tu pasir ris chalet wif huiying.met new frenz.wah!.dey r fun too.gt 1 of dem noe magic.make mie go 'wah!.'hahas.dey r ol quite funni too.hahas.actualli wanna go play pool de.bt gt sumtings went wrng in da pool den we r told nt tu go in fiz.den we went entertainment tu play.hahas.racin car make mie dun feel lyk sleepin.duno yy.lols.went tu slp at 2.30am liddat.if ii'm nt wrng.

2 December 2oo7

woke up at 10am plus 11am liddat.went tu bath etc.den went tu my 1st aunty's hse,bring my waipo go bugis eat.den liddat go walk walk at bugis.den my mum n ii gt tu rush tu stadium cove fer wong lee hong private concert.wah!.its was fun n high in dere.its a open space,outdoor place tat is near da sea.n da wind is lyk.WAH!.coolin!.hahas.its super de fun.went hm at 10pm plus aft da concert.reach hm at 11pm plus liddat.woo~

ha!.stupid mie..
wong lee hong
super tired.fel aslp at my mum embrace
wong lee hong

wong lee hong
wong lee hong
wong lee hong
wong lee hong
tat's mie!.

da stage
huang yi da
daniel [ malaysia idol ]
wong lee hong
wong lee hong

1 December 2oo7

hahas.tis pic was taken aft work.sat work until 3.30pm onli.quite sianx mahx.lols.den went tu mit huiying at quest lab dere de bus-stop.den she pei mie go buy my cousin's bdae present.den ii pei her tu bugis c tings.bt cuz ii in a hurry.den we c tings quite fast.bt eventually,she did bought a vest tat she wanted.hahas.den ii gt tu rush tu take 145 tu my mum's workplace.den my elder sis came tu fetch mie n my mum tu east coast wif my papa n meii meii.its was super de funni in da car too.we laughed super de loud.lols.finally,reach east coast le.super hungry.den ate quite a lots.ate until ii was at da beach tinkin of some1 out dere.hais.ii went tu da beach 2 tyms.fiz is wif my meii meii.da 2nd tym is alone.n ii tink of da past even more.n my tears fall dwn my cheek eventually. :'( hais.ii olso duno wad tu do.hais. :( went hm at 11pm plus 12am.slept at 1am plus 2am.super sianx!.23 November 2oo7-30 November 2oo7
wel.basically.nth happen.juz tat on 24/11 suppose tu go library return nks wif huiying de.bt in da end.lols.end up went makan n shopping wif my quest lab frenz.hahas.super funn.was lyk laughin da whole dae when ii was out wif dem.its super de FUNNI!!.hahas.b4 we went makan at sercet recipe,huiying n ii went tu find joan.lols.den we run bak tu gather wif dem.den makan n tok tok tok.hahas.den went shopping.ware eva we go we was lyk 'WAH!.TAT 1 NICE!.' lols.hahas.den saw livia.den we olso walk n tok tok tok.hahas.den we went out of vivo tu stand n watch da sea n take FOTOS!.hahas.went hm at ard 10pm plus.ITS A FUN DAY OUT WIF DEM!.muacks. ;p [ actulaii stil gt tings happen on 30/11 de.bt ii wish tu kip it tu myself bahx.bt den.ii stil wanna sae thx god,thx fate n thx everytings. =) ]

huiying,joan n priscilla
livia n priscilla
da 4 of us!.
its US agn!.
ii was force tu put on da smilex.

2007-11-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

20-22 November 2oo7
20/11/07 gt tu wake up at 7.30am.cuz tis dae gt F&B trg at our own outlet.gt attach tu UOB Plaza DOME.went tu da company at 9.50am.den wait fer da ppl dwn tu brin mie dere wait until ii gng tu rot liaox.sianx!!.while waitin fer da ppl tu cum.ii was tinkin a lots of our tings.ii duno yy.hais.ii gt mani mani mani tings up dere.ii duno hw!.goshh!.21/11/07 woke up at 8.25am.nid tu reach work place at 9am plus.cuz ii'm workin at 9.30am til closin.so tired.totally no mood tu eat at ol.ii've been skippin meal everydae.nv eat breakfast n lunch.dinner eat a bit onli.hais.ii duno yy.cuz,stil.dere's mani mani mani tings in my mind.ii gt no appetite tu eat at ol.hais. :( duno yy.yest nitex tink n tink n tink.tink until ii cry.hais.cry until my both eyes swollen.hais. :'( 24/11/07 2dae off.slept until 12.45pm.wake up n bath etc.den go orchard tu take my fone fer sevices.cuz my sis duno press until wad yest nitex.everytings go sot le.den went peni wif frenz n went bugis tu buy tings.den went tu eat dinner wif my family at bishan.hais.ii gt a lots of question tu ask him n myself.bt wheneva ii ask myself.ol da answer cum out frm mie is lyk...hais.ii duno larx.ii'm tryin tu deny a lots of tings frm myself.hais.ii duno larx!. :'(

da octpus n mie

19 November 2oo7
WAHH!.excited worx.hahas.woke up at 9.30am.bath n change.ii mean change tu hm clothes fiz larx.n get myself ready tu go out da whole dae.lols.mit sarah at bugis at 10.30am.in da end.bugis onli gt a few shop open fiz.den we slack n walk walk dere a while.den aft tat rush tu our job agency dere tu take timesheet.den sit dere tok tok a while.den take a cab n rush dwn tu bugis tu buy our tings agn.luckily da shop open le.den take bus 175 tu clementi.n da bus is lyk.ARRGGGHHHH!!!.super pek chek when takin da bus.it go a BIG BIG round.n finally ii cant stand it animore.we alight n take cab tu clementi.when dere u do our nails,my mum's frenz help us do.by 3.30pm liddat we finis our nails.ii rushed tu chinatown tu buys tings while sarah rushed hm tu take ur prom nitex dress n tings den she wil rush tu quest lab fiz wif yuenteng den folow by mie.when quest lab let mr lim n david sign our timesheet den gt tu rush tu my hse tu do hair.mit jingliang at bus 153 n go tog.den aft tat take cab n rush tu holiday inn hotel.woo!.was a bit late onli.hahas.luckily havent start.wel.ii din even noe tat table 4 n table 8 is super close larx.juz next tu each other.its was a fun prom nitex.lols.raly laugh my head out.da MC is super de funni!!.hahas.botak.lols.bt stil.dere's sumtings tat make mie feelin lyk cryin on da spot.hais. :'( saw tings tat ii shldnt had saw.hais.shared a seat ritex in front of mie!.look lyk couple too!.yy cant she share seat wif ali bt him?!.he kept explainin tat he had no intention at ol.nth in between dem.hais.ii duno.since we had broke up fer a mth le.yy do ii have da hart pain n terrible feelin when ii saw it?!. :'( ii duno!.bt stil.ii tried my best tu dun tink of da tingy at da ballroom.bt ii cant.ii kept runnin tu toliet tu avoid it.hais.saddie. :( bt afterall.ii did laugh too.thx tu da MC,botak!. =D

weehong,jingliang,minglong,mr lee,zixian,logi

junming,sarah,priscilla,yuxin,anwar ;)

melvin n priscilla :)
colleen laogong n priscilla lao po :D setiawan n priscilla.

thx fer da beautiful n wonderful memories. ^^
priscilla n da tall man. xp
logi,priscilla n anwar :)
anwar,priscilla sarah n logi (:
priscilla n waipeng ;)
sarah n priscilla :)
priscilla n kede =)

team 4a'07

jingliang,minlong,zixian,logi,weehong

junming,sarah,priscilla,yuxin,anwar
sarah n priscilla's reflection :pp
priscilla n miss thng :))
mrs lee-li min n priscilla :D
sarah laogong n priscilla laopo :)

2007-11-18T13:00:00.000+08:00

18 November 2oo7
ermms.wad shall ii write 2dae?.actualli suppose tu go malaysia in da mornin de.bt my mum suddenly sae nt gng le.goshh.kinda sianx nw.dere's a lots of tings in my mind nw.ii duno whenter shld ii write it out or nt.ehhs.ii tink ii beta kip it tu mie n myself bahx.hais. :(

17 November 2oo7
its a sad n happy dae fer mie.sad is cuz ii'm leavin quest lab,leavin ol my funny frenz frm SR n other dept.miss dem lots!.calista make mie cry too.bt ii bear wif it.she's such a nice gal.she planned ol da farewell tingy.aiyo.ii miss ol my new SR frenz hu worked wif mie fer tat few daes.eu guys r GREAT n FUN!.wanna thx mani mani mani ppl.thx david,nasir,aiysah jie jie,mary jie jie,the whole SR dept,serology dept,siew zhen jie jie,kelly,janet,ricky,the whole mirco dept,rommel,zaid and BO!.THX EU!.ii'll miss eu guys lots!.ol my darlings n sweetheart dere. ^^ thx david fer helpin us draw our blood tu undergo test.n my both hand gt pokes.alamak!.ppl 1 pokes enuff le.ii kena 2 pokes.1 hand 1 pokes.lols.went tu buy my dream fone 2dae too!.W910i black!.wooo~ finally!.ii get tu change fone le!.hahas.aft buyin my fone den go walk walk at ck tang wif my mum cuz since we r at ck tang tu change fone.kekes. >.<

9 November 2oo7-16 November 2oo7
wah!.bz workin.too mani opener le.onli a few bar coder nahhs.bz bar coderin n deliverin specimes tu other dept.hahas.actualli.in da end.lols.its stil SOOO FUNN!.hahas.on 14 nov,ii gt blood stain on my jacket.cuz dey nv tie da plastic bag properly.den ol da blood drop out.n its super de gross!.den ii helped dem tu clean up n took out ol da tube frm da trashbin.n den my jacket kena blood stain.hais.ricky helped mie tu take alcohol tu wash away da blood stain bt it juz cant b wash off.den ii quite sianx.no choice bt tu throw away da whole jacket.hais.bt aniwae,thx ricky fer da help. :) on 16 nov,was quite stunnin tat ricky came bak n gif mie a farewell present.n its my FAVOURITE JACKET!.CONVERSE!.kekes.thx lots.he bought mie da jacket cuz my old jacket kena blood stain.lols.its nt his fault too.bt aniwae.lng story nahhs.hahas.thx worx. :)

8 November 2oo7
NO WORKING ON TIS DAE!.yeahh!!.its my sister bdae!.bt she went tu celebrate wif her frenz in da mornin til nitex.den go hm we help her tu celebrate. ^^

2007-11-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

7 November 2oo7

2dae went tu c doc agn at BM polyclinic.check fer my asthma.n it turn out.ii gt tu take 4 puffs 2 tyms daily fer da brown inhaler (which is strictly by doc) n 2 puffs when it attack fer da blue inhaler.hais.aft a mth,ii gt tu go bak tu check up agn.hais.ii told my frenz tat ii wil take da brown inhaler fer a wk onli.den ii wil stop.ii dun wan tu puffs it everydae.super tirin too.hais.duno wad tu do too.2dae work wasnt tat bz too.cuz gt 3 new comer tu help us open specimes.dey r huiying,sally n calista.hahas.dey r so funni.esp calista.she's a FUNNI BABE!.she's so chio larx.da fiz tym ii saw her ii was raly super de STUN!.hahas.n she's olso soooo FUNNI!.hot babe!.hahas.huiying n sally were both super funni too!.hahas.gt 3 babes workin wif us!.hahas.we finis everytings quite earli.at ard 8pm plus we finis opein n bar codin each n every specimes le.hahas.ii rush hm at 9.10pm liddat.luckily ii din miss da bus at 9.15pm.super tired.slept on da bus until toa payoh.lols.gd tat ii din miss da stop.hahas.gt tu go le.

6 November 2oo7

wah!.its a both shocked n surprise dae fer mie.firstly,ii was at toa payoh central helpin my papa tu pay ol our hp bills.den when ii finis payin.ii look dwnstairs.ii gt VONE LAOGONG!.lols.den ii went tu NTUC tu c sumting den went tu my spect shop tu ask sumtings.den ltr ii walk bak den n ii saw her agn.lols.den ii stand at da table dere lookin at her.lols!.n she gt a shocked too!.super funni!.hahas.den we tok tok tok a while.den ii gt tu rush off tu mit sarah laogong n yuenteng tu work.at tiong bus-stop.its another BIG SURPRISE N SHOCKED fer mie.ii saw HIM at tiong bus-stop.ii din even c him at fiz cuz ii was tinkin of sumtings n sms-in vone laogong.den ii c da bus cumin le.ii turn my head n ii saw HIM.GOSHH!.ii duno ware tu hide at fiz.den ii knock on to da dustbin.lols.super paiiseh.den ii gt no choice.if ii dun take da bus ii wil b late.den ii went up da bus n my whole body is tremblin.esp my hand.its tremblin until v jialat.cuz ii'm in da same bus as him!.bt he sat at da bak.den ii stand in front.bak facin him.cuz ii duno hw tu face him as my look wasnt gd tat few daes.den ii look out of da window.n tears in my eyes cum super fast.den ii kip bearin wif it.bt stil it roll dwn. :'( hais.die.ii duno wad tu do.when he's near mie tu da exit.ii dun dare tu look at him.aft he leave da bus.ii cried,tears rol dwn n dwn n dwn.ii duno wad tu do.ii felt sry tu him. :'( ii'm sry tu avoid eu in da bus.ii'm sry fer everytings.ii'm sry. :( den aft tat when ii cool dwn.ii suddenly asked dem wad's da dae 2dae.den dey sae 'tue' den ii okie.den ii c sarah face change.den ii recall bak da date.n its 6/11/07 den ii gng tu cry agn.hais.yy tis dae let mie c him?.aiyo.bt.ii'm stil thankful tu god n ol tat dey gave mie da chance tu c him on tat dae itself.thx eu!. ^^

dere's one dae ii rmb clearly,ii sat on da bus on da wae hm.was readin my bk on da bus.n suddenly.ii duno yy,ii close my bk n look up da dark dark sky.da dark dark sky look lyk my dark dark world.hais.n ii tink bak of da past.n my eyes is full of tears.ii wanna bear it in my eyes.bt stil.hais.ii duno hw n yy,ii roll dwn eventually.hais.ii was tinkin,yy do eu have tu leave mie n tis cold,dark n lonely world nw?.yy cant we juz pause our relationship fer da moment when we r havin our impt national exams so tat we stil have each other fully support n encouragement?.hais.ii duno larx!.ii raly duno!.hais. :( wad cn ii do?.nth ii cn do bt da onli tings ii cn do is wait eu n ii did promise tat too.hais.ii'm nt as strong as eu tink ii am.ii jzu as weak as eu din even expected it.hais.yy?!. :'( ii cant even slp fer wks.ii duno yy,everynitex ii had been cryin.its nt tat ii wanna cry out.its tat,tears juz cover my whole eyes w/o my notice n it roll dwn my cheeks.n dere it roll dwn n dwn n dwn le. :'( hais.ii cry until ii tired den ii cn slp.ii slept at 1am plus 2am everynitex.ii juz cant slp earli.hais. :(

29 October 2oo7-5 November 2oo7

wah!.bz workin n workin n workin!.work lyk a cow nahhs.lols.super de tired.hais.luckily everydae work until so late.den ii gt no tym tu tink of eu.bt stil.aiyo!.ii open specimes,check name etc.n guess hu's name ii saw da most?.hais.its his.duno yy too.den ii c da name ii stunn.bt nth tu do.stil have tu write dwn da specimes tingy etc.hais.sianx!.ii gt serious STM bahx.ii cant rmb wad ii raly did fer tis few daes as ii'm onli bz workin n workin n workin n workin!.lols!.paiisehh worx.4 nov is my papa's birthday!.bt tat dae wasnt gd too.he was workin n my mum went tu play mahjong.ii was rottin dere at my cousin's hse.hais.super sianx.aft her mahjong session we went tu eat,eat le den went hm.bt b4 gng hm went tu buy a cake fer my papa.da cake is nice.hahas.full of chocolate.hahas.cool!.

2007-10-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

28 October 2oo7
alritex.it had been a lng tym since ii've last blog.aniwae.tis few wks cn sae ii did have happiness n joy wif colleagues at work.bt stil.sumtings stil danglin ard mie.juz cant let it go.hais.wel.din go aniware 2dae.went tu eat breakfast cum lunch wif my family.den pei my mum go c clothes.den went tu toa payoh central ntuc tu buy tings.aft ntuc my mum went tu buy her tings n suddenly.my TUMMY START TU PAIN!.den aft tat rainin den we went hm tu rest.when its dinner tym we went out tu have dinner.aft dinner my tummy started tu pain agn.OH GOSHH!.aft visitin da toilet much more beta.den went tu my auntie's hse tu c my waipo.tis is my dae fer 2dae.

hais.a mth plus le.everytings seem tu paz by soo fast.bt sumting planted in dere seem tu paz by super slow.ii duno yy.ii've been workin n wokin,playin n playin wif my colleagues in da lab.tryin tu ferget abt eu fer da tym bein.bt,it seem tat ii can do it fer da onli tym bein when ii'm workin n playin.ii juz cant ferget abt eu fer lng tym.ii duno yy.hais.ii dun even noe wad ii'm suppose tu do or wad ii wanna tu do.ii wish tu vanish myself in tis world asap.bt my life dun wan mie tu end it so soon.wel.ii had been stoppin my asthma treatment n medicine fer at least a mth le.ii noe tat by stoppin ol tis wil make my condition even worse.bt tu mie,ii duno yy.ii tink by stoppin it wil b da best fer mie tu end everytings asap.ii dun wanna reliable on medicine animore,cuz ii noe tat it cant treat my 1oo% wel.its no use tu cont it animore.ii wanna use my own life tu cont tis journey of mine.mayb ii cn cont it by myself,mayb ii cant.

wad cn ii sae or do?.

20 October 2oo7-27 October 2oo7

wel.fer tis whole wk.was bz at medical lab (QUEST LAB).super lots of specimes tu receive n open.sumtyms,its super super super bz worx.bz until ii gt no tym tu eat n my gastric started tu act le.hais.no tym tu tink of him too.mayb,its gd bahx.bt when ii started tu tink n get real quite,my colleagues wil sae tis.hahas.dey sae tat when ii suddenly v quite n emo while openin specimes raly scare dem off.lols.dey make mie smiles too.dey make mie laugh out loud sumtyms too.hahas.wel.we gotta throw blood too.dey sae tat once da blood touch ur gloves eu muz change a new gloves straight away.cuz in da blood dere's a lots of virus etc.n sum blood is under HIV,VDRL,VD etc de test.so muz change away immediately or when da serum of da blood touches ur body part my go clean it off immediately,cuz our body part dun have gloves tu protect so muz clean away,so our body wont get infected.(we did wear vest over our clothes.so dun have tu worri much.wad dey worri is sumtyms we gals wear skirt,v dangerous when throwin blood n our shoe,we dun wear sport shoe or so.we wear pumps etc.its v dangerous when blood spil on our legs.)wel.ii din do wad is sae.wheneva ii throw blood n it spill ol over my gloves.ii wil hack care it n cont tu throw.ii duno yy.ii gt tis mindset each tym ii throw blood.its sae 'nvm larx.spil den spil lorx.touch den touch lorx.no point in tis world.let it gt infected bahx.'den ii wil cont tu throw n throw.until my colleagues started tu sae 'PRISCILLA!.UR GLOVES LARX!.THROW IT AWAY NW!.'den ii wil 'huh?.orhx.okie.'den ii throw.if dey din sae it.ii wil hack care n cont tu throw until everytings is finis.aniwae.thx david,hema,siti,lizzie,vijayah,nasir,sasi,alan n more fer teachin mie soooo much!.THX GUYS!.

2007-10-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

19 October 2oo7
wow!.woke up at 8.45am 2dae.went tu bath etc.den went tu suntec tower 5 fer F&B interview.woot!.cn sae tat ii'm da fiz person hu is asked tu go fer da interview at 10am.super earli worx.listen tu da person tok tok tok.den he sae 'eu're accpted by us'.at fiz ii was lyk.huh?.den aft 3 secs ii was lyk 'ohh okay.thx eu'.lols.den went tu my mummy's workplace tu buy muffins.hahas.den her ladyboss help mie cut my fringe a lil bit.cuz too lng le.woos!.hahas.den went tu work at 11.30am.nid tym tu travel.hahas.2dae while workin dey make mie laugh a lots.duno yy ii'm so in tu da work 2dae.lols.den david is so,ya,funni.lols.duno yy too.he kip makin mie go 'huh?.orhx.okie.'lols.thx fer teachin us more abt arrangin da medical tingy.yea.thx lots!.wel.so sianx.cuz 2nd dae of work.my throat a bit nt wel le.duno yy too.havin flu nw too.hais.
eu noe wad?.ii dun tink eu will noe.ii tink tis is da best wae tu stop myself frm missin eu n tinkin of eu fer da tym bein.ii wan tu numb myself agn n agn.ii dun wan tu tink of ani1 else fer da tym bein.ii wan tu earn money tu help tu reduce my family burden nw.bt ii cn onli sae tat.eu had planted sumting in mie.yy cant ii juz let eu go?.hais.ii duno hw too.da best is NUMB MYSELF AGN n AGN.mayb tis wil help bahx.bt ii cn olso sae tat.ii raly do miss eu n tink of eu sumtyms when ii'm ol alone by myself.eu juz suddenly appear up dere.aiyoo~

18 October 2oo7
da fiz dae of work at medical lab.woo.in da mornin go tu da agency dere tu sign da form.n tok tok.help da agency ppl find more ppl tu work.hahas.den aft tat straight away go tu da medical lab tu work le.reach dere quite earli.1pm den start work.kekes.tings when smooth over dere.gt tu noe a jie jie.she teaches us hw tu seperate ol da blood,stool,urine everytings.hahas.teach tu ol ppl hu had taught us on da 1st dae.THANK EU!.finis work at 9.09pm.reach hm at 9.45pm.wow!.super tired!.bath le watch 10 brothers de show,aft da show.stay up until 12am plus.den ii cn tahan animore.went tu slp le.

2007-10-17T19:42:00.001+08:00

17 October 2oo7
wow!.woke up at 5.40am.hahas.ii cant wake up too.alarm rang den ii off it den ii lie on my bed.dun wanna wake up de lehx.den ii rmb ii nid tu go bak sch tu gif mrs lee sumting wif sum1 den ii wake up.go bath etc.woo!.stil earli so ii took out my bk tu read.hahas.read until 6.18am den ii go change n tie my hair.at 6.30am.ii wear my shoe n leave my hse le.kekes.da train quite empty.hahas.den aft givin mrs lee da tingy.ii went tu dover ite collage tu mit my others frenz dere.den we sit dwn dere,gng tu rot le.luckily gt my frenz de hp game.hahas.if nt ii wil ROTT!.n olso sum1 make mie laugh til ii duno hw.hahas.vone's tongue piercin make her tok until v funni.ii cant ctrl myself.lols.she tokin 'da di da too'.lols.ii raly LOL!!.den finally!.tat person started tu tok.hahas.den aft tat,we went fer our F&B interview.wow!.ehhs.cn sae quite a number of ppl wanna take F&B.bt muz undergo da 1st interview fiz.den aft tat,if its successful den wil b interview by da company.hahas.den aft tat went tu queenway wif jovy,xiubing,siewleng,xixian,xiying n jingliang.went dere tu eat MAC!.oh GOSHH!.ii super lng nv eat mac le.hahas.den aft tat went ikea fer a while n HOME SWEET HOME!.
super tired.reached hm,bath le.den watch tv until ii wanna slp.finally!.ii cnt tahan animore.ii off da tv.n went tu take my afternoon nap.n ii dreamt of sumting tat make mie go WOW!.IS IT TRUE?!.YY AM II DREAMIN OF TIS KINDA OF TINGS FER DAES?!.NO MATTER IS IN DA AFTERNOON NAP OR AT NITEX!.OH DEARR!.oh no no no.duno wad tu sae olso lehx.ii had been kippin myself bz le.tried my best.

我很累了.谁能来帮帮我?.

16 October 2oo7
ehhs.nth much had happen on tis dae.cuz ii was at hm da whole dae,watchin tv n readin bks!!.hahas.onli my sis went out until 7pm liddat den cum bak.hahas.ii'm soo peace at hm!.hahas.onli tat at nitex at ard 8.30pm.went tu orchard tu return bks n borrow bks wif huiying.den we went tu buy tings tu eat.weee~ bought 2 donuts.hehes.DONUTS ROX!.hahas.den aft tat went hm le.kekes.slept at 2am plus.duno yy lehx.ii juz cant slp.until ii on da aircon den ii cn slp.weird weird de mie.

15 October 2oo7
woots.woke up at.ehhs.12pm.yar.den went tu bath etc.n went tu tiong mit F&N student,sarah,n we went tu mdm haryani's hse tu visit her n her baby gal.lols.reach da mrt station.gng tu take LRT tu her place.den we duno rushin fer wad sia.we took da wrng LRT once.den nvm.we crossed over tu take da another 1.den liddat duno wad we r dng agn.we took da wrng LRT AGN!.GOSHH!.den we took ONE BIG ROUND tu go bak tu da 1st station.hahas!.we lyk playin wif da LRT liddat.den finally!.we took da correct one.lols.when we reached mdm haryani's hse.ii saw her baby gal!.GOSHH!.she's a babe!.she's a cute,swit,friendly gal!.ohh no!.ii fall in love wif her le.hahas.den aft tat went tu interview da duno wad.hahas.in da end.we dun wanna take tis job.lols.den went hm.hahas.in da train.guess hu ii saw?.hahas!.my vone laogong!.hahas.bt too bad.da train too mani ppl le.den ii cant tok tu her.hais.so sad.lols.

ware is da upper part of my body?!.

ii love da baby gal!.
stupid!.ppl eatin olso wanna take pic.lols.
mdm haryani made it herself.its nice.

2007-10-15T00:18:00.000+08:00

which is da real pris?.mirror reflection de or real life de?.

14 October 2oo7
FINALLY!.ii'm bak at SINGAPORE at 2.30pm plus.hahas!.ii'm SOOO HAPPI TU B BAK HM!.reach hm den go bath.watched cartoon a while den ii cnt tahan le.den went tu slp.woke up at ard 6.50pm.den went tu change n went tu my 1st auntie's hse tu eat dinner.wah!.slowly,one by one,ol my relatives came.da hse super de noisy.lols.briant came too.tink his mood nt tat gd 2dae too.lols.dun dare tu disturb him.hahas.he came tu me himself when ii'm playin my sis's fone de game.hahas.kip on disturbin me.bt stil ii cn play da game lehx. :p hahas.den take dinner hm fer my papa tu eat.den aft tat went bak tu my 1st auntie's hse tu chit-chat n play wif briant.leave my auntie's hse at 10.45pm liddat.went tu buy bread n donuts b4 gng hm.reach hm at ard 11.05pm.
hais.ii had been tinkin fer wks le.eu noe wad?.eu had enter n live in my world fer mths,once.eu had colour my world tu b a colourful n beautiful world,once.eu had lite my world wif ol ur carin,concern n love,once.thx eu fer everytings eu had done fer me.bt/n nw.eu had left my world without a single word.eu had left my world n brin ol da colourful colours away wif eu.eu had left my world leavin it so cold nw.yy do eu have tu b so cruel?.yy do eu have tu left my world so empty?.yy do eu have tu leave me ol alone tu face da cold world of mine?.yy?.ii duno yy. :'(( ii juz wan eu tu b by my side tu gif me da support in everytings ii do,cuz eu jolly wel noe tat,no matter wad ii wil b by ur side,givin eu da support eu nid.ii had been keepin myself bz at ol tyms.bz entertain my frenz,bz gng out wif my frenz,bz watchin tv n readin bks.bz wif everytings ii cld.bt stil,eu olwaes appear in my mind wheneva ii stop myself frm bein bz.or wheneva ii'm ol alone.ii'm olwaes holdin on tu my tears n tel myself tat,'its okie gal.nth happen.take it as a test fer eu and him too.dun tink too much abt it animore.tat's it fer nw,dun let ur tears roll dwn.'ii olwaes tel tat tu myself.bt stil.it works a bit.cuz my tears didnt roll dwn.bt it trap in my eyes.n it hurts ritex deep dwn in my hart n it bleed even more too.hais.ii'm sry tat ii didnt tel eu da truth.bt ii raly cant tel eu da truth.or shld ii sae.ii dun dare tu tel eu da truth too.ii'm sry. :((

13 October 2oo7
wahh!.nv go east coast on tis dae.my mum suddenly decide tu go in malaysia.den ii woke up late,she waited fer me too.super tired.slept so late da dae b4.wake up so earli too.aiyoo!.went malaysia tu look fer my 3rd auntie n uncle-in-law n deir sons,den went tu eat.den aft tat we went shoppin fer a while den go bak my 3rd auntie's hse.reach her hse,watched tv fer a while.den super sianx.ii went tu take my afternoon nap.den wake up saw my mum n sis usin com tu play MAHJONG game!.lols.den ii sit dwn n watch tv.suddenly dun feel wel n tat's when ii realise ii nv take my med in.hais.den nvm.when tu drink warm water tu make myself feel beta. =)) den went tu eat dinner,chicken rice.lols.den went bak tu watch 'gong S'.hahas.aft 'gong S' den cont tu watch da jacky wu show.super funni.laugh until ii piangx.ehhs.den watch my bk n watch tv at da same tym at 11.30pm.lols.slept at 12.45am liddat.didnt even slp wel.gosh!.ii slept at 5.30am in da mornin.tossin n turnin on da bed.CANT SLP!.gt ants bit me!.bit my leg,hand n face!.ARGGHHHXXX!.bt manage tu slp at 5.30am.

duno wad tu sae or do animore..

12 October 2oo7
wel.went tu sch tis dae.although.yeshh.ii dun feel lyk gng when ii woke up cuz da dae b4.ii didnt slp wel.kept tinkin abt my report de result.hais.slept at ard 2am plus 3am.woke up at 5.30am.den ii tink tink.ii beta go sch kip myself bz n dun tink of it beta.so ii went tu sch.lols.onli gt 3 gals n 12 bois.hahas.was stunned.gt bluffed my mrs seetoh tu go sch de actualli.den durin mr mui lesson.he bought us tu da IT lab.den we played in dere.den eoa lesson olso go lab.bt nv use com at ol.den xiaoyan n ii sat dwn tu listen tu poor sarah difficulties in ur relationship pro.hais.couple mahx.couple shld olwaes trust each other.if eu dun trust each other.wads da point fer bein tog.no point le.den aft tat aft sch when tu eat rajah inn.den went hm.went hm tu rest n bath.den leave hm at 5.30pm.went tu ah ma's hse tu gif ah gong his tings.den went tu mit my classmates,xiubing,siewleng,xixian,jovy n jingliang.we went tu eat steamboat.aft steamboat went tu play arcade fer a while den went tu esplanade tu chit-chat and take fotos etc.when hm at ard 11.30pm.reach hm at 12.05am liddat.woo.super tired when ii reach hm den go bath etc.went tu bed at 12.45am.didnt took my med da whole dae even when ii dun feel wel.bt ii stil cn manage tu hold it on. :))

11 October 2oo7
ehhs.tis dae went tu take my report at 2pm.bt ii was late.cuz ii was wonderin ard whether shld ii turn up tu take it or nt.cuz ii raly dun dare tu face da truth.hais.eu wasnt dere when ii nid eu da most.ii guess.eu wun b dere animore when ii nid eu da most le.hais.ii stil took da report eventually.n as wad ii had expected.it juz get worse.frm bad tu worse le.hais.oh wel.ii gt nth much tu sae fer tis dae.cuz aft da whole dae ii was emo-ing.bt ii did took my med at nitex onli..

2007-10-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

10 October 2oo7
was online in da mornin.tok tu sum ppl den aft tat went offline tu go bath.aft bathin wait fer huiying's msg den went tu mit her at somerset mrt station at 4pm.aft tokin tu sum1,my mood suddenly nt tat gd.duno yy too.suddenly feel b emo lehx.mit huiying le den went K box.den aft tat went tu library tu return n borrow bks.wooo~K box is super de COLD!.hahas.kinda sianx at fiz.den duno yy suddenly gt a bit high in mie.lols.duno too.den go hm have my dinner.den jiu go aunty's hse tu c briant.hahas.he super hyperactive 2dae.brin him tu my hse tu c c look look play play.lols.den when wanna go bak aunty's hse he wanna play wif da lift.wah!.carry him up n dwn,dwn n up.super hot n tirin nia.hahas.bt he's a real cutie.kip stickin tu mie.hahas.ii cn hardly c ani stars 2dae worx.ii onli saw sum small lil tiny stars.ware have ol da stars been?.erms.ii nw olso v tired.gotta take my medical report.quite scare nw.ltr da report cum out is nt wad ii wished fer.ii tink ii wil breakdwn.hais.

9 October 2oo7
wah!.went tu rebond n have a hair cut too.hahas.at da salon fer duno hw mani hrs.ii tink gt 5hrs plus liddat.lols.sit until my butt pain.n its super cold in dere too.brrr~den aft tat went tu jurong point tu mit jovy,siewleng,xiubing,jose,yuenteng n jingliang.went dere tu shopp shopp a while den we decided tu go bugis le.den we went bugis tu shopp shopp n mit livia n joan.hahas.was super funn worx.den aft tat we went tu have our dinner.bt b4 dinner,we went tu buy skinny.hahas.den jose,joan n yuenteng gt tu go hm.left wif mie,siewleng,xiubing,jovy,jingliang n livia.aft dinner,we went buy bugis.hahas.we went tu bugis market.until 10.45pm den we leave bugis tu go bak hm.hahas.
priscilla,joan,yuenteng & livia...

jovy,siewleng,priscilla,xiubing & livia
hahas.shortie laopa!.
jingliang,priscilla,livia & jovy..

sittin on da stairs...

2007-10-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

8 October 2oo7
yest nitex slept at 1.30am.wake up at 2.30am.duno yy.den go bak tu slp at 3am.den wake up at 9.15am.den go sch study.bt stil.rain heavily.goshh.no choice.thunder roar loudly stil gt tu go sch.hais.aniwae!.WOOTSS!!.finis ol my papers le!.finally!.ol my late nitex sufferin is ol gone le.perhaps.ii cn have a nice n enuff slp le.wooo~bt nt a swit dreams.ii dun tink ii wil have ani swit dreams frm nw on le bahx.until mayb 1 dae,miracle happen.den gt.lols.wel.2dae eoa paper was quite okay.ii suppose.hahas.cuz ii finis it within 45mins.den check my paper den fal aslp.duno yy suddenly wake up wif my hart pumpin super fast as if sumting had happen tu sum1 out dere.make mie super xinku.bt thx god,it lasted din last lng.onli 5mins or so.den ii'm bak tu normal hart beat agn.hahas.den wanna go bak tu my slpin land bt ii cant.den open my eyes big big n stare at da clock.lols.watch da tym files so fast nia.super de fast too.den aft tat went tu rajah inn tu eat wif jose,yuenteng,siewleng,xiubing,peiling n jovy.eat le den went hm wif xiubing.nw ii had finis my N'lvl le.ii cn play lyk ii had nv play b4 le!.WEEES!.hahas.bt stil.ii gt tu kip myself bz tu avoid ani unnecessary tinkin tat is gng within mie.^^onli,mayb,kippin myself bz wil help bahx.ii dun wan tu suffer ol alone animore.ii'm super sick n tired le.ii wan tu b bak da real cheerful,crazy n hyperactive priscilla.nt da priscilla tat is puttin a fake smile on her each n every secs.hais.bt ii cant.ii dun wan it tu b liddat too.bt ii cant help myself too.hais.

7 October 2oo7
went tu eat my breakfast cum lunch wif my mummy,sis n waipo.wahh.yummy.hahas.ii ate a big bowl of prawn noodless.super hungry bahx.den aft tat when we were abt tu leave.here cum da heavy rain.OH GOSHH!.no umbrella summore.even worse.luckily we gt a lng shelter tat link tu my blk.hahas.n da thunder was lyk.oh god!.SUPER LOUD larx.gave mie a shock each tym it struck.hais.at da moment ii was scare.bt nth ii cn do.ii cn juz onli ask myself tu pul myself up n b strong.tat's ol.den go my aunt's hse tu paz her,her lunch.den ii go hm watch tv,CSI.den ii went tu have my afternoon nap wif my mum.when ii woke up.eat my dinner.wait fer my mum tu col n go my aunt's hse tu play wif briant.hahas.den reach hm at 8.45pm.start tu study fer mon paper le.hehes.

2007-10-06T20:57:00.001+08:00

Imagine me without you..
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love,I'll need
In my life,you're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found you,I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
Imagine me without you,I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without you
When you caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rush to set me free
When I found you ,I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
I can't imagine me without you

6 October 2oo7
alritex.its a lng lng tym ii have last posted le worx.yar.quite busy wif exams tis few daes.finis 5 papers le.finally.its da last paper tu go on mon le.den aft tat,we wil b FREE!.hahas.cn do wadeva we wan le.hehes. xD wel.yest din slp wel.duno yy.juz a lots of tingy came in my mind.wel.mayb he's ritex in sumtings.bt wads wrng wif msgin each other aft broke up?.aint we stil frenz?.oh gosh!.wad is he tinkin or rather shld ii sae.WAD DA HELL AM II TINKIN?!.JUZ WAKE UP LARX!.ITS OVER LE!.ITS TOTALLY OVER,KAYS?!.brrr..eu noe wad?.ii wil leave him alone nw,fer him tu concentrate on his studies n exmas.bt duno yy.my tears is juz beyond my ctrl.it juz kip rollin dwn as if dey noe tat ii cant take it soon or ltr.ii had been tryin n puttin my best in everytings tat ii cn tu ferget abt eu.bt stil.hais!.dun worri.it onli happen when ii'm ol alone n when ii'm free.ii gt tu thx exams.its exams tat kept mie bz fer tis few daes so tat ii cn totally push eu aside n concentrate on my studies.n ii guess onli works cn help mie tu push eu aside bahx.nw,hw ii wish everydae olso gt tings tu kept mie bz.so tat ii cn totally lock myself up in my bz world.hais.2dae din went out at ol.stayed at hm tu kip myself bz by readin bks n watchin tv n tok craps wif my papa.lols.throw my fone aside so tat ii wun rmb a single of tings.hais.ii cn make it thru de.hopefully ii cn. :(

4-5 October 2oo7
wel.thurs CPA paper was super easy nia.hahas.paper 1 ii finis in abt.ehhs.ermms.10mins?.hahas.shld b ard tat.den paper 2 ii fergot hw lng le.n den da funni part is.ii finis da paper soo fast.ii leave 3 pages empty.lols.den ii double check ol my paper n ii found it out.ii was lyk OH GOSHH!.hw cum ii finis so fast n leave so mani pages empty.hahas.den ii picked up my pen n start dng ol da empty pages tat ii had leave.hahas.den aft tat ii check n check tu make sure ii din leave animore empty pages le.den ii bu zhi bu jue de fal aslp.n tat prakash.he duno throw wad tingy at mie.gave mie a shock n ii woke up.den he smile at mie lyk duno wad.lols.den aft tat jiu went tiong park wif peiling,qijie,junxiang,alphonsus n kenneth.bt junxiang n kenneth leave earli tu gym.den da rest of us stayed tu chit chat tok cock.hahas.quite funn.cuz we laugh a lots durin da conversation.hahas.den aft tat we went hm cuz its quite late ard,12pm plus.went hm tu rest n started studyin.da next dae is F&N exam.wow!.da paper is lyk .... super de difficult!.GOSHH!.b4 tat we went classrm tu study n tu our surprise.shariff came lehx!.hahas.n he sitted wif us tu study.den ltr junming came folow by minglong.hahas.we study until we sit dwn dere relax our mind,tokin n crappin ol da wae.hahas!.aft tat mr teo treated us eat tings outside hall.thx lots,mr teo. ^^

1-3 October 2oo7
wel.on tis dae we had our math paper 1.wel.its isnt as difficult as ii had thought.lols.quite easy nia.b4 our paper.we gt extra math revision lesson in sch at 12pm-1.30pm.wow!.quite a number of ppl attend lehs.nt bad arx.hahas.every1 was super anxious n nervous fer da paper.den da next dae,ii gt no paper.cuz tat dae is fer sci ppl tu take deir sci paper 1-3.wah!.ii heard sum sae difficult sum sae easy.ii olso duno.hahas.tat dae ii stayed at hm whole dae tu read bks n study.den on wed,math paper 2.as da same as mon.ii went tu sch fer math extra revision lesson b4 exams start.b4 tat,went tanjong pagar wif my mum tu had our breakfast cum lunch.den went tu my mum workplace,salon.hahas.den aft tat jiu go sch le.

my last post

2007-09-29T22:50:00.000+08:00

hey guys!.tis's my last post here le.next wk onwards is my n'lvl le.mayb ii wun b postin animore mayb nt.duno.c hw bahx.quite scare of next wk paper.b4 my paper next wk gt revision lesson in sch at 12pm.until 1.30pm.den ii muz get ready tu face my exams.wooss!.muz relax my whole body n mind fiz.da more ii tink da more ii'm scare.yest online almost gt scolded by him.lols.cuz ii nv study yet stil usin com,gng online.hahas.went library wif huiying 2dae.wanna put myself in2 ol kinds of bks.mayb studyin n readin n makin myself bz is da best wae tu let eu off my mind nw n study hard bahx.ii noe.it wun help much.bt ii'm tryin.hais.ii HATE tis mth of SEPTEMBER lots!!.hais.ol kind of sad tingy had happen durin tis mth.yy do ol kinds of stupid tings happen durin tis mth?!.ii wan tis mth tu end asap!.ARGGHHHXXX!.

VIDEO PRESENT TU OL!. ^^

2007-09-28T20:33:00.000+08:00

27 September 2007

wow!.2dae quite a number of ppl nv cum too.ol went fer holidaes.hahas.2dae F&N class was super FUNN!.mdm haryani was super funni n interestin too.lols.da class is super co-operative too nia.wah!.fiz tym in history fer my class.whole class pay attention when she's tokin.bt when she ask us tu do our own works.hahas.da bois gt a lots a lots tings tu do.bt stil.we did ol our work given by mdm haryani.she told us her wish next yr too.which is..ii'm sry.ii cant sae.kekes.den siewleng super funni.mdm haryani promised us sumting.den siewleng ask minglong tu write da tym,date n da promise she gave us in a piece of paper.den ask mdm haryani tu sign.LOLS!.SHE REALI SIGNED IT!.hahas. xD da whole class laugh lyk hel.den minglong v de kelian too.mdm haryani ask him tu help tu buy food fer her tu eat.den she wanna add chilli,lime n chrispy onion.den sarah sae in chinese 'dose tingy place outside de ol juz put in lorx' den mdm haryani olso suddenly sae in chinese 'dose tingy place outside de ol juz put in' den da whole class stunned.we stunned fer 3 secs n den we laugh damn LOUD!.hahas!.sumtings funni abt mie 2dae too.ii noe da weather is v cold.cuz ii'm shervin in class n outside class.n when ii'm walkin halfwae,my hart suddenly pump super hard n fast.make mie super uncomfortable.duno wad happen tu mie actualli.

28 September 2007

YEAH!.2dae graduation dae!.da fiz presentation dey showed us reali make my class gals go 'HUH?!.' cuz DERE'S FOTOS FRM US,DA GALS HU TOOK IN DA TOILET.N HW DEY MANAGE TU GET IT?.its our own foto.nt da sch de'.lols.tat's da fiz ques in my mind.bt ii stil cant bear tu graduation yet even if da sch had given mie mani mani unhappiness.bt overall.ii'm stil happi tu b part of da sch!.cuz my class which is wif mie fer 4 yrs had olso given mie mani mani unfergetable memories!.love eu guys lots!.went up da stage wif my saddie tummy.hais.eu noe wad?.lookin at da presentation made by jordan n alyssa.its WONDERFUL!.ii muz admit tis.hahas.ii'm da fiz one hu ran bak tu my seat tu b sitted when ii saw da presentation bein played.lols!.ii ran super fun wif my bad tummy.hais.den when ii sit dwn n watch da presentation.ii muz admit tis agn.ii was abt tu cry.lols.den aft tat we gt present by mrs lee n mrs seetoh.each n every1 got deir own.wow!.da flower tat is given tu da gals is mrs seetoh bought it overseas.our flower gt take plane tu singapore de lehx,gals!.lols.da bois socks by mrs lee(ii suppose) is bought frm singapore de.hahas.wel!.we wld lyk tu thx mani mani coaches hu had difficulties in teachin us,we wld lyk tu thx ol coaches hu din teach us b4 too cuz its olso a difficult task fer dem tu relief our class.lols.THANK YOU ALL COACHES!.

wow!.tis few daes de weather isnt gd at ol.although its cold durin rainy daes.bt da loud thunders reali make mie freak out.super scary.esp when ii'm ol alone at hm.hais.hw ii wish..ermms.nvm.ferget it.thrus walked under da heavy rain tu sch.hey!.tat mayb cn explain yy am ii shervin so bad in sch no matter is inside class or outside class.yar.ooppss.2dae olso suddenly durin da afternoon heavy rain.luckily tis tym round ii'm in alone at hm.hahas.gt my sis too.den went out tu buy dinner fer my family.ii almost walked under da rain agn.stomach wasnt tat wel agn.frm afternoon til nitex da same.duno wads wrng wif my stomach n gastric.ii tink it mitex b gastric _______ or stomach _______.duno.hehes.lols.in da afternoon,went hm,bath le watch vcd 'snakes on the plane' at fiz ii was lyk.wads tis movie showin worx?.when its started tu play da v fiz part.den aft tat watch until da middle part.OH MY!.super lots of SNAKES!.n its scary!.ii was huggin my baby piglet,baby pooh n my silly octopus.wah.bt its stil go scary.da snakes wil suddenly pop out n gave mie a BIG BIG SHOCK!.make mie reali scream out.brr~ out of tis topic.make my hair stand agn.lols!.wel.tis mitex b my last post fer nw.cuz nex wk is N'lvl le.cnt raly use com tat much.ii nid tu concentrate on my studies n exams.bt ii'm quite scare n nervous.

4A'o7 SJAB gals!.
gals n bois in TEAM 4A'o7!

a long post

2007-09-26T20:04:00.001+08:00

wah!.its had been a lng tym since ii've last posted my entries.too bz wif my sch works le.exams cumin le mahx.4 more daes onli.cnt play.muz study,study n study.promised sum1 out dere n my parents tat ii wil study hard n do wel fer it!.yeshh!.

23 September 2007
lols.on tis dae din go aniware.cuz too tired le.da onli few places ii went in toa payoh in da afternoon.gt bluff tu go dere by my mummy.sae wanna buy clothes fer mie.in da end.no more size.lols.big sales.tat's yy.den went tu foodcourt,ii look at my mummy eat onli.ii gt no appetite tu eat at ol.den aft tat pei her go buy her clothes.den go hm le.go hm rest a while.watch tv a while.den actualli wanna take my afternoon nap de cuz my head super de pain.bt when ii was abt tu go take my nap at 3pm plus 4pm.my both parents woke up frm deir nap.den ii cnt slp le.gt tu change n go bishan tu settle sumtings.den aft tat went tu eat dinner at bishan.den aft tat my sis,mummy n ii went tu grassroot club fer sum function.wah!.da function quite borin.bt da dance part fer participators was super de 'WOW!.' n da part ware ppl dance lyk siaox is olso lyk 'WOW WOW WOW!.' every1 was SOOOO HIGHHHHHH!!.lols!.

24 September 2007
wel.2dae gt nth much.a lots of ppl nv cum.bt overol.da class is GD!.a gd environment tu study too.cuz nt much noise.hahas.raly study a lots in sch.although ii mitex feel uneasy in sch cuz of my weak body.bt ii bear wif it.n ii noe ii cn pull it thru.ii wun die neither wil ii gif up nw. :)

25 September 2007
wel.2dae gt quite a lots of n'lvl papers fer CPA tu do.wow!.super lots.bt ii manage tu do ol of it.hahas.get nt bad fer my CPA paper 1.ii noe ii cn do it beta even though its juz a revision.paper 2 was quite ok too.bt ii left quite a numbers of blank as ii wan da correct n accurate ans frm teachers.durin EOA lesson,ms thng told us a lots of tings.wel.it mitex b da last lesson wif ms thng le.cuz fri is grad dae.she is involve in deco da hall(sumtings liddat bahx) den she mitex nt b able tu teach us tat grp of students le.bt mr ng wil take over tu teach both grps.yupx.den durin pe lesson ii was in class watchin yoga video.WAH!.da person leg is totally fake de.her leg muscle is even scary dan sum1 else de.woo~.hahas.den recess tym.ii din eat anitings at ol.cuz no mood tu eat too.den go bak class gastric.lucky sarah gt biscuit in her bag.den she gif mie tu eat.den ii feel much more beta.thx lots worx,sarahla0g0ng.erms.durin assembly.hahas.ii was bz readin my bk.den nv raly heard wad is da assembly ol abt.bt ii noe sum of my lucky juniors frm sec 2s n 3s went perth fer study trip!!.PERTH LEHX!!.oh my!.hahas.den aft tat gt grad dae rehearsal.aiyo!.yy until mie den da rest of my classmate no nid tu do rehearsal le?.ii damn paiisehh larx.cn feel my face super de hot n red too.wooo~.ii'm feelin quite ok too.although ii cn feel tat ii cnt raly breath properly in class.bt aft a rest.ii'm much more beta le.

26 September 2007
ermms.nt bad eh 2dae.although gt a lots of ppl nv cum sch 2dae.bt overol.da class is GD too.quite quiet too.ermms.CPA lab was super de cold too.bt 2dae gt ard.ehhs.ermms.hmmms.2-3 sets of CPA paper tu do bahx.2dae math lesson gt mini test too.mr teo prepare grp B fer n'lvl paper 1 which is on next mon.wow!.isnt it fast?.it is.den aft sch peii sarah tu poly clinic fer check up.she's nt in da mood too.hais.ii console her until so cry agn.sry worx.bt ii'm saein da fate.no matter is family relationship,friendship or BGR.ol of dem have deir own test.if eu had fail da test,ol eu gt tu do is retake it until eu paz it.its fer family relationship.no matter hw mani tym eu fail,eu wil olwaes have da chances tu retake it.bt as fer friendship n BGR.if eu fail it,eu cn retake it.bt its lyk a certain subject tat cld b retake bt certain subject eu cant retake.so take it easy,gal!.family relationship cn olwaes b settle.nth is more closer tu family members le.*smile*
its nt da end of da world if eu lose a guy.even if eu lose ur guy.it doesnt mean eu lose ol ur beloved ones beside.ol ur beloved ones wil olwaes b by ur side tu support eu.dere's so mani la0g0ng,la0p0,mummy,la0pa,nuerr,erzii etc by ur sides.dey r reliable too.dun eva do ani silly n foolish tings tu hurt urself le.dun eva mutilate urself agn.tat's ol apply tu mie more. =) ohh.ii'm feelin olritex nw.bt no1 cn cfrm wad wil happen tu mie next too. :) olritex olritex.ii gt tu go do my homeworks le.gt 2 more F&N essay tu do.tml gt tu hand it up.if nt teacher gng tu nag n nag n nag le.lols.n cuz ii've promised sum1 n my parents.so ii gotta show it tu dem too. x) take care!. ^^

its over

2007-09-22T13:30:00.000+08:00

wel.its over between us fer da tym bein.mayb tis is da best wae fer us fer da tym bein too.he wans tu concentrate n foucs on his national exams.so am ii.ii had tink it thru carefully last nitex b4 ii went tu bed.tu end our relationship is da best wae fer da tym bein.ii noe wad ii'm dng.sum wil sae,wad a waste tu end up tis relationship liddat.wel.its okays.ii noe wad ii'm dng.dun worri,guys.ii'm fine.ii'm raly fine.ii wun do ani foolish tings tu hurt myself agn le.ii noe sum of eu wil sae,"ya,eu sae eu wun do foolish tings tu harm urself.in da end olso wil.eu use ur mouth tu sae onli."ii promise,ii wun kays?.cuz ii noe n ii believe tat,our wae is stil lng.mayb its by fate n destiny nw.dey olso wan us to do wel in our studies.dey olso wan us tu concentrate on our national exams.so dey lead us tu go tu tis path.n we muz b brave n strong accpet it too.tings wil b beta aft our national exams too.dun worri fer mie.ii'm totally fine.ii've tok tings out wif him le.ii've grown up.ii raly noe wad ii'm dng.fer da tym bein,let's ol concentrate on our national exams bahx.fer N'lvl exams.we stil gt onli 9 daes tu go.wel.tat's fast.fer O'lvl.wel.although ii dun raly noe when eu guys start bt ii noe its ard da mid-oct.so muz JIAYOU kays?.fly flies real fast worx.

wil eu stil b wad ii wished fer?.
wil eu stil b my guardian angle?.
天黑之前
我踏不出思念
天亮之前
我还在想念
没你的夜
星星都不再耀眼
没你的天只剩灰色一片
你一直在我的梦里出现
我的伤心你总是视而不见
Guardian Angel
能不能
让我再见你一面
我不要童
话结局这样改写
Angel
能不能
让我们再爱一遍
就算倒退一天
我都想要体验
没你的夜
星星都不再耀眼
没你的天
只剩灰色一片
你一直在我的梦里出现
我的伤心你总是视而不见
Guardian Angel
能不能
让我再见你一面
我不要童
话结局这样改写
Angel
能不能
让我们再爱一遍
就算倒退一天
我都想要体验
Guardian Angel
能不能
让我再见你一面
我不要童话
结局这样改写
Angel
能不能
让我们再爱一遍
就算倒退一天
我都想要体验
让我再闻你的脸

wil eu?.

` ii miss him

II MISS HIM.ii had enuff

2007-09-21T20:09:00.000+08:00

OKAY!.ii had enuff of it.wads wrng wif us tis few wks?.juz wads wrng?.ol of a sudden,dere so mani tings happen in between us.hais.ii duno larx. :'(
hais.was raly hart breakin last nitex.ii totally went blank on my mind.n ii did sumtings agn.tis is da 1st tym ii did it so deep n so mani.a totally of 8 deep cuts on da wrist.ii raly duno wad ii'm dng last nitex,wad ii'm tinkin last nitex.ol ii wan is da truth.is tat so hard?.ii noe eu told mie tat eu duno her.bt wad if tis tingy happen agn n agn?.happen non-stop?.hais.ii dun even noe whether shld ii b da one tu b out of tis tingy nw. :'( ii juz wan tu b free frm ol tis rubbish!!.let mie go. :'(
it happen too much le.ii've been cryin non-stop last nitex.tis mornin,its even worse.ii've try my v best tu dun tink abt it.bt listen tu a song frm my frenz fone.tears juz roll dwn non-stop.n ii wanna ask him da truth durin recess.bt juz 1 msg frm him.its ol..hais.ii duno larx!.my hart nw super pain!.ii dun wan tis tu carry on.wil sum1 stop ol tis nonsense?.ii dun wish tu carry on tis animore.pls.juz let mie go.wil eu?. :'(

II MISS HIM

2007-09-20T20:04:00.000+08:00

wel.nth much happen in sch 2dae worx.juz tat ii get super angry wif tis part.hais.dun wanna tok much abt it.hais.aniwae.2dae gt 4 free preiod.went library tu search fer my class fotos tat is taken durin 2005,when we were in sec 2s.hahas.sum fotos were super funni.ii laugh until cnt.lols!.durin math lesson,grp A & B combine tog.cuz we gt competition in between tis 2 grp.lols!.da competition is a real funni 1.hahas.
den aft tat,SCHOOL END!.hahas.went hm tu watch tv.den aft tat ii cnt tahan animore.ii went tu take my afternoon nap.until 6.47pm.wow!.den help my sis,my mummy n myself tu cook soft egg.aft dinner,my tummy damn hurts!.duno yy too!.super de pain.argghhhhxxx!.
hueva is da person hu wanna spam my tagboard.cum on larx.juz write ur name larx.wan tu spam olso write ur name larx.wad fer col urself 'people','unknown' n wadsoeva!.n write dwn wad unhappiness we had b4 or wad unhappiness eu had against mie.if dare den mit face tu face larx.eu tink wad?.ii'm gd tu play wif arx.asshole!.
wel.it had been 2 wks 5 daes 6hrs 37mins le.ehhs.ii cant do anitings too.miss eu lots!.

` ii miss eu Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-19T20:14:00.000+08:00

wel.nth much happen in class 2dae.juz tat 2dae livia too scary le.she took 2 pen knifes tu find a guy tu settle sumtings.den ii stun.ran out tu chase her.den olmost gt cut by da pen knifes.luckily!.ii avoid it fast.if nt ii kena le.den aft tat bak tu class.bz takin fotos in class.lols.take fotos of others fer grad dae video presentation.hahas!.den jordan drew sum of our classmates face.make it super funni!.lols.den aft tat joan went missin.ii ran up n dwn tu find her.went bak tu class,ii cant breath properly.olmost asthma attack.den ii feel v xinku frm tat moment til 6pm plus.hais.
den aft sch.went tiong.actualli.dey cn settle da tingy properly de.cn make big tings tu small tings,small tings tu nth de.bt.hais!.dey make tings even BIGGER!.duno fer wad too.hais.hope it cn b settle asap bahx.
wei hey hey!.it had been 2 wk 4 daes 6hrs 47mins.wel.ol ii cn sae agn is.WAIT,WAIT n WAIT!.

` ii miss eu Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-18T20:10:00.000+08:00

wel.2dae gt a total of 16 ppl nv cum.wow!.nice one.hahas.nth raly happen in sch.juz tat ii dun yy my mood sudden nt v gd in class n durin recess.wel.ii tink it shld b nth bahx.hahas.2dae gt no pe.mr tay nv cum.den relief teacher show us tis funni video frm youtube.lols!.super funni!.da whole class laugh lyk duno wad.
aiyo.dun cry le worx.try tu ferget da hurt part ur had bahx.wel.ii noe its difficult and its hurt.bt wad had done had been done.meantym.concentrate on ur N'lvl n prove tu ur mum tat eu cn do wel in N'lvl no matter wad,kays?.no matter wad,dere's stil a lots of ppl supportin eu.lyk mie,livia,yuenteng,jose,elisa etc.tings wil b over soon.CHEER UP GAL!. =D
wel.it had been 2 wk 3 daes 6hrs 43mins le.ehhs.actualli.ii gt nth tu sae abt it le.cuz ol ii have tu sae is II MISS EU!.n tat's ol ii nid tu sae.take care!.tata!. ^^

` ii miss eu Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-17T16:35:00.000+08:00

wel.hahas.my class gals 2dae break record agn.lols.at fiz onli gt 6 gals in class.bt ltr on 2 gals late,so total gt 8 gals in class 2dae!.lols.bois onli gt 10 plus bahx.hahas.nth much in class too.juz tat bz dng sum math questions durin math lesson.actualli.2dae gt math extra lesson by mr mui de.bt.hais.sad.a few ppl came onli.so mr mui cancel da lesson.ii mean nt totally cancel.sum guys stay tu ask him tu gif sum guides in math solution.bt we gt math extra lesson homework tu do.wed gotta hand up tu him.yupx!.tat's ol happen in class. =)
aft sch when tiong comic collection wif livia n joan (mayb,1 dae,ii mitex have da small lil interest in comic.lols.dose nice comic). den go BM tu take livia's spect.den actualli wanna go dere tu eat KFC de.lols!.bt da KFC duno is under renovation or wad.den ii laugh until piangx.lols.told dem tu eat at tiong in da fiz place,dun wan.hahas.den we took bus 5 bak tu tiong tu eat KFC.lols.aft eatin KFC den went hm straight away.cuz ii dun wanna miss channel U de,jacky wu de show.super funni fer da last part of da show.hahas. =D
wel.its had been 2 wk 2 daes 3hrs 8mins le lorx!.wel.tym files.wad ii gotta do is wait fer da tym tu arrive.wel.take care!. :) ii did take care kays.until nw ii stil havent sick.onli gastric pain sumtyms.cuz ii skip meals a lots of tym agn.kekes. :p okie larx.ii gt tu go le.hahas.gng tu watch another tv drama show on SCV channel 55 nw.tata!. ^^ ii miss eu.

` ii miss eu Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-16T16:24:00.001+08:00

wow!.din go out 2dae.muz b guaii guaii at hm.exams in 2 wks tym le lehx.no tym tu waste le.hahas.nth much too.juz tat my parents havin sum small dispute over cookin methods.lols.n is olso a funni dispute.super funni.laugh until ii piangx.lols!.okie larx.ii gt tu do my EOA homework given by ms thng soon le.although tml gt no ms thng lesson.bt ii beta do it nw since no1 is at hm.hahas. =D
wel.wel.wel.its had been 2 wks 1 dae 2hrs 57mins worx.wel.ol ii had tu dois wait wait wait.no choice.let it b bahx.my life n his life gt tu carry on no matter wad.kekes.take care worx!.ii gt tu go n do my works le.dun worri.ii wun ferget abt eu de.tata!. ^^

` ii miss eu Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

wow!.wad a dae 2dae.lols.slept until 1.03pm den wake up.mayb is cuz ii slept real late yest bahx.woke up at 10am plus a while den go bak tu slp.hahas.den ii went intu my LALA LAND!.lols.bt nth much larx.its juz sum.ehhs.ehhs.lame dream ii had.wel.ii din even go library 2dae too.dun feel lyk gng suddenly.duno yy.den stay at hm watch tv.n wanna take afternoon nap de.den gt tis JOKER col mie.ask mie sumting which make mie go 'uhh uhh'.den ltr he entertain mie.den ii dun nid tu slp le.hang his fone den ii go kip ol clothings den go bath n eat dinner.den iron clothes den watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.nice show!.watched 2 tyms le nia.hahas.den go auntie's hse.wow!.briant was dere too wif my another cousin.hahas.cuz my auntie gng oversea tml le.so my mum wet dwn tu peii her,ii went too.hahas.
hais!.its had been 2 wk 9hrs 6mins le!.ii tink ur fone raly nid a mth tu b repaired le.its lng worx.bt.nth tat we cn do.it ol depends on fate le.dun eu find it weird tis few wks?.wheneva ii'm online eu r nt,when eu r online ii'm nt.wel.look lyk we gt tu play hide and seek until eu finis ur O'lvl le.hais.wait a min!.we stil gt grad dae!.on 28 sep!.hahas.ii cant wait fer tat dae!.hahas.dun worri.ii wil jiayou fer my own exams,eu gotta jiayou too kays.muacks!.tata!. ^^

` ii miss eu Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-14T20:14:00.000+08:00

WOW!.2dae my class olso super de pro.onli gt a total of 21 students in da class.hahas.durin EOA theory lesson is even funni.ms thng class onli gt 2 ppl nv cum.so nvm.mr ken ng class onli gt 4 PPL!.lols!.super funni!.ii heard onli gt 4 ppl in his class,ii super stun.lols.actualli.nth much had happen too.onli kenneth n zixian olmost fight in class.luckily nv happen.wooo~
den went hm at ard 3pm plus.cuz gt tingy tu settle at tiong.hais.lng story.dun tok beta.ltr da more ii sae da more we hurt our friendship.cuz ii olso duno whether tu believe or nt.ii olso v confused.ii juz dun wish tu b involve in it animore.hais.ii reach hm,go bath den eat potota chip den watch tv a while.den ii went tu take my afternoon nap at 5.20pm liddat agn.ii cnt tahan larx.super tired.ii noe,ii've been a lazy pig tis few daes.bt ii cnt take it mahx.so have tu slp in da afternoon.hahas.den wake up at 6.54pm.cuz my papa in da livin rm,duno scoldin hu.lols.scold until v loud.lols.den wake up,stil a bit blurr blurr den go eat dinner.yar!.hahas.liddat lorx. =D
aiyo.his fone repaired until duno when le larx.1 wk 6 daes 6hrs 47mins le!.WOW!.tym flies so fast worx.wel.nvm bahx.ii tink ii shldn't get too over wif ur fone bahx.it havent been repaired.ii cant do anitings too.bt wel.ii tink ii gt tis bad habit le.wheneva ii'm sad and ii raly nid eu tu b wif mie,console mie,ii duno yy ii wil send msg tu ur fone.even though ur fone is under repair.juz hope tat eu wil c da msg soon.aniwae!.jiayou n take care worx!.II MISS EU!.

` ii miss eu Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-13T20:02:00.001+08:00

YEAH!.finally!.finis ol practical exams le!.hahas.juz have tu wait fer another 17 daes tu my actual N'lvl exams worx.its super fast.frm nw til 1st oct.ii muz raly study super hard.dun wanna let my loved ones get disappointed over my result. ((:
woootss~!.saw him 2dae agn.lols.juz nice ii was abt tu leave AVA rm den ii saw him frm far.bt at main gate.ii look at him walkin away,ii raly juz watch n din even tok at ol.his bak view.ermms.ii tink ii have areadi get used tu his bak view le bahx.olwaes c him,bt onli da bak view or side view.bt mostly is his bak view.seldom c his front view.aniwae.yupx.juz a word:HAPPI!. ((=
den went bugis wif vonelaogong.hahas!.so earli go dere.GT A LOTS OF PPL LEHX!.SO SQUEEZE!.LOLS!.guess sum ppl shld understand tat sentences bahx.lols.bt we went dere tu c c look look a while den go hm le.super tired!.den ii reach hm,take my afternoon nap at ard 4pm liddat.ii actualli slept until 7pm liddat.thx tu joan,she col mie den ii wake up.if nt ii dun nid tu wake up le.lols!.
HAIS!.he quite cute.ii msg rahim tu ask rahim tu tel him sumtings.n he actualli use rahim's fone tu reply.hahas.entertain mie worx.sry,rahim.used ur fone tu b da messager.aniwae.he sae dey throw away his fone le.mayb tat's true bahx. :p eu noe wad?.it had been 1 wk 5 daes 6hrs 35mins le.dey raly throw away ur fone le arx.super lng nia.actualli.ii stil wanna tel eu tat,eu cn dun nid tu msg mie animore le.by da tym eu take bak ur fone,ii tink ii wil throw my fone in2 da sea de.bt,ii din.hehes.hais.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.

` ii miss eu Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-12T16:55:00.000+08:00

wah!.finally!.2dae ii saw him in da arena.bt its juz a few seconds look.cuz ii'm areadi wif my class assemble at da arena le.hais.soo saddie!.wel.2dae my class break records arx.so mani ppl nv cum.onli gt 9 gals in class came 2dae.den 2dae,we lookin at pic fer grad dae presentation worx.hahas.lookin bak at ol da fotos we took.its a real fun.gt a few of deir sec 1s face too.wow!.wad a great n big change lehx!.hahas.
ARRGGGGHHHHXX!.its had been 1wk 4 daes 3hrs 28mins le!.although saw him 2dae fer tat few seconds.bt ii stil do miss him lots n lots.aniwae.ii shal wait patiently fer his fone tu b repaired bahx.at da same tym,muz concentrate on my studies le.cuz left wif 18 DAYS tu N'LVL le!.ehhs.dear,ii miss eu!.do take care kays?.eu olwaes ask mie tu take care,ownself olso nv take care.naughty naughty worx.:)'muackss!.'

` ii miss eu Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-11T18:36:00.000+08:00

wow!.2dae juz finis my N'lvl CPA practical.hahas.its quite easy worx.ii spend ard 35mins liddat tu finis it includin checkin thru my works!.nt bad arx.hahas.wel.ii tot ii wil c him 2dae.bt another disappointment ii had.din c him at ol cuz of da rain.hais.wel.ii hide my sad feelin deep in mie when ii'm in da AVA n when ii'm havin my quarantine.put tat smile n laughter on my face.tryin tu b happi n ferget abt it.
aft da quarantine,when peninsular wif sum of my classmates.went ard dere tu c c look look.den go eat MAC at FUNAN shoppin mall.aft eatin,we stayed dere tu tok tok abt ghost story n each of our own experience abt ghost tingy.lols.da more we sae,da more interestin it is.hahas.make mie wanna hear more.hahas!.
ARGGGGGHHHHHHHHHXXXXXXXXXX!!!.its had been 1wk 3 daes 6hrs 9mins le!.its raly v lng lehx!.hais.yy cant we c each other in sch when sch re-open?.hais.mayb tat's wad fate wan us tu do bahx.dun let us c each other n wan us tu bear wif da pain we r gettin thru.HAIS!.no choice.cant do anitings too.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!.

` ii miss him Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-10T17:24:00.000+08:00

wah!.cant slp last nitex!.hais!.duno yy!.fall aslp at 1.30am liddat.den suddenly wake up at ard 3am duno even noe ii'm lookin at too.lols.quite lame larx.ii noe.den fal bak tu slp agn aft 15mins,bt suddenly wake up at 5.10am agn!.hais.in da end,ii gng tu wake up le.so din fal aslp agn.hais!.
wel.2dae,1st dae of sch,F&N teacher nv cum.den 2 free period.went tu tour ard da sch.lols.lyk we nv tour ard da sch.
hais!.actualli,2dae sch re-open lyk nv re-open liddat.wad ii hope n wished fer juz VANISH liddat.hais.is tis wad fate wanna play wif us?.yy cant ii juz c eu 2dae in sch!?!.wads WRNG WIF US?!.or WADS WRNG WIF MIE!?.hais.ii dun wish tu carry on liddat.bt ii had promised him tu concentrate on my N'lvl while he concentrate on his O'lvl too.bt honestly,dear.its raly v xin ku.hais!.bt we stil had tu go on tu get a beta life ritex?.ii noe,ii understand.hais!.
ARGGHHHHXXX!!!.its had been 1wk 2 daes 3hrs 27mins le!.HAIS!.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!.
mayb,1 dae,sumdae.tings mitex b out of ctrl.n if tings raly b'cum out of ctrl.ii'm sry.ii gotta go my own wae fer da tym bein,fer da moment.ii hope eu wil understand mie.ii'm sry.
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us doesn't seem right... these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try
Somehow the plan is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I gotta do what's best for me
You’ll be okay...
I've got to move on, and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time
Another color turns to grey
And it's just too hard... to watch it all... slowly fade away
I'm leavin 'today'
Cause I gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay
Boy:What about us? What about everything we've been through?
Gal:What about trust?
Boy:You know I never wanted to hurt you
Gal:What about me?
Boy:What am I supposed to do...
Gal:I gotta leave but I'll miss you
Boy:...miss you

` ii miss him Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-09T18:09:00.001+08:00

hais!.2dae is my worse dae.totally no mood fer everytings.duno yy too.den da class polotee money is lyk damn ARGGHHXXXX!!.juz let matter rest larx!.wad fer quarrel it over sms n friendster?!.eu ol wanna spoil friendship n our 4yrs relationship liddat arx?!.wads da f**kin use!.wake up larx.da money tingy make eu ol quarrel until lyk its gonna b end of da world.classmate frm our class had areadi gave suggestion le.juz $1 each wil die arx?.pls larx!.juz let tis matter rest larx!.da more eu guys quarrel da more nth cn b sloved!.
ARGGGHHHXXX!!.hais.its been 1wk 1 dae 4hrs 2mins le!.HAIS!.hw lng is ur fone gonna b repaired?.or eu purposely dun wanna msg mie?.hais.ii hope wad ii tink is wrng.HAIS.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!.
do eu noe wad?.ii've been trouble by a lots of tings.ii wanna share it wif eu bt it seems tat ii cn onli kip tings tu myself agn n agn.ii nid ur warm shoulder tu cry on!.bt yy?.yy arent eu here everytym when ii nid eu da most?.yy do ii feel tat distance between us is gettin further n further away?.wads wrng in between us?.ii raly duno.wil tings b'cum bad in between us?.ii raly nid ur warm huggie,ur warm shoulder tu cry on.ii raly wan tu hide in ur warm arms nw!.SOBX!. :'(

` ii miss him Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-08T21:03:00.000+08:00

wel.2dae din do anitings much.went orchard library tu study wif huiying.hahas.saw quite sum of my classmates which r xixian,xiubing,siewleng n qijie.quite stun when ii saw dem.din expect dey were at orchard too.bt diff part of orchard.hahas.
den go library.study my works study until ii readin 'I'M NOT STUPID 2' de comic.lols.den aft tat went tiong tu eat BAN MIAN.hehes.den aft tat went tu find mummy at salon.hahas.den stay dere tu tok tok den aft tat go hm!.super tired!.
ARGGGHHHHHXXXX!!!.its had been 1wk 7hrs 36mins le!.hais.ii tink ur fone gonna take a mth tu b repaired bahx.super de lng.hais.wad cn ii do?.nth cn ii do bt onli wait.hais.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!.

` ii miss him Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

hais.wast feelin in da best mood ii eva had tis few daes.duno yy too.my temper isnt v gd nwadaes too.hais.n tis upset n disappointed a lots of ppl bahx.sry fer my bad temper tis few daes.ii'm sry.
HAIS!!!.ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!.II'M GETTIN SICK N SICK N EVEN SICK LE!!.hais.its had been 6 daes 7hrs 38mins le!.hais.wadeva it is.ii cant do anitings too.ferget it bahx.hais.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!.

` ii miss him Y

II MISS HIM..5mths anni

2007-09-06T13:53:00.000+08:00

din go aniware 2dae.weather super de hot.WOOO~.hais.stay at hm use com n watch tv beta.lols.ltr den go aunty's hse tu play wif briant bahx.ii wun b usin com at nitex le.so ii post it nw.
HAPPY 5MTHS ANNIVERSARY,MY SILLY DEAR!.MUACKSS!.HUGS!.isnt it fast?.5mths le. ^^
hais.happi 5mths anniversary fer us mahx?.ii dun tink so.it shld b a saddie 5mths anniversary fer us bahx.hais.ii din receive ani msg frm him.wel.ii do understand,its cuz his fone is under repair.no fone bahx.tat's yy.hais.:(
ARRGGGGGHHHHHXXX!!.its has been 5 daes 26mins le.hais.hw lng do ii have tu wait agn?.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!.

` ii miss him Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-05T20:56:00.001+08:00

finally!.2dae last paper durin da 1wk sch holidae le!.hahas.bt next wk my class gt practical exam on tue n thurs.hais.so fast N'lvl le.2dae aft paper went hm straight away.cuz my whole family nid tu go sumware.den aft tat we went suntec fer da food tingy.wow!.saw quite a number of gessian dere n olso,saw my gugu n cousin too.hahas.wad a small small world worx.^^ actualli.dere's sumtings tat ii'm super super angry n upset wif tis mornin.n at fiz ii cant believe it.nw ii do believe it.ii dun wish tu sae much abt it.bt ii hope hueva it is.pls do sumtings tu it.dun force mie tu b nasty tu eu fereva.n ii'm sure ii wil b nasty tu eu if eu force mie tu.ii'll make sure eu regret n eu wil b v sry fer wad eu had done.dun force mie tu do so.
aft tat went tu my aunty's hse tu c briant.he gave mie a big kiss when ii help him tat his toy toy.hahas.tat small cute lil boii.lols.brin him go walk walk wif my mum n sis.he super hyper-active.duno yy too.lols.den aft tat brin him tu my hse.he saw my papa he stand dwn dere sha xiao.super cute.den go in2 my hse.col my papa 'gong gong' instead of 'yi gong'.hahas!.ii laugh until piangx.last tym when he fiz started tu col my mummy 'yi po' he olso col 'po po'.until nw stil col 'po po'.hahas!.luckily fer mie.he either col mie 'yi yi' or 'jie jie'.no short cut fer greetin mie.lols!. :D
ARGGHHHHHXXXXXX!!!.its has been 4 daes 7hrs 29mins le!.sobx sobx.when is ur fone gonna b repaired.aiyo!.ii raly cnt wait fer ur fone le nia.ltr ii burst worx. >.< II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM TONS!.

`ii miss him Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

wow!.2dae MT LC exam.luckily da classrm isnt as cold as yest.hahas.yest w lyk super super super cold nia.cold until my whole feet numb.hahas.2dae aft LC exam,juz step out of da classrm gt big cold wind.n its super super da cold.cold until ii'm tremblin.aiyo.
2dae olso duno wad happen tu mie.my stomach suddenly cramp until ii cnt tahan.fiz tym in my entire lfe.ii go hm drink hot soup.ii tot it cn help da cramp tu feel beta.bt instead of gettin beta.it get even WORSE!.ii cramp until ii olmost cried out on my parents bed.aiyo~ii cramp until liddat.ii olso nv raly drink lots of cold drink worx.cramp until ii gt no mood tu go aniware.cramp until ii wanna find dear tu help olso cnt.hais.bt aft a nap.ii did feel beta until nw. *winks* ;)
ARRGGGGHHHHHXXX!.its been 3 daes 7hrs 19mins le.sobx sobx.when wil ur fone b repaired?.hais.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM TONS!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii raly do.hais. :( dere's nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM BADLY!.

`ii miss him Y

II MISS HIM

2007-09-03T18:53:00.000+08:00

2dae N'lvl exam paper le worx.tym fly so fast worx.oopppsss..ii'm almost late fer my 1st paper.cuz ii went tu take my entry proof frm da G.O.bt da sad ting is.da computer took a lng tym tu set up.n when its finally set up,da system suddenly breakdwn.den ii was lyk.ferget it.juz go w/o entry proof fiz.lols.luckily,nth bad happen.hahas.super paisehh tu walk in2 da hall by da side.luckily gt 2 guys frm my class peii mie walk in tog cuz dey r takin sumting.hahas.den went jovy's hse rest.cuz nex paper is lyk.super super lng.hahas.go her hse mess up her place.lols.no larx.go tok tok,play com n listen tu songs.den suddenly!.HEAVY RAIN!.when ii reached sch,ii'm ol drench.my other frenz too.den ii gt flu when da tym ii reach sch until nw.sobx sobx.n summore.da classrm is super de cold too.BRRR~
ARGGHHHXXX!!.its had been 2 daes 5hrs n 33mins le.aiyo~!.when is his fone gonna b repaired?.super lng nia.hais.ii cnt wait le!.II MISS MY SILLY DEAR!.MY SILLY BOII!.MY SILLY BAOBEIIX!.MY SILLY TEA!.MY DA SHA GUA!.II DO MISS HIM!.sobx sobx. :'( ii do miss him badly.ii swear.hais. :( nth tat ii cn do too.da onli ting ii cn do nw is:MISSIN HIM!.

its specially fer him.
ol ii cn do is tu tink of eu.
ii think of you,always.
When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and
I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain
I believe
Cause there's nothing
I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and
I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

`ii miss him Y